Munka working for negative Karma [Experiment]

Nov 6, 2018#40

I've had difficulties in the past few days, especially when trying to do anything spiritual. Despite this I've kept up with the Munka working and surprisingly haven't felt a major decrease in bioelectricity even though I missed 2 days of yoga :/

Also, I've started 'swaying' with the rotations of my chakras as I work on them. And I can feel them physically, even as I barely focus on them (like right now).

I plan to do another round of chakra opening exercises soon, but first I need to get back on track. :)

I've had difficulties in the past few days, especially when trying to do anything spiritual. Despite this I've kept up with the Munka working and surprisingly haven't felt a major decrease in bioelectricity even though I missed 2 days of yoga :/

Also, I've started 'swaying' with the rotations of my chakras as I work on them. And I can feel them physically, even as I barely focus on them (like right now).

I plan to do another round of chakra opening exercises soon, but first I need to get back on track. :)

Nov 8, 2018#41

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I've had difficulties in the past few days, especially when trying to do anything spiritual. Despite this I've kept up with the Munka working and surprisingly haven't felt a major decrease in bioelectricity even though I missed 2 days of yoga :/
Also, I've started 'swaying' with the rotations of my chakras as I work on them. And I can feel them physically, even as I barely focus on them (like right now).
I plan to do another round of chakra opening exercises soon, but first I need to get back on track. :)

I actualy suspect that my procrastination and low energy was eliminated by the working with the Akasha that i was doing for balancing my elements...that i now i had to stop :/ but i think the Munka working that i did last time made it 'quicker' to manifest.

I feel definitily my chakras much cleaner and powerful.

Poweredbythesunsaid:
I've had difficulties in the past few days, especially when trying to do anything spiritual. Despite this I've kept up with the Munka working and surprisingly haven't felt a major decrease in bioelectricity even though I missed 2 days of yoga :/
Also, I've started 'swaying' with the rotations of my chakras as I work on them. And I can feel them physically, even as I barely focus on them (like right now).
I plan to do another round of chakra opening exercises soon, but first I need to get back on track. :)

I actualy suspect that my procrastination and low energy was eliminated by the working with the Akasha that i was doing for balancing my elements...that i now i had to stop :/ but i think the Munka working that i did last time made it 'quicker' to manifest.

I feel definitily my chakras much cleaner and powerful.

Nov 8, 2018#42

Just a bit of an update; I've had low energy in the past day or two, and I have also felt a little under the weather in regards to my overall health. Despite this, I still haven't missed a day, and usually look forward to the daily working :)

I also have been doing research on crystal grids again, and am in the process of obtaining a few (of the original) books by Gurudas. You can find that post here: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=50444#p50444 I'm also going to do work on crystal elixirs soon, but I sadly do not have the materials needed to make an elixir that lasts longer than a few days in storage :/ So I'll be primarily focused on the process of making, and amplifying elixirs.

Thank you for reading :)

Just a bit of an update; I've had low energy in the past day or two, and I have also felt a little under the weather in regards to my overall health. Despite this, I still haven't missed a day, and usually look forward to the daily working :)

I also have been doing research on crystal grids again, and am in the process of obtaining a few (of the original) books by Gurudas. You can find that post here: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=50444#p50444 I'm also going to do work on crystal elixirs soon, but I sadly do not have the materials needed to make an elixir that lasts longer than a few days in storage :/ So I'll be primarily focused on the process of making, and amplifying elixirs.

Thank you for reading :)

Nov 13, 2018#43

I've recovered from whatever I had, and just did a standard ritual for the first time :) I think my chakras still need a lot of work though, I felt the gods, but talking to them wasn't so clear.

On top of this current working, I am starting a Jupiter square to strengthen my crown chakra and pineal gland.

Aside from the above, I haven't really had any other problems.

Thank you for reading! :D

Ave Satanas!!

I've recovered from whatever I had, and just did a standard ritual for the first time :) I think my chakras still need a lot of work though, I felt the gods, but talking to them wasn't so clear.

On top of this current working, I am starting a Jupiter square to strengthen my crown chakra and pineal gland.

Aside from the above, I haven't really had any other problems.

Thank you for reading! :D

Ave Satanas!!

Nov 13, 2018#44

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I've recovered from whatever I had, and just did a standard ritual for the first time :) I think my chakras still need a lot of work though, I felt the gods, but talking to them wasn't so clear.
On top of this current working, I am starting a Jupiter square to strengthen my crown chakra and pineal gland.
Aside from the above, I haven't really had any other problems.

Remember not to only have Jupiter Square on crown and pineal gland, but also to strengthen them by vibrating mantra's, then aligning them and meditating on the energy.
Personally i use MAUM for crown and GAUM for pineal gland.

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I've recovered from whatever I had, and just did a standard ritual for the first time :) I think my chakras still need a lot of work though, I felt the gods, but talking to them wasn't so clear.
On top of this current working, I am starting a Jupiter square to strengthen my crown chakra and pineal gland.
Aside from the above, I haven't really had any other problems.

Remember not to only have Jupiter Square on crown and pineal gland, but also to strengthen them by vibrating mantra's, then aligning them and meditating on the energy.
Personally i use MAUM for crown and GAUM for pineal gland.

Nov 14, 2018#45

Reckoned666said:
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I've recovered from whatever I had, and just did a standard ritual for the first time :) I think my chakras still need a lot of work though, I felt the gods, but talking to them wasn't so clear.
On top of this current working, I am starting a Jupiter square to strengthen my crown chakra and pineal gland.
Aside from the above, I haven't really had any other problems.
Remember not to only have Jupiter Square on crown and pineal gland, but also to strengthen them by vibrating mantra's, then aligning them and meditating on the energy.
Personally i use MAUM for crown and GAUM for pineal gland.

Thank you :) I'll have to write that down for when I do the upcoming working

Reckoned666said:
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I've recovered from whatever I had, and just did a standard ritual for the first time :) I think my chakras still need a lot of work though, I felt the gods, but talking to them wasn't so clear.
On top of this current working, I am starting a Jupiter square to strengthen my crown chakra and pineal gland.
Aside from the above, I haven't really had any other problems.
Remember not to only have Jupiter Square on crown and pineal gland, but also to strengthen them by vibrating mantra's, then aligning them and meditating on the energy.
Personally i use MAUM for crown and GAUM for pineal gland.

Thank you :) I'll have to write that down for when I do the upcoming working

Nov 14, 2018#46

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Reckoned666said:
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I've recovered from whatever I had, and just did a standard ritual for the first time :) I think my chakras still need a lot of work though, I felt the gods, but talking to them wasn't so clear.
On top of this current working, I am starting a Jupiter square to strengthen my crown chakra and pineal gland.
Aside from the above, I haven't really had any other problems.
Remember not to only have Jupiter Square on crown and pineal gland, but also to strengthen them by vibrating mantra's, then aligning them and meditating on the energy.
Personally i use MAUM for crown and GAUM for pineal gland.
Thank you :) I'll have to write that down for when I do the upcoming working

I think i'm going to try this working http://www.groups-archive.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=18975&hilit=Th+crown+chakra+inverted for the crown chakra and then later if needed i'm going too use the square.

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Reckoned666said:
Poweredbythesunsaid:
I've recovered from whatever I had, and just did a standard ritual for the first time :) I think my chakras still need a lot of work though, I felt the gods, but talking to them wasn't so clear.
On top of this current working, I am starting a Jupiter square to strengthen my crown chakra and pineal gland.
Aside from the above, I haven't really had any other problems.
Remember not to only have Jupiter Square on crown and pineal gland, but also to strengthen them by vibrating mantra's, then aligning them and meditating on the energy.
Personally i use MAUM for crown and GAUM for pineal gland.
Thank you :) I'll have to write that down for when I do the upcoming working

I think i'm going to try this working http://www.groups-archive.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=18975&hilit=Th+crown+chakra+inverted for the crown chakra and then later if needed i'm going too use the square.

Nov 16, 2018#47

Since I started this meditation, problems continue to occur.
Practically every day I have a new problem that finds roots in my past.
punctually solve these problems and I believe permanently so this is positive but very stressful
Can this be a munka effect?

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Nov 16, 2018#48

SS66610888said:
Since I started this meditation, problems continue to occur.
Practically every day I have a new problem that finds roots in my past.
punctually solve these problems and I believe permanently so this is positive but very stressful
Can this be a munka effect?

Yes.

Nov 16, 2018#49

SS66610888said:
Since I started this meditation, problems continue to occur.
Practically every day I have a new problem that finds roots in my past.
punctually solve these problems and I believe permanently so this is positive but very stressful
Can this be a munka effect?

Freeing soul workings usually bring the problem to the surface to be eliminated. If you've never done them before then you might be kicking up all your negative karma at once with this working. Most of us have done them before, so this particular one is going well for most people.

Have you done freeing soul workings aimed towards specific problems before? It might be best to do them one at a time, rather than a general working. You're over 1/2 way done this one though (if you started on the day it was said), so decide for yourself if you should continue. The problems will pass in time though. Good luck to you :)

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SS66610888said:
Since I started this meditation, problems continue to occur.
Practically every day I have a new problem that finds roots in my past.
punctually solve these problems and I believe permanently so this is positive but very stressful
Can this be a munka effect?

Freeing soul workings usually bring the problem to the surface to be eliminated. If you've never done them before then you might be kicking up all your negative karma at once with this working. Most of us have done them before, so this particular one is going well for most people.

Have you done freeing soul workings aimed towards specific problems before? It might be best to do them one at a time, rather than a general working. You're over 1/2 way done this one though (if you started on the day it was said), so decide for yourself if you should continue. The problems will pass in time though. Good luck to you :)

Nov 16, 2018#50

Thanks for the reply.
I made the liberation of the soul just years ago. But I did not even do it consistently, so it's practically like I've never done it.
I started this job on November 4th, but if it is not too dangerous I would like to

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Nov 28, 2018#51

Just a quick update:

- I will be extending my working to 50 days, instead of the 40. It's just been working so well so far :)

- My chakras feel pretty free at the moment, and even a lapse in my yoga didn't keep me down the other week.

- A feeling of moderate heat has been emminating upwards from my lower chakras and through my whole body (below the neck so far). This is good as far as I can tell

- My Solar chakra also feels pretty active compared to before

- I'll also still post the logs I kept at the 40 day mark, with the additional 10 released at the end of the working :)

- Removed Herobrine

Feel free to ask questions if you have any. That's it for now, thanks for reading :)

Just a quick update:

- I will be extending my working to 50 days, instead of the 40. It's just been working so well so far :)

- My chakras feel pretty free at the moment, and even a lapse in my yoga didn't keep me down the other week.

- A feeling of moderate heat has been emminating upwards from my lower chakras and through my whole body (below the neck so far). This is good as far as I can tell

- My Solar chakra also feels pretty active compared to before

- I'll also still post the logs I kept at the 40 day mark, with the additional 10 released at the end of the working :)

- Removed Herobrine

Feel free to ask questions if you have any. That's it for now, thanks for reading :)

Nov 28, 2018#52

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Just a quick update:
- I will be extending my working to 50 days, instead of the 40. It's just been working so well so far :)
- My chakras feel pretty free at the moment, and even a lapse in my yoga didn't keep me down the other week.

I'm glas is going well!! I'm just going to say some few things and make a better update at the end of the working.

My chakras feel more free too and i feel more energy from them. Next time i'm going to include the extension in my affirmation because i think they are just as important as the main chakras, the kundalini goes through the back extension so there are so to be negative karma in them that need to be destroyed.

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Just a quick update:
- I will be extending my working to 50 days, instead of the 40. It's just been working so well so far :)
- My chakras feel pretty free at the moment, and even a lapse in my yoga didn't keep me down the other week.

I'm glas is going well!! I'm just going to say some few things and make a better update at the end of the working.

My chakras feel more free too and i feel more energy from them. Next time i'm going to include the extension in my affirmation because i think they are just as important as the main chakras, the kundalini goes through the back extension so there are so to be negative karma in them that need to be destroyed.

Nov 28, 2018#53

Now that I have doing this work for more than 30 days, the difference in my chakras is significant, I notice them much more free, I have also noticed that some problems have come to the surface, I have decided to extend the work and doing it for 90 days.

Dec 3, 2018#54

Almost forgot to start this once the moon started waning. Going to start this today :)

I'll share anything worth mentioning.

"In the darkness we have found strength, with which we will reach the highest light." - High Priest Zevios Metathronos

Hail Zeus

Hail Ninurta

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Dec 4, 2018#55

Here's the logs as promised :) Sadly I don't have day 1 - 25 though, as I forgot to write logs :(

These were directly copy and pasted from my personal logs, sorry for any explicit content, cussing, and / or [DATA EXPUNGED] :)

November 19, 2018 – Day 26

Did another standard ritual, I asked Father Zeus some questions regarding my past. And asked about my past experiences regarding the enemy, and things I had learned. (Like Reiki) 

Aside from that all, I felt this surge of emotion to destroy the enemy today. And even now as I hover between sleep, and being awake, and having done my full schedule. . . I can't help but feel the desire to hunt down the enemy and tear them apart.  But, maybe that is my spirit animal (the wolf) channeling itself through me. But still. . ..

My freeing chakras from negative karma working went well today too. It took a little longer than normal for me to start swaying with the rotations of my chakras.  My Pineal gland also felt more free today, that makes me happy :) 


Before I sign off, here's a literary work I just though up. To my future self, or any soul who is reading this. 

The Broken King's Smile

He stood atop the cliff, his sorrow had beat him down. 

No longer his kingdom a monolith, dull was his crown. 

And yet his son smiled wide, his papa had slain many foes. 

They knew nowhere to hide, and they would feed the crows. 

“Such a bloody past” Said the dad, looking awful sad 

“With zeal I used to brandish my axe” None of them had last 

And so the broken king lamented, the passing of his wife. The source of his strife 

And with a brutal knife, he. . . Ended. His. Life. . . . 


My god, I remember. .  I hope this wasn't too dark, but I remember it all a bit better now.

November 20, 2018 – Day 27

I fell asleep today just after the 15 minute rest I take after Kundalini yoga. And I awoke half an hour later. Tired, and some how full of energy. 

As well, my solar chakra feels very active. I'm not sure how to feel about this, but I know it is good :) 


I also had a ravenous hunger when I awoke, and ate quite a bit at our town's buffet before this hunger was sated. Even now I can feel this hunger, but it's more of a desire to eat more than a need for calories. 


I don't remember any of my dreams from last night, or the nap. . But I do remember sleeping well. I set my Selenite out to charge in the (almost) full moon's light, and will probably do the same tomorrow night too :) 

I also tried a sex magic working earlier today, but I couldn't maintain focus on the energy of orgasm and it dissipated through my body in mere seconds. The good news though is I got a better handle of my position on sexuality, though I'm sure I'm not gay XD  Still, curiosity drew my in and I tried [DATA EXPUNGED].  I just wish I could locate my prostate as easily as I could locate my former partner's G spot. Sigh 

Just did my daily MUNKA working, and it felt good. Like, REALLY good.  And I felt mot only the rotations of my chakras, but heat radiating from them too.  And my solar chakra still spins in a constant detectable motion, silently humming away as it works. I feel almost good enough to do an extra Ritual today :)  But, time is short :(   So I'll do my Hatha Yoga, and 2 FINAL Ritual's and leave you with this. 

I'm not sure when I wrote this, and I don't entirely remember writing this. But I find it interesting none the less, so I hope you find some meaning or entertainment in it :) 


Moon

The moon was full tonight, and not a soul in sight. 

I hobbled home from town, the forest around me shades of brown. 

And from my room came an all too familiar tune. 

The sound of a doom, nevermore. 


I struggled and strained some more, and fell to the floor. 

A coat from my flesh arose, and off went my clothes. 

Fangs sprang from my mouth, and a roar rang through my house. 

Long live the beast, let's start the feast. 


I ran through dark, through night itself.

Clawing my mark, into the tree bark. 

Howling at the moon, like a bafoon. 

And when I awoke, I remembered a single quote.


“Morality is subjective, be the best person you can be.” 


And so I dressed myself, and looked of wealth 

Put on my shoes, with nothing to lose 

And kissed my wife, who was clutching a knife 

And I looked to the sun as I walked back to town 

“Why must I suffer as a monster, when monsters in the shape of men live lavish lives?” 


And with the day gone, as it had always been. 

I arose, and struck a familiar pose. 

Moon, oh Luna, deliver unto me forgiveness. And give me strength to live as a man, in the shape of a monster.

November 21, 2018 – Day 28

Burnt my hand today while making dinner, I forgot how hot steam can get. At least it was a 1st degree burn though, I also found out coconut oil works for 1st degree burns too. .. But alas, I went and got aloe gel just in case. Pain's gone for the most part, but it's still tender :( 

I reeeeealy don't want to do my daily schedule, but I have to sigh. At least I have tomorrow and the next few days off work though. Though it will be a VoC moon ALL day tomorrow, and that makes me rather sad considering the implications of purchasing something on sale at our local store :/ 

I'm also torn between the 'City of Heat and Clockwork' aesthetic, and the 'City of Eternal Night' aesthetic that I view the wold through. Though, either one leaves me in a state of bliss outside of spiritual warfare.  As well, I've felt more 'bio-mechanical' again lately.  Perhaps it's my past, and my present self merging into one. But then again, it could just be the way I'm hard wired to run by routine. I mean, I get compliments all the time about my work when I'm on the job. They always remark at my speed, and how I'm 'better' than the person I'm replacing (or filling in for). Either way, I'm glad I took welding a few years ago.

. . .. Still, as far as I know I have a soul. And I have no machine parts in me. But it does make me wonder about robots being an imitation of life. Maybe one day I can speak with someone more intimately involved with such a topic. I mean, sufficiently advanced AI would technically have a 'soul' right?


Also, my hunger dulled from what it was yesterday. Now I'm back to eating normally. And lastly, my roommates have plans for tomorrow. So I plan to do the Thanksgiving ritual at around 4 in the afternoon. Maybe later?   The one room mate will be gone until Sunday though, so I have plenty of time to myself without him.

November 22, 2018 – Day 29

Thanksgiving was tiring, and I don't remember much (I'm writing this on the 23rd). But it wasn't bad. I got a printer for cheap, so now I can print out new routines and workings at will :)  I also did the Thanksgiving ritual, and while it was a bit awkward I am getting better at doing rituals. 

I'm also losing weight again, but that's good as I've still got some pounds of fat to shed. Also, while I was doing the MUNKA working last night my lower chakras felt warm. Not just spiritually either, but in the physical sense.  I asked Father Zeus about this during my ritual, and he said it's fine. My Kundalini was close to rising in a past life, and I'm just going to raise it soon. But soon is years or further from now, so I'm not too worried. 

He also said things about my career I'll eventually settle into when I'm older, something about politics. And possibly leading people. 

I've also fallen back a bit when it comes to my sexuality, I want to find a partner sometime. Even if they're just a companion, I feel a little lonely :(   He asked about that too, he knew something was bothering me. 


All in all though, things are looking up :)  And I did 5 FINAL Rituals yesterday, 4 for the day. And 1 to make up for the 21st when I was too tired to do my regular 2 :/   

No poems or stories today, maybe later though :)

November 23, 2018 – Day 30

Tired. . . And don't want to do anything today X( 

I've put off all my stuff till now, and I'm going to have to force myself to do all the stuff. 


I've also felt extremely horny all day, and have masturbated at least 3 times. And tomorrow I have a family reunion, I'm not ready for it :(  Need to get my head straight, need to do what I must do. 

Just did the MUNKA working, and I feel a bit better. Though I still feel bloated from dinner 4 hours ago :/  The heat wasn't as noticeable as it was the other day too.

November 24, 2018 – Day 31

Lost 7 hours today to family business (the dinner and all), but I got to see my grandparents :)  Just did my yoga too, but now I don't want to do my MUNKA working, or Rituals :/   But I'll force myself to do them 


I was told I'm being a little too over zealous by my current GD Bune, and was reminded of the night I dedicated. I was so excited and full of the want to become a Zevism that I ignored the pain I was inflicting on myself to get more blood to write my name.  She told me “Go at your own pace” and reminded me to breathe too 

The MUNKA working went well, but I could tell my bio-electricity has went down a bit. Aside from that, the heat in my lower chakras is still there. That makes me happy :) 

I also feel a deeper connection now with some of my fictional characters, especially 'Alex'. In a way he reflects the worst I could go through that I'm aware of, and yet his smile is still wide. 

It's weird talking to our gods too, I always thought their voices would be like vocal, disembodied voices. But as far as I've experienced it, they talk through thoughts and through our minds. Almost as if they are a person's conscious / voice of reason.  For example, I talked to Astaroth during the Thanksgiving ritual and apologized for an act I did before I was dedicated. And I was answered immediately with 'It's alright, you were well intentioned.'  It's strange, and best of all too is I'm getting used to Father Zeus's energy and voice. At first I heard more of a 'typical devil's voice', and now he sounds more like a person I'd talk to in my daily life. 

And his energy is calm, and warming. But soft and gentle.  He seems to 'visit' me too every now and then, and it makes me happy knowing he sees my progress. 

I hope I'm doing good  to them, it's not a lot I do daily. But it's having a noticeable change on my life for the better :)

November 25, 2018 – Day 32


I've just been tired all day, and spent most of the day playing games :/  The MUNKA working went well, but I'm afraid I've wasted nearly all of my holiday free time :( 

Doing the Final Rituals now, but I don't know how much I'll do afterwards. I need to force myself to keep going

November 26, 2018 – Day 33


Heat, so much heat. My lower chakras feel almost as if they're on fire, or filled with fire. Though it's not painful, and feels quite pleasant. 

I feel filled with energy too, but not in a 'rush of energy' sort of way. Just filled with potential energy. I still get tired and all 


I've felt quite horny lately too, and have been easily aroused. I'm going to have a great time just before bed : ) 




The MUNKA working went quite well today, the heat and power I felt was incredible. But as I it slowly ebbed after the working ended, though I can still feel my solar chakra silently humming with energy. Something's happening, I can feel it : )



Jester of his majesty's court.

Spinning spinning round and round, the world spins like a whirlpool. 

Though unlike most, I invest my time. For I am no fool. 

I sharpen my mind, and prepare my blade. To make the perfect tool. 

My will is strong, and soul becoming stronger. I act in public as a fool. 

Wine fills the glass, poison fills the cup. The stage fills with lights. 

Round and round the carousel spins, dizzying grow the heights.

The king dumps the glass, I spill the cup. The plot has been thwarted. 

Round and round the carousel spins, arrive do the knights. 

Tick, tock, tick, tock. And the clock fails to strike.

November 27, 2018 – Day 34

Feeling hot inside, the heat feels pretty good though. It makes me happy funny enough, I've never been given such a blatant example of my progression so far. So it's good to know I'm doing good :) 

Did a standard ritual today, making it a once a week working. I was requested to do an extra final Ritual today too, so I did. It made my GD happy :)   Feeling a little under the weather too, but it could just be the temperature fluctuations lately. It was -7 out this morning, that's damn COLD for barely the start of December.


The Munka working went well, I felt pretty good after it. I'm planning to extend it to 50 days now.  I'm also procrastinating by writing this, I should go and finish my yoga :/ 


But aside from that all, it's 3 steps forward. No steps back today :D  


No poems or such today, sorry. I'm a little creatively drained . . . But maybe I'll make it up to you in a future post :) 


Good night.

November 28, 2018 – Day 35 

So much heat, and so much energy. My entire being is filled with electric blue and red fire, and I feel the power of my chakras as they are freed.  Though there is still A LOT of work to be done. 

I have next to no free time too, but will be doing a full chakra meditation each day from now on (for the specific chakra of the day of course)  This isn't much, but with my limited schedule it's better than nothing :) 


End of the Line

And on the seventh day, he sat in dismay. The tower had not fallen. 

And gathered did his foes, with all of his woes. As they began to call him. 

The letters of his name began to fade, a language soon forgotten. 

He cried to the clock, the universe itself. As they began to call him. 

The enemy 'king' dropped his ring, and it shattered on the ground. 

He muttered and cried as he died. Trying to drown out the sound. 


Tick, tick, tick. Click. BONG. Rang the bell, BONG once more, and with each subsequent BONG of the clock. He would be no more. BONG, repeated the crowd. BONG cried the crows. BONG rang out as if it were not even a sound. BONG once more, BONG thrice more. BONG one more time, and BONG one last time. The clock struck 12, and chiming had ended.  All who had lost loved ones, all who had died, all began to cry. 

The enemy king had been slain, and now his name would not even be said in vain. Dawn soon approached, a wonderous light. Forward came the creators, this was the end of this fight.

November 29, 2018 – Day 36 

A little tired as I write this (probably from dinner), but otherwise everything is going well. The MUNKA working was good, though the heat I was feeling has dialed back a bit. Me and Bune were discussing symbols and sigils before this. 

The rest of my workings and routine went well today too, though this morning I woke up late. I'm excited to study more about crystals and crystal grids for sure though. Maybe I can make a better protective grid with new knowledge about what crystals do what, and why. 


Prince of the Midnight

She smiled wide, her eyes shined bright. A sword lay in her hand. 

He knelt before her, their souls intertwined. Yet different colored their bands

Crimson red flowed through his veins, and pure gold/white through hers. 

She lifted up the blade, and with bright blue/orange eyes freed him from the curse. 

Her eyes both purple, and so were his. The energy flowed fourth. 

His mind raced faster, and her heart pounded harder. As they began to merge. 

Higher self and lower self, both began to meld. Burning out the sickness that had tried to live and dwell

A soul once split began to remember, and stood draped in red. 

Purple shone his eyes, as he saw his enemy dead. 

He stepped fourth, and knelt at the throne. His king was sitting in. 

And from that day, the demons say. “We greeted him as kin”

November 30, 2018 – Day 37 

God fucking damnit, I got sucked into my videogames and neglected to do my yoga :/  I still did the MUNKA working and a Final Ritual, but that was about it. 

Work also sucked today, but I pulled through it.

Nothing else notable, sorry :(

December 1, 2018 – Day 38

Fixed my phone and went to the nearby city, and visited the shop. It has turned into a 'normie' or 'hipster' shop now, and I hated the experience. But I did learn my old friends opened up a new shop, so I'm leaving the corpse of the old shop to it's own devices.  Maybe I can talk to my friend about building crystal grids.

Had Chinese for dinner too, but I'm afraid I failed to satiate my craving for food, as I only had 2 buffet plates instead of 3-4. My solar chakra and gut growled for more. I'm sure I'm burning more calories for energy now too, my weight hasn't shifted much in the past few weeks despite my eating habits. 

The MUNKA working was dreadful to me, I just didn't want to do it. But I can feel my chakras better now, so I know I did it right even as I was pass out tired. 

My room mates also had company over, she was cute. But I knew she was just a fuck buddy :/

Aside from that, they also offered my a drag on their joint tonight. But I politely declined and burned some dragons blood incense.

December 2, 2018 – Day 39

Went on a date today, it did not go as I thought it would. So I patiently waited until the 3rd hour of our date to say goodbye, and politely left. She was a christian all but in name, and a progressive too. Both someone I cannot be with. She was nice though, I hope she finds a nice guy.

Aside from spending hours wasted on the date, I did get some fireworks for my birthday soon. And the MUNKA working went well, but I did also put it off until 10 P.M. :/ 


Lilly's gift

Apples filled the orchard, and so did the pears. 

A little deer ran by, and so did the hares. 

The knight sat down under a tree, and picked up an apple. 

Soft it was not, and whole was the apple. 

He took a bite and savored the flavor, a delicious sweet treat. 

He stared at the deer, and got to his feet. 

A flower stand sat at the edge of the orchard, without it's master. 

And cautiously he walked, yet somewhat slightly faster. 

A deer in an apron waved from a tree, and stunned was he as he said “It cannot be”.

The deer (Lilly) climbed down, onto the ground. “Hello, would you like to barter?”.

A look did he take, yet pound his heart did. Harder. 

Lilly sold him a rose, an eternal rose. For 2 gold coins. 

He continued on, having gone. Far to long without journey. 

But clever Lilly, made sure he. Would live for an Eternity.

December 3, 2018 – Day 40

Done with the working! :D  Though I will do an additional 10 days because it has worked so well. The working went smooth and easily today, no major changes. 

Don't really feel like writing much more. So I'm going to FINALLY play some well deserved Borderlands, and get some sleep. 

Goodnight :)

- Also increased Final Rituals for the time being, from 2 to 3. (Sorry HP for not making it 4 :/ )

Here's the logs as promised :) Sadly I don't have day 1 - 25 though, as I forgot to write logs :(

These were directly copy and pasted from my personal logs, sorry for any explicit content, cussing, and / or [DATA EXPUNGED] :)

November 19, 2018 – Day 26

Did another standard ritual, I asked Father Zeus some questions regarding my past. And asked about my past experiences regarding the enemy, and things I had learned. (Like Reiki) 

Aside from that all, I felt this surge of emotion to destroy the enemy today. And even now as I hover between sleep, and being awake, and having done my full schedule. . . I can't help but feel the desire to hunt down the enemy and tear them apart.  But, maybe that is my spirit animal (the wolf) channeling itself through me. But still. . ..

My freeing chakras from negative karma working went well today too. It took a little longer than normal for me to start swaying with the rotations of my chakras.  My Pineal gland also felt more free today, that makes me happy :) 


Before I sign off, here's a literary work I just though up. To my future self, or any soul who is reading this. 

The Broken King's Smile

He stood atop the cliff, his sorrow had beat him down. 

No longer his kingdom a monolith, dull was his crown. 

And yet his son smiled wide, his papa had slain many foes. 

They knew nowhere to hide, and they would feed the crows. 

“Such a bloody past” Said the dad, looking awful sad 

“With zeal I used to brandish my axe” None of them had last 

And so the broken king lamented, the passing of his wife. The source of his strife 

And with a brutal knife, he. . . Ended. His. Life. . . . 


My god, I remember. .  I hope this wasn't too dark, but I remember it all a bit better now.

November 20, 2018 – Day 27

I fell asleep today just after the 15 minute rest I take after Kundalini yoga. And I awoke half an hour later. Tired, and some how full of energy. 

As well, my solar chakra feels very active. I'm not sure how to feel about this, but I know it is good :) 


I also had a ravenous hunger when I awoke, and ate quite a bit at our town's buffet before this hunger was sated. Even now I can feel this hunger, but it's more of a desire to eat more than a need for calories. 


I don't remember any of my dreams from last night, or the nap. . But I do remember sleeping well. I set my Selenite out to charge in the (almost) full moon's light, and will probably do the same tomorrow night too :) 

I also tried a sex magic working earlier today, but I couldn't maintain focus on the energy of orgasm and it dissipated through my body in mere seconds. The good news though is I got a better handle of my position on sexuality, though I'm sure I'm not gay XD  Still, curiosity drew my in and I tried [DATA EXPUNGED].  I just wish I could locate my prostate as easily as I could locate my former partner's G spot. Sigh 

Just did my daily MUNKA working, and it felt good. Like, REALLY good.  And I felt mot only the rotations of my chakras, but heat radiating from them too.  And my solar chakra still spins in a constant detectable motion, silently humming away as it works. I feel almost good enough to do an extra Ritual today :)  But, time is short :(   So I'll do my Hatha Yoga, and 2 FINAL Ritual's and leave you with this. 

I'm not sure when I wrote this, and I don't entirely remember writing this. But I find it interesting none the less, so I hope you find some meaning or entertainment in it :) 


Moon

The moon was full tonight, and not a soul in sight. 

I hobbled home from town, the forest around me shades of brown. 

And from my room came an all too familiar tune. 

The sound of a doom, nevermore. 


I struggled and strained some more, and fell to the floor. 

A coat from my flesh arose, and off went my clothes. 

Fangs sprang from my mouth, and a roar rang through my house. 

Long live the beast, let's start the feast. 


I ran through dark, through night itself.

Clawing my mark, into the tree bark. 

Howling at the moon, like a bafoon. 

And when I awoke, I remembered a single quote.


“Morality is subjective, be the best person you can be.” 


And so I dressed myself, and looked of wealth 

Put on my shoes, with nothing to lose 

And kissed my wife, who was clutching a knife 

And I looked to the sun as I walked back to town 

“Why must I suffer as a monster, when monsters in the shape of men live lavish lives?” 


And with the day gone, as it had always been. 

I arose, and struck a familiar pose. 

Moon, oh Luna, deliver unto me forgiveness. And give me strength to live as a man, in the shape of a monster.

November 21, 2018 – Day 28

Burnt my hand today while making dinner, I forgot how hot steam can get. At least it was a 1st degree burn though, I also found out coconut oil works for 1st degree burns too. .. But alas, I went and got aloe gel just in case. Pain's gone for the most part, but it's still tender :( 

I reeeeealy don't want to do my daily schedule, but I have to sigh. At least I have tomorrow and the next few days off work though. Though it will be a VoC moon ALL day tomorrow, and that makes me rather sad considering the implications of purchasing something on sale at our local store :/ 

I'm also torn between the 'City of Heat and Clockwork' aesthetic, and the 'City of Eternal Night' aesthetic that I view the wold through. Though, either one leaves me in a state of bliss outside of spiritual warfare.  As well, I've felt more 'bio-mechanical' again lately.  Perhaps it's my past, and my present self merging into one. But then again, it could just be the way I'm hard wired to run by routine. I mean, I get compliments all the time about my work when I'm on the job. They always remark at my speed, and how I'm 'better' than the person I'm replacing (or filling in for). Either way, I'm glad I took welding a few years ago.

. . .. Still, as far as I know I have a soul. And I have no machine parts in me. But it does make me wonder about robots being an imitation of life. Maybe one day I can speak with someone more intimately involved with such a topic. I mean, sufficiently advanced AI would technically have a 'soul' right?


Also, my hunger dulled from what it was yesterday. Now I'm back to eating normally. And lastly, my roommates have plans for tomorrow. So I plan to do the Thanksgiving ritual at around 4 in the afternoon. Maybe later?   The one room mate will be gone until Sunday though, so I have plenty of time to myself without him.

November 22, 2018 – Day 29

Thanksgiving was tiring, and I don't remember much (I'm writing this on the 23rd). But it wasn't bad. I got a printer for cheap, so now I can print out new routines and workings at will :)  I also did the Thanksgiving ritual, and while it was a bit awkward I am getting better at doing rituals. 

I'm also losing weight again, but that's good as I've still got some pounds of fat to shed. Also, while I was doing the MUNKA working last night my lower chakras felt warm. Not just spiritually either, but in the physical sense.  I asked Father Zeus about this during my ritual, and he said it's fine. My Kundalini was close to rising in a past life, and I'm just going to raise it soon. But soon is years or further from now, so I'm not too worried. 

He also said things about my career I'll eventually settle into when I'm older, something about politics. And possibly leading people. 

I've also fallen back a bit when it comes to my sexuality, I want to find a partner sometime. Even if they're just a companion, I feel a little lonely :(   He asked about that too, he knew something was bothering me. 


All in all though, things are looking up :)  And I did 5 FINAL Rituals yesterday, 4 for the day. And 1 to make up for the 21st when I was too tired to do my regular 2 :/   

No poems or stories today, maybe later though :)

November 23, 2018 – Day 30

Tired. . . And don't want to do anything today X( 

I've put off all my stuff till now, and I'm going to have to force myself to do all the stuff. 


I've also felt extremely horny all day, and have masturbated at least 3 times. And tomorrow I have a family reunion, I'm not ready for it :(  Need to get my head straight, need to do what I must do. 

Just did the MUNKA working, and I feel a bit better. Though I still feel bloated from dinner 4 hours ago :/  The heat wasn't as noticeable as it was the other day too.

November 24, 2018 – Day 31

Lost 7 hours today to family business (the dinner and all), but I got to see my grandparents :)  Just did my yoga too, but now I don't want to do my MUNKA working, or Rituals :/   But I'll force myself to do them 


I was told I'm being a little too over zealous by my current GD Bune, and was reminded of the night I dedicated. I was so excited and full of the want to become a Zevism that I ignored the pain I was inflicting on myself to get more blood to write my name.  She told me “Go at your own pace” and reminded me to breathe too 

The MUNKA working went well, but I could tell my bio-electricity has went down a bit. Aside from that, the heat in my lower chakras is still there. That makes me happy :) 

I also feel a deeper connection now with some of my fictional characters, especially 'Alex'. In a way he reflects the worst I could go through that I'm aware of, and yet his smile is still wide. 

It's weird talking to our gods too, I always thought their voices would be like vocal, disembodied voices. But as far as I've experienced it, they talk through thoughts and through our minds. Almost as if they are a person's conscious / voice of reason.  For example, I talked to Astaroth during the Thanksgiving ritual and apologized for an act I did before I was dedicated. And I was answered immediately with 'It's alright, you were well intentioned.'  It's strange, and best of all too is I'm getting used to Father Zeus's energy and voice. At first I heard more of a 'typical devil's voice', and now he sounds more like a person I'd talk to in my daily life. 

And his energy is calm, and warming. But soft and gentle.  He seems to 'visit' me too every now and then, and it makes me happy knowing he sees my progress. 

I hope I'm doing good  to them, it's not a lot I do daily. But it's having a noticeable change on my life for the better :)

November 25, 2018 – Day 32


I've just been tired all day, and spent most of the day playing games :/  The MUNKA working went well, but I'm afraid I've wasted nearly all of my holiday free time :( 

Doing the Final Rituals now, but I don't know how much I'll do afterwards. I need to force myself to keep going

November 26, 2018 – Day 33


Heat, so much heat. My lower chakras feel almost as if they're on fire, or filled with fire. Though it's not painful, and feels quite pleasant. 

I feel filled with energy too, but not in a 'rush of energy' sort of way. Just filled with potential energy. I still get tired and all 


I've felt quite horny lately too, and have been easily aroused. I'm going to have a great time just before bed : ) 




The MUNKA working went quite well today, the heat and power I felt was incredible. But as I it slowly ebbed after the working ended, though I can still feel my solar chakra silently humming with energy. Something's happening, I can feel it : )



Jester of his majesty's court.

Spinning spinning round and round, the world spins like a whirlpool. 

Though unlike most, I invest my time. For I am no fool. 

I sharpen my mind, and prepare my blade. To make the perfect tool. 

My will is strong, and soul becoming stronger. I act in public as a fool. 

Wine fills the glass, poison fills the cup. The stage fills with lights. 

Round and round the carousel spins, dizzying grow the heights.

The king dumps the glass, I spill the cup. The plot has been thwarted. 

Round and round the carousel spins, arrive do the knights. 

Tick, tock, tick, tock. And the clock fails to strike.

November 27, 2018 – Day 34

Feeling hot inside, the heat feels pretty good though. It makes me happy funny enough, I've never been given such a blatant example of my progression so far. So it's good to know I'm doing good :) 

Did a standard ritual today, making it a once a week working. I was requested to do an extra final Ritual today too, so I did. It made my GD happy :)   Feeling a little under the weather too, but it could just be the temperature fluctuations lately. It was -7 out this morning, that's damn COLD for barely the start of December.


The Munka working went well, I felt pretty good after it. I'm planning to extend it to 50 days now.  I'm also procrastinating by writing this, I should go and finish my yoga :/ 


But aside from that all, it's 3 steps forward. No steps back today :D  


No poems or such today, sorry. I'm a little creatively drained . . . But maybe I'll make it up to you in a future post :) 


Good night.

November 28, 2018 – Day 35 

So much heat, and so much energy. My entire being is filled with electric blue and red fire, and I feel the power of my chakras as they are freed.  Though there is still A LOT of work to be done. 

I have next to no free time too, but will be doing a full chakra meditation each day from now on (for the specific chakra of the day of course)  This isn't much, but with my limited schedule it's better than nothing :) 


End of the Line

And on the seventh day, he sat in dismay. The tower had not fallen. 

And gathered did his foes, with all of his woes. As they began to call him. 

The letters of his name began to fade, a language soon forgotten. 

He cried to the clock, the universe itself. As they began to call him. 

The enemy 'king' dropped his ring, and it shattered on the ground. 

He muttered and cried as he died. Trying to drown out the sound. 


Tick, tick, tick. Click. BONG. Rang the bell, BONG once more, and with each subsequent BONG of the clock. He would be no more. BONG, repeated the crowd. BONG cried the crows. BONG rang out as if it were not even a sound. BONG once more, BONG thrice more. BONG one more time, and BONG one last time. The clock struck 12, and chiming had ended.  All who had lost loved ones, all who had died, all began to cry. 

The enemy king had been slain, and now his name would not even be said in vain. Dawn soon approached, a wonderous light. Forward came the creators, this was the end of this fight.

November 29, 2018 – Day 36 

A little tired as I write this (probably from dinner), but otherwise everything is going well. The MUNKA working was good, though the heat I was feeling has dialed back a bit. Me and Bune were discussing symbols and sigils before this. 

The rest of my workings and routine went well today too, though this morning I woke up late. I'm excited to study more about crystals and crystal grids for sure though. Maybe I can make a better protective grid with new knowledge about what crystals do what, and why. 


Prince of the Midnight

She smiled wide, her eyes shined bright. A sword lay in her hand. 

He knelt before her, their souls intertwined. Yet different colored their bands

Crimson red flowed through his veins, and pure gold/white through hers. 

She lifted up the blade, and with bright blue/orange eyes freed him from the curse. 

Her eyes both purple, and so were his. The energy flowed fourth. 

His mind raced faster, and her heart pounded harder. As they began to merge. 

Higher self and lower self, both began to meld. Burning out the sickness that had tried to live and dwell

A soul once split began to remember, and stood draped in red. 

Purple shone his eyes, as he saw his enemy dead. 

He stepped fourth, and knelt at the throne. His king was sitting in. 

And from that day, the demons say. “We greeted him as kin”

November 30, 2018 – Day 37 

God fucking damnit, I got sucked into my videogames and neglected to do my yoga :/  I still did the MUNKA working and a Final Ritual, but that was about it. 

Work also sucked today, but I pulled through it.

Nothing else notable, sorry :(

December 1, 2018 – Day 38

Fixed my phone and went to the nearby city, and visited the shop. It has turned into a 'normie' or 'hipster' shop now, and I hated the experience. But I did learn my old friends opened up a new shop, so I'm leaving the corpse of the old shop to it's own devices.  Maybe I can talk to my friend about building crystal grids.

Had Chinese for dinner too, but I'm afraid I failed to satiate my craving for food, as I only had 2 buffet plates instead of 3-4. My solar chakra and gut growled for more. I'm sure I'm burning more calories for energy now too, my weight hasn't shifted much in the past few weeks despite my eating habits. 

The MUNKA working was dreadful to me, I just didn't want to do it. But I can feel my chakras better now, so I know I did it right even as I was pass out tired. 

My room mates also had company over, she was cute. But I knew she was just a fuck buddy :/

Aside from that, they also offered my a drag on their joint tonight. But I politely declined and burned some dragons blood incense.

December 2, 2018 – Day 39

Went on a date today, it did not go as I thought it would. So I patiently waited until the 3rd hour of our date to say goodbye, and politely left. She was a christian all but in name, and a progressive too. Both someone I cannot be with. She was nice though, I hope she finds a nice guy.

Aside from spending hours wasted on the date, I did get some fireworks for my birthday soon. And the MUNKA working went well, but I did also put it off until 10 P.M. :/ 


Lilly's gift

Apples filled the orchard, and so did the pears. 

A little deer ran by, and so did the hares. 

The knight sat down under a tree, and picked up an apple. 

Soft it was not, and whole was the apple. 

He took a bite and savored the flavor, a delicious sweet treat. 

He stared at the deer, and got to his feet. 

A flower stand sat at the edge of the orchard, without it's master. 

And cautiously he walked, yet somewhat slightly faster. 

A deer in an apron waved from a tree, and stunned was he as he said “It cannot be”.

The deer (Lilly) climbed down, onto the ground. “Hello, would you like to barter?”.

A look did he take, yet pound his heart did. Harder. 

Lilly sold him a rose, an eternal rose. For 2 gold coins. 

He continued on, having gone. Far to long without journey. 

But clever Lilly, made sure he. Would live for an Eternity.

December 3, 2018 – Day 40

Done with the working! :D  Though I will do an additional 10 days because it has worked so well. The working went smooth and easily today, no major changes. 

Don't really feel like writing much more. So I'm going to FINALLY play some well deserved Borderlands, and get some sleep. 

Goodnight :)

- Also increased Final Rituals for the time being, from 2 to 3. (Sorry HP for not making it 4 :/ )

Dec 4, 2018#56

Poweredbythesunsaid:
Just a quick update:
- I will be extending my working to 50 days, instead of the 40. It's just been working so well so far :)
- My chakras feel pretty free at the moment, and even a lapse in my yoga didn't keep me down the other week.

Kinda useless if you ask me to do it 50 days, 40 days is to make a working permanent, 50 days has no power in it, so it would be better if you did it for 80 or 90 days

I am reaching towards a green apple.

Poweredbythesunsaid:
Just a quick update:
- I will be extending my working to 50 days, instead of the 40. It's just been working so well so far :)
- My chakras feel pretty free at the moment, and even a lapse in my yoga didn't keep me down the other week.

Kinda useless if you ask me to do it 50 days, 40 days is to make a working permanent, 50 days has no power in it, so it would be better if you did it for 80 or 90 days

Dec 5, 2018#57

This is my experience with this working.

The working felt freeing for my chakras, it helped make them more powerful and i noticed that they could get empowered more by the other meditations. Usualy you can feel stuck in your meditations and start to not feel the energy like you used to but this working helped a lot, i felt more powerful everyday.

Unfortunately it didn't not help to get rid of some hung-ups but i think this working is more for that karma that you *don't know* you have in your chakras, for major hung-ups just do a freeing working for them.
What i regret is not including the extension in the working because i feel there is negative karma in there too, the kundalini goes through the back extension.

So overall it's a great working but if you want more results do more reps or what i thought is doing this working for each chakra, for example: Munkax108 reps in the sacral chakra and visualization it extension too (wich i think they are important). This is something that i want to try. Anyway i don't regret doing this working and it helped me a lot.

This is my experience with this working.

The working felt freeing for my chakras, it helped make them more powerful and i noticed that they could get empowered more by the other meditations. Usualy you can feel stuck in your meditations and start to not feel the energy like you used to but this working helped a lot, i felt more powerful everyday.

Unfortunately it didn't not help to get rid of some hung-ups but i think this working is more for that karma that you *don't know* you have in your chakras, for major hung-ups just do a freeing working for them.
What i regret is not including the extension in the working because i feel there is negative karma in there too, the kundalini goes through the back extension.

So overall it's a great working but if you want more results do more reps or what i thought is doing this working for each chakra, for example: Munkax108 reps in the sacral chakra and visualization it extension too (wich i think they are important). This is something that i want to try. Anyway i don't regret doing this working and it helped me a lot.

Dec 5, 2018#58

Aquariussaid:
Kinda useless if you ask me to do it 50 days, 40 days is to make a working permanent, 50 days has no power in it, so it would be better if you did it for 80 or 90 days

I'm sorry, but what does 80 to 90 days do again? I just remember that it's for deep seated problems :/ Still continuing with the working btw, and will decide if I want to extend it to 80 - 90 days after you reply :)

Dec 5, 2018#59

This is the targeted message.

Or instead of thinking about 80, 90 or some other number of days to get to and what that number would do, you can just do it every day forever. How long does it take a few minutes and barely needs any focus. You can do this in the bathroom, when you're driving, whenever you're just sitting there in a situation where you can make noise. I bet people have hours of time like this most days that they don't even think about doing anything with, you can easily get in the habit of doing this work in that time. Everybody has the time and opportunity every day to do this one it is so easy there's no reason not do just keep doing it forever. What would a month or three months of doing this do compared to several years? You can feel what a month of this work has already done, why ever stop? Just think of you get so powerful of a benefit from basically no effort it's too good of a deal to put down.

https://templeofzeus.org/

Or instead of thinking about 80, 90 or some other number of days to get to and what that number would do, you can just do it every day forever. How long does it take a few minutes and barely needs any focus. You can do this in the bathroom, when you're driving, whenever you're just sitting there in a situation where you can make noise. I bet people have hours of time like this most days that they don't even think about doing anything with, you can easily get in the habit of doing this work in that time. Everybody has the time and opportunity every day to do this one it is so easy there's no reason not do just keep doing it forever. What would a month or three months of doing this do compared to several years? You can feel what a month of this work has already done, why ever stop? Just think of you get so powerful of a benefit from basically no effort it's too good of a deal to put down.