Need help desparately

[Iamhindu]

Hi guys,

I am Vedant from India.

When I was performing a RTR, particularly the reverse Shema prayer, I was unable to complete it. It was as if some humongous energy or force was holding me back, I just couldn't bring myself to move my tongue. It was as if a tremendous force was holding my tongue down.

Since then, sleep has eluded me completely. I have been awake from 32 hours now. I may go mad if I don't sleep.

Can somebody suggest remedies?

 

[Rook]

Can somebody suggest remedies?

Hello, I may be able to, but first i'd like you to ask you some question if you can answer honestly i'd appreciate that.

1.Your name is interesting, are you Hindu and did you practice any sort of meditations prior to becoming a dedicated Spiritual Satanist?
2. Are your parents Hindus and do they practice any sort of spiritual meditations?
2.1 If they're Hindus were they Hindus prior to your birth?
3. Are you on any sort of drugs?
4. Are you healthy?
5. Do you include meat in your diet?

 

[Iamhindu]

Can somebody suggest remedies?

Hello, I may be able to, but first i'd like you to ask you some question if you can answer honestly i'd appreciate that.

1.Your name is interesting, are you Hindu and did you practice any sort of meditations prior to becoming a dedicated Spiritual Satanist?
2. Are your parents Hindus and do they practice any sort of spiritual meditations?
2.1 If they're Hindus were they Hindus prior to your birth?
3. Are you on any sort of drugs?
4. Are you healthy?
5. Do you include meat in your diet?

1. No
2. Yes they are, they do not practise such things

3. No.
4. Yes, maybe not physically but a 100% mentally.
5. Yes

 

[The Proud Gentile]

Hi guys,

I am Vedant from India.

When I was performing a RTR, particularly the reverse Shema prayer, I was unable to complete it. It was as if some humongous energy or force was holding me back, I just couldn't bring myself to move my tongue. It was as if a tremendous force was holding my tongue down.

Since then, sleep has eluded me completely. I have been awake from 32 hours now. I may go mad if I don't sleep.

Can somebody suggest remedies?

I'm not here to be an ass to you because I don't know your situation. But to my understanding, the rtr is a very positive empowerment ritual. I actually did the rtr some time ago and it actually made me feel like a weight has been lifted off me and I also felt highly energetic and happy for no real reason. I'm usually not very happy but the rtr definetly had a positive effect on me. I felt strong and confident and again these are not emotions that I feel often. You claim that some "force" was holding your tongue down not allowing you to continue the rtr. And I can't help but think that the rtr may not be for you? You also say that you've lost over a day of sleep. It is obvious that the rtr does not agree with your soul.

However I don't really wanna jump to swift conclusions as I'm in no place to do so. I don't know if maybe you were sick that day or maybe just emotionally unstable? Do you have any health conditions that may have caused that feeling? You also said that you became sleep deprived since the rtr. And I honestly can't think of a logical explanation for that. I can't say whether you're a Yehubor or not because I don't know you very well, and I don't want to make you think you're a Yehubor if you're not because that is a tactic used by the enemy to try and sway away potential Gentile satanists.

However I will say this. See a doctor, there can be something wrong with your body, or vocals. Especially if your losing sleep. See a doctor before you come to any conclusions about the real reason why you can't do the rtr. This is important.


One more thing I must get off my chest. You said something about satan wanting you to pluck out your eye in the past. Listen to me, I don't know you're background but that is the most absurd thing I've ever heard. I'm not even a dedicated Satanist yet and I've been able to feel Satan's energy. I couldn't see him or hear him because I'm not advanced yet. But I'm sure that I felt him. Satan is the most loving being I've ever met in my entire life, or ever will meet. He would never tell any Gentile to harm themselves for any reason. Perhaps you were being deceived by a grey or reptillian. But I can tell you for sure that it wasn't satan who told you to pluck out your eye.