Kael Meier
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- Nov 7, 2002
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My experiences have been great so far, I'm new to this, my first experience was a dream last night, of the afterlife, after studying demons, it was cold and frozen, but very pleasant, I can't remember everybody who was in it, I just know that the landscape was frozen, and very detailed, such as ice hanging off of trees, and the snow blowing around, I know this was spiritual because of the feelings in the dreams of happiness, and how it didn't change, since my dreams are usually a random cluster fuck. And I did have a panic attack last night, so I asked Satan to help me through prayer, and he did, the attack just.... Stopped. No other way to explain it. Today I started meditating, and I haven't felt this happy in a long time, everything just feels so much better now, I was literally so happy I cried. And colors seem so much more vivid now, such as a blindfold was lifted off of my eyes. It just makes me wish I could live on my own so I could do other rituals, since I am only sixteen, I'll have to wait for that, but thank you, when I saw your website I thought it was complete bollocks at first, but as I read it more and more, I felt something inside of me saying this is for me, so I went with it. And I feel so much better. Thank you father Satan, and thank you for putting this website up. And thanks to Don D for making a comment about it on Yahoo! Answers. Or else I would have never found Satan, I believe Satan wanted this to happen to me, since I was on the left hand path before I found Satanism, or it found me. ~ Kael.