Money/getting a job problems

[cael77]

Hello
At first i wanted to say hello to everyone and share a problem i can't solve and need help with regarding getting a (stable) job which means having no money.
I recently turned 21 and I think that for the past 2 years I'm kind of depressed. For the past 2 years I'm trying to get a stable job, when I get one I easily discourage. Because of it I've had a lot of arguments with my father but recently he called me a parasite and I got hit. It feels like a whole world is against me, . I don't have a car, no money to college or do anything fun. I feel like I'm rotting inside and I feel very tired. Is there anything I can do to help my luck in finding a way to earn some money and finally stand on my feet?
Hail Satan.

 

[AFODO]

Here is some useful threads:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=35&t=88339&p=456636
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=80381
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=450300#p450300
And you can find more about this topic.
Depression is always comes from low amount of energy. Are you meditating?

 

[cael77]

Yes I`m meditating. Just finished 40 days meditations by hp Zevios but dont know what to do next. Do you have any suggestions?

 

[Henu the Great]

Yes I`m meditating. Just finished 40 days meditations by hp Zevios but dont know what to do next. Do you have any suggestions?

Start here:

https://www.templeofzeus.org/Satanic_Meditation.html

https://www.templeofzeus.org/Basic_Meditation_Program.html

And continue learning along the way: