adam.damani
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Hi Joyofsatan
My name is Adam.
I have been living in Sweden for my whole life.
I just turned 30 years on the 31 oktober (booo). That was the day I did the dedication ritual to father Lucifer.
I am a newly dedicated follower of Satan.
I thought I might share my story of how I became a spiritual satanist to perhaps inspire you and make you even stronger on your faith in Satan.
I have been living my whole teenage years as an orphanage in Sweden. And one of the family I lived with was a christian priest by the age of 55 who took care of me. I experienced her to be very much of a control freak who had no respect for my personal integrity and my personal choices. I felt like she wanted to change me into a christian good boy. When I rebelled against her disrespect for my personal integrity, I saw how she tried to take revenge upon me by lying about me to the authorities. She made up stories about me and made exagerated claims about my behavior at home. This led me into beeing institutionalized. She even attempted to get me hospitalized and being involuntarily treated and medicated. In other words, my first impression of a christian priest was not good. And ever since then, I have been speaking to a lot of christians and all of my ecperiences have just proven to be very negative. My experience of christians is that you can see a common thread among them all. 95% of all christians I have spoken to have certain threads in common : they are very insecure about discussing their beliefs, they have never read their bibles, they are very hypocritical and have a lot of double standard in general. The more I spoke to and debated christians, they more my anger and hatred for christians grew.
In around 2008, I got in contact with the New Age And the teachings of the ascended masters as taught by Elizabeth Clare Prophet. The new age, i believed, was the answer to the problems with christianity. I liked how the new age Jesus explained how he was so sad that people had misinterpreted his teachings in such a barbaric way. I didnt know back then that Jesus deliberately confused people (mark 4:34). So if you deliberately confuse people, then are you not responsible if people misinterpret you in the wrong way? And the intentionality of a statement does nit change the functionality of a statement. Anyway, I didnt have a Satanic intellect to see this back then. So I followed the new age teaching of christ cons iousness for a couple of years.
Then I came in contact with a youtube video of a former "satanist illuminati member" who explained how ascended masters were demons and that the bible warns us about them ("wickedness in high places"). Then after that I came i stumbled across another youtube video called Mary k Baxter hell testimony. And this led me into seeing even more similar hell testimonies. And then I asked myself: if jesus loves us so much, then why does he allow Mary k Baxter to be tortured in Hell for 40 days? Then I got the answer from joyofsatan where Maxine explained how people who have a psychic link to the jehovian entities are open to be psychically influenced in order to have such hellish visions as Mary k Baxter and Bill Weise had. There can be no other explanation. These angels hate us so much that they must give us a tour of hell.
Anyway. Back then, this hell videos scared me into actually being a christian. My relationship with jesus was a fear-hate-love relationship. I really hated the bible, but I was a coward who was afraid of jehova and his eternal hell. The thought "maybe hell is real" gave me nightmares at night.
I even remember when I was 11-12 years old that I actually cursed Allah and yahweh every time i got angry or frustrated or hit my toe or somethinf. I screamed FITTYAHWEH/FITTALLAH (=swedish). Today I ask myself: how come I cursed yahweh and allah at such an early age? There can be only one explanation : i must be a satanic soul. There can be no other explanation.
Anyway. I believe father Satan gave me all these experiences so that I could share this testimony today.
Btw: If you want, you can all go to my website and read my antichristian articles on ascendedmastersexposed.com
Ps: I do apologize for equating Yahweh with Satan on my homepage. The reason i said that was to make a point (satan incited david to number the people vs , jehova incited david to number). My intention is not at all to say that jehovah is the same as father Satan. I will remove Satan from my homepage. I have put a link on joyofsatan.org on my website to direct people to Satan. As I said, I am always open to being corrected if I say or do something offensive to father Satan or to the forces of Hell.
My mission right now is to bring people to joyofsatan and to make articles against Jesus and Jehova. Luciferianliberationfront is what my homepage builds upon.
Thank you and HAIL SATAN.
My name is Adam.
I have been living in Sweden for my whole life.
I just turned 30 years on the 31 oktober (booo). That was the day I did the dedication ritual to father Lucifer.
I am a newly dedicated follower of Satan.
I thought I might share my story of how I became a spiritual satanist to perhaps inspire you and make you even stronger on your faith in Satan.
I have been living my whole teenage years as an orphanage in Sweden. And one of the family I lived with was a christian priest by the age of 55 who took care of me. I experienced her to be very much of a control freak who had no respect for my personal integrity and my personal choices. I felt like she wanted to change me into a christian good boy. When I rebelled against her disrespect for my personal integrity, I saw how she tried to take revenge upon me by lying about me to the authorities. She made up stories about me and made exagerated claims about my behavior at home. This led me into beeing institutionalized. She even attempted to get me hospitalized and being involuntarily treated and medicated. In other words, my first impression of a christian priest was not good. And ever since then, I have been speaking to a lot of christians and all of my ecperiences have just proven to be very negative. My experience of christians is that you can see a common thread among them all. 95% of all christians I have spoken to have certain threads in common : they are very insecure about discussing their beliefs, they have never read their bibles, they are very hypocritical and have a lot of double standard in general. The more I spoke to and debated christians, they more my anger and hatred for christians grew.
In around 2008, I got in contact with the New Age And the teachings of the ascended masters as taught by Elizabeth Clare Prophet. The new age, i believed, was the answer to the problems with christianity. I liked how the new age Jesus explained how he was so sad that people had misinterpreted his teachings in such a barbaric way. I didnt know back then that Jesus deliberately confused people (mark 4:34). So if you deliberately confuse people, then are you not responsible if people misinterpret you in the wrong way? And the intentionality of a statement does nit change the functionality of a statement. Anyway, I didnt have a Satanic intellect to see this back then. So I followed the new age teaching of christ cons iousness for a couple of years.
Then I came in contact with a youtube video of a former "satanist illuminati member" who explained how ascended masters were demons and that the bible warns us about them ("wickedness in high places"). Then after that I came i stumbled across another youtube video called Mary k Baxter hell testimony. And this led me into seeing even more similar hell testimonies. And then I asked myself: if jesus loves us so much, then why does he allow Mary k Baxter to be tortured in Hell for 40 days? Then I got the answer from joyofsatan where Maxine explained how people who have a psychic link to the jehovian entities are open to be psychically influenced in order to have such hellish visions as Mary k Baxter and Bill Weise had. There can be no other explanation. These angels hate us so much that they must give us a tour of hell.
Anyway. Back then, this hell videos scared me into actually being a christian. My relationship with jesus was a fear-hate-love relationship. I really hated the bible, but I was a coward who was afraid of jehova and his eternal hell. The thought "maybe hell is real" gave me nightmares at night.
I even remember when I was 11-12 years old that I actually cursed Allah and yahweh every time i got angry or frustrated or hit my toe or somethinf. I screamed FITTYAHWEH/FITTALLAH (=swedish). Today I ask myself: how come I cursed yahweh and allah at such an early age? There can be only one explanation : i must be a satanic soul. There can be no other explanation.
Anyway. I believe father Satan gave me all these experiences so that I could share this testimony today.
Btw: If you want, you can all go to my website and read my antichristian articles on ascendedmastersexposed.com
Ps: I do apologize for equating Yahweh with Satan on my homepage. The reason i said that was to make a point (satan incited david to number the people vs , jehova incited david to number). My intention is not at all to say that jehovah is the same as father Satan. I will remove Satan from my homepage. I have put a link on joyofsatan.org on my website to direct people to Satan. As I said, I am always open to being corrected if I say or do something offensive to father Satan or to the forces of Hell.
My mission right now is to bring people to joyofsatan and to make articles against Jesus and Jehova. Luciferianliberationfront is what my homepage builds upon.
Thank you and HAIL SATAN.
