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Hi there!
I just want to say how excited I am to have found and read about this site. It confirmed everything I have always believed in. I now feel free! And cannot wait to start my relationship with the true Leader... my Lord.Please can you advise me on how to grow spiritually in His name! How can I get to know Him? I want to build a relationship with Lucifer. 
Thank you so much!Mariska
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 Welcome! In a nutshell. You need to dedicate your soul. Read everything on Joy of Satan

 Then start a meditation program. When you can check out hells army link on the site. The more you do for satan the more he does for you. You build a relationship by working for him. He accepts us as we are. Doesn't matter if we're arrogant, immature, uneducated, ignorant,ECT. But then satan pushes us in the direction to change. Satanism is all about evolution. 
 To push these changes you will need to meditate and read as much as possible. Like just today I went to the library , walked to the non fiction section. Ask yourself what do you want to learn we have free knowledge everywhere. I found a book called the Anglo Saxons how they lived and worked. I will read it and then go find another book. 


 
First, welcome family. We are here to support you. Just meditate everyday and study. You must open you centers for communication with the gods. This will take some time,but never give up and meditate everyday. Hope you're doing very well and may satan bless you and yours.
 
Hi there!
I just want to say how excited I am to have found and read about this site. It confirmed everything I have always believed in. I now feel free! And cannot wait to start my relationship with the true Leader... my Lord.Please can you advise me on how to grow spiritually in His name! How can I get to know Him? I want to build a relationship with Lucifer. 
Thank you so much!Mariska
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I have a question. I got rather annoyed today and my spine got hot because of it. And I was having health difficulties, although I was advised to just get off of the klonopin because of the adverse affects which I have done and am currently in the process of banishing two greys which called for me to do the RAUM meditation which I realized was a bust because it was way too strong... So I just reduced it to doing a basic breathing excersize to raise energy.

I'm not sure whether to take the klonopin for now because I am being pissed off by the enemy through a lot of psychological ticks, and other problems.  So I personally think I should take the klonopin for now until I banish them then try to get off of it. But, klonopin is very damaging to the kidneys, and other things... I haven't been taking klonopin for 4 days now. I have to keep myself calm because if I get annoyed then the problems will come back again..

I personally thought I was gonna have to go to the hospital just a little earlier today. I asked Father Satan to help me in pure desperation because I felt like I was almost gonna die well that was my logical conclusion, but I felt psychically I was not going to and remained fairly calmer because of that..

It was kinda truamatizing. So I'm not entirely sure why this happened... Could be suppressed emotions could have been lack of klonopin but this has never happened before.. Could have been something else entirely..

So, what do you think because I suspect it was the RAUM meditation which I stopped doing two days ago because I almost passed out..

I had to lie down for roughly two hours to get to the point to where I could do this even though the computer was right next to me..

So?
 
I was having health problems as in my heart was messing up, and most of my body went numb, or felt off, my entire head felt like extremely strange, hurting, but yet numb kinda like a stroke yet not..

I know there are multiple affects of meditation that confuse those who are unfamiliar with them..
 
I also forgot to add that everytime I get agitated the symptoms of feeling physically disoriented such as the left side of my body feeling odd, or numb and the pulsing sensation on my spine, and it get's warm to hot again, and it seems that my system is panicking somewhat in response to this despite how calm I sound, and basically am it still is without my ability to prevent it... I believe it's panicking in response to what happened earlier and how bad it was..

So yeah, that's what's going on entirely..
 
did it feel like you had some weird seeping feeling in your head causing pain? If so, that's the result of the greys attacking your mind.
They did the same thing to me twice so far. I hear a screeching sound every time it happens and then feel like some weird fluid is dripping down my brain paralyzing nerves.
It's a psychic attack by greys that turns your emotions into self destructive energy.
Do no go back on the damn drugs. That shit will kill you for sure.Clean your aura frequently, use the algiz rune every day do a sun mantra and invoke blue fire.Also you can use the banishing chant on the greys.





  I was having health problems as in my heart was messing up, and most of my body went numb, or felt off, my entire head felt like extremely strange, hurting, but yet numb kinda like a stroke yet not..

I know there are multiple affects of meditation that confuse those who are unfamiliar with them..

 
Pre stroke if you put your tongue out into the mirror it will deviate to one side. If that is the case, along with you presenting symptoms, I would get checked because a stroke is not a joke (sorry for the pun). I know it's probably not great going into a medical establishment due to the likelihood of being put back on meds but a stroke could be permanently debilitating or even fatal.

Failing that, seek Satan's help, like really seek it out.
 
I've been in bed for 5 hours today cleaning my aura/chakras constantly and using the Algiz rune.. it's not working as the entire left side of my body is feeling numb, or hurting badly.

I made lunch but I can barely manage to do this computer today..

I suspected this was an enemy attack as I have been experiencing it for a long time now. Roughly a year...

I haven't taken klonopin either.. I'm at a total loss...
 
@CebtralForce666.

No, I know for a fact that this is an enemy attack. It seems like it wouldn't be because I just quit Klonopin but it totally is. I've read about stroke and heart attack symptoms And it seems to match Stroke symptoms, or rather it would if when I clean my chakras and aura it wouldn't go away. I played this game with the possibility of a stroke for a long time... Months... It never occurred. I have been being attacked by the enemy. This even happened when I was possessed by them at one time.

 I was feeling bad and the fucker said here I'll make it feel better, and my tongue went back to normal and so did the rest of my body... I had no idea what was even going on for a long time as I primarily thought it was general life circumstances.. or psychological ticks they have caused over the past 9 1/2 outta 11 years. One's spine would not feel hot when a stroke is immanent. It happened like I said one day when I was playing a video game and I saw something that really pissed me off. I got really pissed and it happened. My spine was shortly after hot, and I was experiencing heart problems, and the left side of my body was feeling odd..

Before then it was just normal. I would clean my aura and chakras and I would go on and be fine for  while.
I believe most of you(and I mean no offense so please don't take it that way) don't understand what it's like to have an enemy that tries to kill you on a daily basis, or make your life miserable because you refused to commit suicide for eleven years in your life with no defense other than sheer mettle to live one's life without it. I'm still alive on sheer willpower. Eleven years with the enemy would usually wreck someone entirely..


I thought it was cigarettes, I thought it was lack on Klonopin, I thought it was general life circumstances(not regarding enemy harassment.) It has been none of the above..

I've been asking Father Satan to take my anger energy as I get agitated and he has been.. It's like energy ripping pretty much.  Another member mentioned it here and it works I picture his Sigil and he takes it, since in light of not being able to do the cobra breath and direct the energy outwards.. I did try though. Nothing happened.

Evidently your crown chakra needs to be open for it to work. I gotta say I have never been in such a situation. These things are intentionally trying to piss me off to kill me, or whatever..

I know I'm not gonna die. The very day it happened I thought I was gonna die though... It was intense as anger kept spilling out without  being able to stop it. I didn't even mean to do it, I believe I was tricked by the enemy..

It's suppressed emotions that I have been waiting to deal with as I try to keep as much of my cool as possible with these things. I am currently in the middle of a banishing ritual. Day 16 of 40. I know these things are gonna be annihilated. It just takes time as there is A LOT of build up.

Today has been better but not by much as I still have to clean my aura almost constantly and was from 11:30 today until 3 or 4 O'Clock. It isn't working like it should... It keeps me feeling a somewhat better, but not entirely..

As of right now I don't feel much on the left side of my body, and my spine is kinda warm, and tingly at almost the top of it in one spot, and I have a headache..

These things keep trying to make me angry in an attempt to stir things up but I have been receiving help from Father Satan.

Any advice would greatly be appreciated as I know a stoke comes suddenly and doesn't always give a warning..especially not a year's worth of warning with all of the above symptoms I desribed minus the hot spine thing, and as much anger.
 
I should be offline but this here is very important. Richardlester and other members state of these problems. For one , remember, meditation is not something you always did and therefore can be seemingly strange for the mind.

Doing affirmations like " I always feel the positive effects of meditation" or "I am becoming aware of what my mediations do " or simply "I allow myself to meditate in a positive and healthy manner for me" can really help. For some people, altered states of mind and such might seem strange or unwanted subconsciously. As thus the mind obstructs what one is trying to accomplish. For instance, people complain about attacks or thoughforms. As I stated in a message long ago, the enemy had made sure to programm people to be unspiritual and the mind loyally obeys into this, thinking this is how one should be. Unfortunately up to some time ( might take up to 6 or more months from very closed up people or maybe as much less as 1 week for someone who is open) for one to feel the mediations strongly. During this period of change and upgrade the mind can get stuck on certain thoughts and whatever other pattern to keep it from advancing. Reprogramming this will help you a lot. Simply state that you are free and absolved of interaction of negative thoughts and thoughforms. This in a level will help aside with your protection and banishing rituals. In the old times this period of adjustment was the chaos period. One is in literal chaos. One doesn't know whats really up or what is the cause of their suffering for instance. This slowly gives way after a point and real power beggins building. By simply affirming some things you will be quickly far ahead into clearing the clutter fast. Also, for every negative thought you make, force yourself to do 10 reverse and positive thoughts. Before too long your mind will be cleaner than ever.

-High Priest Zevios Metathronos
 
Coming from a Chinese Medical perspective, strokes are things that come and go as that is their nature. A person can have a minor stroke and not even be aware of it occurring. The symptoms you have described match the Traditional Chinese Medicine syndrome of Wind Stroke which is not exactly the same as Western Medical 'Stroke' but along the same lines and can lead to it. A hot spine can be a result of stagnant energy in the channels leading to heat and the come and go nature is evident of wind. The fact that cleaning your aura helps is because the aura and physical body are connected and treating one helps the other. I'm talking about proper energetic medicine here not pharmaceutical drugs.

You might like to seek out an acupuncture practitioner in your area who will be less likely to force psyche meds down your throat and help you better understand your own body and it's workings which will enable your spiritual practice as it has mine.

If an enemy is attacking you, they are obviously getting at your aura so badly that you have symptoms reflecting in the material body. Sometimes when we ask Satan for help, it is not always in the manner which we expect but sometimes He puts it right in front of our faces where we miss it if we are not vigilant to understand and accept the solution He gives us.

One thing is certain. He always gives us a solution.

HAIL SATAN!
 
Thank you High Priest Zevios Metathronos. I rather appreciate your response, and everyone's else's. I've been off of Klonopin before but it wasn't like this and it was solid month by my recount. I wanted to quit it along with others to meditate roughly over a year ago.

I have a lot of pinned up anger, and I am quickly realizing as it's making me feel horrible like total dog shit as it takes it toll because I cannot properly vent it that this is a problem that needs to be dealt with. I am having quick rational realizations in this on the conscious level. It's helped somewhat but Klonopin suppresses almost all emotions, and I probably have other issues as well. I forgot that a lot of shit can come up from your subconscious when meditating in the beginning. This was a rather... dangerous thing though, not normal at all.

It's either as Fake Name said, which I suspect is true, but I suspect the source of the problem is as you said, subconscious things. The brain makes all kinds of natural triggers when programmed enough and I'll need to deprogram this shit whatever it is.. as you said.

I literally thought I was gonna die as my body was almost shutting down, and heart was acting badly, as was my spine being really hot, and the left side of my body going numb, and seeming like a I believe worse problem than there was.

I am learning about being positive, and have been trying as it vibrates the second it leaves you, and you can feed it like you said to become real bad..

I believe this ultimately happened because of lack of knowledge which I will acquire eventually.  It just almost the worst scare in my life so naturally I used what I had gained from void meditation prior to muster the posts without completely freaking the fuck out.

I knew that doing that would make it way worse. It's controllable now. I fee,l well bad, but doable. When the mind panics then you can be made to think anything just about. When rational thought returns you can see that it's not as bad.

I'm gonna try your advice and program my aura like that when I have an energy buzz. Again I appreciate this a lot and to all of you again thank you :)
 
Well, I guess it's all been covered, but when I clean my aura and chakras it does go away almost completely, but as you said, it's not evidence of anything entirely. This is pure speculation as none of us truly knows what is going on..

As for a practitioner of acupuncture I dunno because I don't think any of us has the money for that...

I can do a money working starting soon, which I had planned to but I was under so much pressure.. I think it's emotional personally or that seems to be what surfaces. I actually have a splitting headache right now and my spine is a little warm but I can feel most of my body currently. It isn't like this when I wake up, I don't do anything to get mad, or bothered, the enemy starts shoving things into my head from the time I wake up to before I got to sleep everyday because I am trying to banish an enemy that has dictated my life my entire life they came with the agenda of destroying me after I reincarnated. The 11 years was just the worst of it. I've thought back to all of the instances in my life prior to the last 11,  it was exactly the same just not as bad, and I was more... normal.. although not entirely as there are things I remember me doing that seemed almost insane That I now recognize was not because of anything I experienced to cause it, it was just stuff placed in my head without me knowing and like a fool, I did it..

All of these problems from the enemy, and general life discontentment have built up a lot of problems emotionally. Which these things spur on through psychological manipulation. But, I have seen them back off and it quits like the drop of a hat. So, yes there is a deeper underlying problem whatever it may be..

But for  now, I am working on annihilating these things as is my main problem and worsening it if they can.
I quit smoking again... after what RichardLester said about it making more holes in your aura than there are in the LIE-ble I got pretty nervous and quit. if your aura is weak then your ability to deal with this shit will naturally decline from some to.. a lot..

Your overall power shines in your aura, it's a reflection of your life force. I'd hate to have to go to a walk-in "money stealing" clinic which almost all hospitals are these days to have nothing resolved as their practices are based on sheer logic, and atheism. The chinese idea is interesting. I'd have to look into it and hope that it's not a xianized practice. Although I know there are still decent practitioner's our there as you found one.

As I am at a loss but have taken your suggestions for now I have asked Father Satan for help, I dunno what the hell to do... I've spent the last 11 years in something like a mental institution la la land(without actually being there) so I didn't know what was what at all.. My brain is just now becoming functional again, but like never before as I can actually think for *literally* once in my life.
 
Chinese medicine is far from xianised although that's not to say there aren't practitioners out there which put their foolish xian ideas into what they do but as a whole at least in the western world it tends to attract people who are not xian.

Chinese medicine also recognises the link between emotions and body. This is why I see stroke all over your case as wind originates in the liver and the livers related emotion is anger. The heat in your spine is the result of excessive amounts of yang energy rising through the penetrating vessel (sushummna). Yang energy is warming so in excess it is hot. Rising yang energy is what anger is as a feeling or emotion so it all fits quite well.

I am studying acupuncture/chinese medicine and thanks to my Satanic pursuits which preceeded my study, I have been opened up to the subject quite a lot, far exceeding that which my peers have grasped, all thanks to Satan and my GD.

Chinese medicine is a remnant of the medicine of the Gods and even some very old practitioners recognise the possibility that the system came originally from extra terrestrials although of course at school we get fed the bull that it was accidentally discovered...

Another story altogether...
 
I didn't say that it's a xianized practice outright. I was saying that it was ruined, and then I suspect later returned corrupted and now xians are in it along with the corruption.

I know everything originates from the far east and the asian provinces are extensions of India, and Sri Lanka originally.

Thanks for the heads up.
 
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