aliceknight666
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Hello there.
So, where should I start?
I'm a middle eastern woman who is born on a muslim land and with in a muslim family, since birth I started to question islam and everything in it and even when I do pray it's not from the heart nor care nor really prayed for such a fails religion that is full of hate and lies against woman and also men.
Whenever I turn I turn I try looking for the answers of where my true savior could be, and he ways always there waiting for me to find him but such things has blinded me when it comes to living with in a house hold that's members are muslim and full of hate. My savior was there all along his hand was open for me all the time and he shield me with his wings to block out the light of the fails religion, I'm now spiritually convinced that Satan is my lord my true savior.
It took me such a long time to see it to feel his hand pulling mine towards him and I believe in him and believe he can move me out of this religious country and out into another that I wish to be in so I can pray freely for him and only him my Lord Satan. He is the only Lord that could save me.
Before I start I must inform you all that I have note done the ritual yet because I am waiting for the right time so I can focus with out my family intercepting my ritual or getting caught.
I have a few things to ask and I hope all of you could help me.
First of all the ritual:it says here:I renounce the false Judeo/Christian god Jehova, I renounce his vile and worthless son Jesus Christ, I renounce his foul, odious, and rotten holy spirit.
Can I change these to allah and moahmed since I'm an ex muslim?
- Can any of you share your stories with me of moving out of a religious muslim or noun muslim family and country to another with our Lords Satan's help? (I'd like to inform you that a muslim woman is now allowed to leave her familys home or a religion every person in the fails religion that is called ismalm is promised death)-How did your life change to the better? -Do you have any little prayers I could repeat short or long to have spiritual powers and to feel my Lord Satan a bit better? -Can my Lord Satan help free me from my situation? (I honestly feel that my situation can not be helped </3 but I know my Lord Satan can! <3)-The awful koran is played on a cd player 24/7 would this effect me listening to it constitutionally? -I'm wearing the religious clothing of islam 24/7 and I am forced only when it comes to religious months or gatherings to go. would my Lord Satan dislike me </3 (That will all change after my Lord helps me out of this fails light)
I will be so thankful for everyone's help and input.<3
So, where should I start?
I'm a middle eastern woman who is born on a muslim land and with in a muslim family, since birth I started to question islam and everything in it and even when I do pray it's not from the heart nor care nor really prayed for such a fails religion that is full of hate and lies against woman and also men.
Whenever I turn I turn I try looking for the answers of where my true savior could be, and he ways always there waiting for me to find him but such things has blinded me when it comes to living with in a house hold that's members are muslim and full of hate. My savior was there all along his hand was open for me all the time and he shield me with his wings to block out the light of the fails religion, I'm now spiritually convinced that Satan is my lord my true savior.
It took me such a long time to see it to feel his hand pulling mine towards him and I believe in him and believe he can move me out of this religious country and out into another that I wish to be in so I can pray freely for him and only him my Lord Satan. He is the only Lord that could save me.
Before I start I must inform you all that I have note done the ritual yet because I am waiting for the right time so I can focus with out my family intercepting my ritual or getting caught.
I have a few things to ask and I hope all of you could help me.
First of all the ritual:it says here:I renounce the false Judeo/Christian god Jehova, I renounce his vile and worthless son Jesus Christ, I renounce his foul, odious, and rotten holy spirit.
Can I change these to allah and moahmed since I'm an ex muslim?
- Can any of you share your stories with me of moving out of a religious muslim or noun muslim family and country to another with our Lords Satan's help? (I'd like to inform you that a muslim woman is now allowed to leave her familys home or a religion every person in the fails religion that is called ismalm is promised death)-How did your life change to the better? -Do you have any little prayers I could repeat short or long to have spiritual powers and to feel my Lord Satan a bit better? -Can my Lord Satan help free me from my situation? (I honestly feel that my situation can not be helped </3 but I know my Lord Satan can! <3)-The awful koran is played on a cd player 24/7 would this effect me listening to it constitutionally? -I'm wearing the religious clothing of islam 24/7 and I am forced only when it comes to religious months or gatherings to go. would my Lord Satan dislike me </3 (That will all change after my Lord helps me out of this fails light)
I will be so thankful for everyone's help and input.<3