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Hi guys, I'd like to explain the situation I'm going through, and maybe get some advice from you.I have been dedicated for a bit more than a year now, and my life has significantly improved: I felt like a little lamb before dedicating, and now I am a LOOOOOOOOOT stronger than before, I have enough strength to overcome obstacles on my path. The downside is I'm not very consistent with meditations: it all started really well, I did the 40 days program and then started my own one, until a day came in which I wasn't able to meditate. Then came my downfall: I started meditating less, like just once per day, skipping days, not doing yoga and so forth; also, I live with a friend of mine, the walls in our house are very thin, so it is difficult to accomplish a meditation session using vibrations unless he is out (he is almost always at home). For these same reasons, I am not doing many RTRs. Even now I am still finding some difficulty in writing this, as if something was holding me back (it might be an enemy attack). I think the problem may be that I did not dedicate with a total awareness of what I was doing, as I did not read the JoS site completely, but just the sections about the powers of the mind and meditations. Also, I was born from an act of race mixing, and I am still not aware of what my true heritage is; I am a mix of Aryan and Black, many people here say that I should stick with Blacks, but I read that HP Maxine said that you should stick with the race you feel closer to, and I feel closer to the Whites (I tried to see my past lives one, and always saw myself white; also, as time passes, it looks like I'm showing more Aryan traits, like my skin becoming lighter). I asked Satan for help, but I know that I should find the strength and will to solve this on my own. Even so, I'd still gladly receive some advices from anybody willing to share their thoughts.
HAIL SATAN!
 
What about the AoPs and returning curses that need sunlight or you have to repeat them for a year. I'm unable to do those. My parents are constantly breathing down my back. I have no door handle. An alarm system that alerts them whenever a door is opened. I'm never allowed to go anywhere. They monitor showers. I dot have a phone. They dot even know I have this iPod? What can I do? I can't get steady AoPs in or return curses. What do I do?
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On Thu, 4/20/17, seerofss@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: My Situation
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, April 20, 2017, 3:36 PM


 









If u skip a day u sorta go back to the
beginning.

It's like a simple game u die at level 50 the. U return
to level 1 and start again.

Point getting at is the stop and go isn't helping and
that's proof that u having hard time and such.



One of the things u can do is about vibration is turn ur
music loud to do it, or do some when showering u don't
have to scream your vibration u have to feel it in ur
body.

Another thing u can. Always do is leave go somewhere private
especially if u got a car or something. May be weird but
that's how u may have to do it till ur alone.




As for the rtr do them even if them are in low pitch still
do it.



Yoga always and everyday, if u need time alone and ur friend
bothering u just leave or tell him/her u need ur space.



Be creative as best as u can over all u can't stop any
of it. If something stops u push through it even if u
can't do it at a specific time do it earlier or
later.




About race mixing probably​ someone else can answer better
then me.

Though I prob ask father on this one more to make sure.



Hope helps some.











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 Yes Seer of SS. 
  When you miss one day you start over. 
  That is why it takes 40 days to make the energy permanent. 
  They are like checkpoints. Once empowered, it stays with you. But the energy drops and has to be brought back up. 
  Consistent Meditation is doing the EXACT SAME Meditation EVERY SINGLE DAY. 
  Thank you for revealing this important fact. Others need to understand this. 

 
Thank you for your answers, I really got some clarification. I have another question, similiar to the one I already made: what do you do when, for example, you are on vacation with your family/friends and don't get a lot of time to meditate or don't have a proper space of your own?
 
Lay down and act like your asleep but meditate. I lay on my back in situations like that but just don't vibrate words. I do the breathing exercizes as a part of the yoga before and after yoga. My fam knows I'm big into yoga and stuff like that cuz the think I'm Hindu. Plus I always draw Hennas on y hands and feet to keep them thinking that
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On Sun, 4/23/17, sonofsatan666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: My Situation
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Sunday, April 23, 2017, 8:04 AM



 









Thank you for your answers, I really got some
clarification. I have another question, similiar to the one
I already made: what do you do when, for example, you are on
vacation with your family/friends and don't get a lot of
time to meditate or don't have a proper space of your
own?









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