Greetings Brothers and Sisters
The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs usBut also there are other Factors as well..Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessonsAlso In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all
Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight
Hail Enki!
The enemy works in many ways to cause disunity and confusion amongs usBut also there are other Factors as well..Now i have had an Satanic Love affair going on with a Spiritual Satanist Girl whom i have guided her to Satan.Now then we were doing really great for a month, We've waited for each other and I've done some crazy things to come to her whilst she was suffering for waiting for me for 14days. I always use to say i will come very soon but circumstances did not allow me but at that time i was at the countryside helping my Grandmother to Build a Summer House. Now then She was getting Tired of waiting for me and Me Not keeping my words,So i've Argued and Said Very Nasty words to my Grandmother to let me go.I've hurt her so bad emotionally to the point she was crying. But I've managed to Keep my Promise to my GF and came to here even for 2-3 days just to be with her.Now From time to time we used to argue but it was resolved and our relationship grew stronger and we were both very looking forward to our relationship to end up in marriage. Well after quite some time passed, She Discovered i had some nasty personalities of acting Childish and Stubborn(Typical traits as i've researched my birth chart), and from there there were some serious problems occuring,Also i was deluded to think of myself as Son of Certain Demons and Husband of Certain Goddess,I've made her believe my delusion at the time i was so into that delusion,Foolish thing to do,But anyways So my GF wanted to change those personalities of mine,and went on her crusade to change that, Also we had those little misunderstandings and such common things happen in relationship i've used to make angry even though i was right sometimes she has terrible temper and that resulted in a certain bad injury for her what is caused by stress it hurted her it pained me to see her in pain so i've bought a mala bead and begged everygod to enchant it their energies and i've given it to her(The pain she was having have stopped )now when it was around the end of the month, There were a really bad Planetary transits on our signs,and there we Argued,The Enemy Ofc they would cease the opportunity to worsen things up, So We broke up,Whilst we broke up, I was so sure enemy is playing part on this and refused to be an Victim, Refused to have an unsuccessful love affair,since i've loved her So Much I've changed those Personalities of mine in a short time around 1 week or so, But things were bad..I wanted to Make up but She wont, I assumed the Enemy is Doing this job, I must do something about it, Whilst Proving I can Love her to no end, I can Value her keep up my words, Do her Mission Impossible Chances with deadlines she gave me,(finding a long lost necklace she once gave me,Found it Anyways thought not made it in such short deadlines, Then was asked to prove my satanist friend whom foolishly visited a shaman and got beaten up physically so bad for worshipping satan,That Shaman Called Satan to battle, My Friend was Begging the Gods of hell to help him, But Nothing really happened to Help my Friend)Guess it was a trial of faith,But anyways he is still a satanist my GF wanted me to find 30 proofs that he is not a satanist,then she will be harmonious with me and date me even worse she made an promise with that with satans name. She believes he have become a shaman,Though Gladly he is not,So i've refused to Betray my Brother and i've tried to explain to her this is not this and that, You gotta understand this etc bleh bleh, But She never really listened, Always Gone on her way, Anyway i've changed for the better, ive been keeping my promises,I believed if i truly fight hard for this love it will work out one way or the other. So i've done so much an much, Then I procceeded with Removing them bindings and all those enemy craps on her and myself as time went by I've cleared by Delusions of Some Son of God or Husband of Goddess,Ive cleared my delusion as a responsible satanist for deluding a satanist and as a lover she have to know the truth so i've told her i was deluded to think that way its wrong informations.But my Love for her were true and strong,Now After removing her all negative enemy influences with Life magick and Runes and such,and removed mine as well.My Feelings for her were true and honest, but a horrible truth has surfaced there,I've thought enemy incited to not listen to me,be extremely stubborn hate me and such, But The truth was which really killed me was She never really Loved me,She've said that a million times but i've never listened (thought it was some enemy crap)She never loved me, She just dared and thats all She got everything she wanted and thats that. She Used to abuse me over the month of my struggle to regain her back with such horrid words of i am weak, desperate brat, deluded, greedy whatever and such,idiot worthless scum, bastard really everything that is bad, Now I've swallowed all those abuses and still had the heart to forgive and forget all of it and we can be really together and happy , She said if you truly loved me you would have let me go, I thought it was enemy influence, well if not was enemy influence then i believed By My Satanic Power of Love We can be happy and i can bring Joy and happiness(Ive given her Much Joy and Happiness Before) so i didnt gave up on it and didnt let her go,i was so persistant and whenever i tripped i've stood back up and kept on fighting an fighting to regain her back.Anyway Even though all Enemy Influences were removed SHe still didnt give a damn about my efforts, She never moved a Finger to make us work out,Ive only Fought an Fought,Anyways So With all those influences gone , She Truly never loved me,Never gave a damn bout me , she really hated me,Now thats a Harsh truth to the Face.SO i was a Fool,But i've learnt many many valuable lessonsAlso In Some cases its not enemy influence,Its truly that persons feelings thats all
Thats just how it is..Also when i used to date her i thought our relationship was immune,now as cobra stated thinking oh ure immune just fucked u up in some ways one way or the other.So Plan Ahead be Prepared, really think stuffs through, be wise, i've learned a lot from this immense pain.I Hope this Love story of mine will help you people who might be facing the same problem and also give further insight
Hail Enki!
