Write down and examine the problem. I would say that the enemy is fucking with you. I couldn't get anything done either, so I went from 10 minutes to at least an hour a day - just on the Hells Army Spiritual Warfare Training.
1. What are you supposed to do as a Spiritual Satanist? It took me over a year to figure that out. The fact that your questioning it, means that problem is about to go away.
2. What are the most productive things you could do? For me it brakes down as;
a. Vocabulary - I made up a chart of terminology. If the terminology goes beyond a sentence or two, then it links to a Word file. I date each entry and constantly update them. Currently I have at least 200 linked Word files and about 125 pages of entries.
b. Power Meditation - Hells Army Spiritual Warfare Training Manual. Follow it. When your done, keep doing it and building up the things your not that good at.
c. Ritual - Perform ritual daily. Study the Runic Kabbalah. Study the Devils Keys. Curse the jooz daily.
d. Read over the Joy of Satan website for a little time each day.
e. Help a couple people out on here each day.
f. Build up your energy and offer some to Satan.
I could go on with ideas, but I don't think you need any. I think you're being fucked with. Its kind of like your a radio station and they are causing interference. Sometimes you just have to make sure your on the exact frequency and then turn the volume up higher.
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[email protected], <timothycc19@... wrote :
I became a satanist about 6 or 7 months ago and I feel like I have came along way but every time I feel like I get somewhere there is a new problems. These problems have occurred consistently back to back for as long as hour to days. I read a sermon recently about advancing and each time you get to a door father satan helps us to understand what is next. Well I feel like I cant understand anything to help me advance right now. Ive been trying to meditated but but if I can even finish without getting unfocused I feel like I have no real power. Any advice?