Messy or shitty life

[dark_pagan_666]

My apologies for bringing my life problems and sob story to you guys. Really no need to read this. But I am desperate for help and I honestly have no clue to what I am about to do with my life anymore. To me, this is the worst crisis I've ever had.

So...I just found out I won't get anymore financial support from the educational system from my country any more. So fair and the smell of justice. YAY! You know, how the society really works to help elevating people in every matter, it's getting mindblowing ya'll. Anyways...

Because of this, the real mess starts. I have to pay rent, yes I could get a job nr.2, but this is NOT easy in my country. You need 5 Olympian gold medals and 500 years in experience. Or the fucking raghead got the job instead cuz they in need.

In english, this would be explained like, I did not complete high school. I failed one class, a foreign language, german. No offence, I hate that language. But I wanted to try and see if I could finally manage to succeed and pass it. Well, being the dumbass I am. I couldn't... So I wanted to take up spanish, but that costs a lot of money, but as I said. I won't get anymore money because of missing Schooling points. Oh yeah, this can be seen astrologically as well, yaaaay.

I have a part-time job, just enough to pay rent, and with the financial educational support, I had enough to take care of other essential needs. But hey, not anymore. I need a new job, but I'll only get the shitty ones cause I don't have any diploma. As thus, I earn way less than the average person.

One side of it is sort of positive yes, I can now find another place to live, and finally live alone and have full privacy 24/7 for meditation and RTRs. But of course, it is SHIT expansive, and I need a full-time job in order to be able topay for a rent that huge. Including have enough money to even MOVE OUT. My parents are "education is important for family pride, happiness and shit like that". I feel like the bad seed and the biggest failure in my family. I am the first to not even be able to finish high school in my family. I feel so stupid......I sound like a teenager (I'm in my early twenties).

I don't even wanna ask Satan or the gods for help, because I know how busy they are, and already helped me so much with other issues. Now this? No!

Sorry, this post got too long.

But does anyone of you had a similar experience? Some advice what to do? I feel like my  whole life falls apart. Now I know what the Tarot reading meant though. At least I am good with that *miserably laughing*.

Thanks,
HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[hailodin6661]

I found that growing up the enemy attacked me which put me in bad shape, and then my bad shape caused me to think negatively and attract more bad things. It was a vicious cycle and it was fed on both ends by the enemy and by my psychic energy reacting to events.

Do a Sun Square for material things, do void meditation to get good at controlling your thoughts which is helpful in mitogating your reaction to events. Build your aura. Focus your energy totally on the material things that will get you stable situation.

 

[Sims Motal]

You might try focusing more on doing things for Father Satan, and trusting HIM to help you get
your life back together. It has taken me a while, but I now have strength that I did not have before
to do the things I must. And I owe it all to Father Satan and the Gods. They have given me a
strength that I never had before. I know they have my back. And that makes all the difference
in the world. Don't dwell on your problems. Just put one foot forward at a time, work for
Father Satan -- I am taking it you are dedicated -- and trust HIM and the other Gods to help you
come out of this mess. You can also, if you haven't already, put affirmations of success into
your aura daily when you meditate.


Hope this helps.


Hail Satan! Hail all the Gods of Hell! Heil Hitler!


Sims


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On Sun, 8/28/16, dark_pagan_666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Messy or shitty life
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Sunday, August 28, 2016, 3:27 PM


 









My apologies for bringing my life problems and sob
story to you guys. Really no need to read this. But I am
desperate for help and I honestly have no clue to what I am
about to do with my life anymore. To me, this is the worst
crisis I've ever had.

So...I just found out I won't get anymore
financial support from the educational system from my
country any more. So fair and the smell of justice. YAY! You
know, how the society really works to help elevating people

in every matter, it's getting mindblowing ya'll.
Anyways...

Because of this,
the real mess starts. I have to pay rent, yes I could get a
job nr.2, but this is NOT easy in my country. You need 5
Olympian gold medals and 500 years in experience. Or the
fucking raghead got the job instead cuz they in need.

In english, this would be
explained like, I did not complete high school. I failed one
class, a foreign language, german. No offence, I hate that
language. But I wanted to try and see if I could finally
manage to succeed and pass it. Well, being the dumbass I am.
I couldn't... So I wanted to take up spanish, but that
costs a lot of money, but as I said. I won't get anymore
money because of missing Schooling points. Oh yeah, this can
be seen astrologically as well, yaaaay.

I have a part-time job, just enough to pay
rent, and with the financial educational support, I had
enough to take care of other essential needs. But hey, not
anymore. I need a new job, but I'll only get the shitty
ones cause I don't have any diploma. As thus, I earn way
less than the average person.

One side of it is sort of positive yes, I can
now find another place to live, and finally live alone and
have full privacy 24/7 for meditation and RTRs. But of
course, it is SHIT expansive, and I need a full-time job in
order to be able topay for a rent that huge. Including have
enough money to even MOVE OUT. My parents are
"education is important for family pride, happiness and
shit like that". I feel like the bad seed and the
biggest failure in my family. I am the first to not even be
able to finish high school in my family. I feel so
stupid......I sound like a teenager (I'm in my early
twenties).

I don't
even wanna ask Satan or the gods for help, because I know
how busy they are, and already helped me so much with other
issues. Now this? No!

Sorry, this post got too long.

But does anyone of you had a
similar experience? Some advice what to do? I feel like my 
whole life falls apart. Now I know what the Tarot reading
meant though. At least I am good with that *miserably
laughing*.

Thanks,
HAIL SATAN!!!













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[satanicninja]

You can use Ehwaz to look into the future and affirm you know what kind of job you'll be taking. You can use Othal to find your talents. Mannaz to find out more about
yourself, then it'll probably be easier to find a job you'll like.

Or you can use a money working and start searching for jobs (or other ways of making money). You can also use a Sun Square and do a money affirmation.


http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... les/MONEY/
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... uares.html

 

[dark_pagan_666]

You guys have no idea, thank you so much for your help everyone! And to Sims, of course I am dedicated, I've been here for several years as well

Father Satan helped me with my situation! A contract that I was bound too caused serious threats for my financial future. I actually just asked Satan for guidance on how I could solve this matter and what to do, then..out of the blue, someone who works at the school just decided out of sympathy to accept my decline at the school and end the contract. And said if I wished, we could make an arrangement with a new contract that will be beneficial for me financially. This is amazing!

Now I will get the points I need so I can start higher education. This brought tears to my eyes! I couldn't be more happy!

HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[Sims Motal]

Awesome, Dark_Pagan! I am happy for you!
Father Satan and the Gods of Hell are awesome!


Hail Satan!


Sims


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On Mon, 8/29/16, dark_pagan_666@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Messy or shitty life
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, August 29, 2016, 3:14 PM


 









You guys have no idea, thank you so much for your
help everyone! And to Sims, of course I am dedicated,
I've been here for several years as well

Father Satan helped me with my
situation! A contract that I was bound too caused serious
threats for my financial future. I actually just asked Satan
for guidance on how I could solve this matter and what to
do, then..out of the blue, someone who works at the school
just decided out of sympathy to accept my decline at the
school and end the contract. And said if I wished, we could
make an arrangement with a new contract that will be
beneficial for me financially. This is amazing!

Now I will get the points I
need so I can start higher education. This brought tears to
my eyes! I couldn't be more happy!

HAIL SATAN!!!









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[dark_pagan_666]

Thank you, Sims! Indeed they are awesome!!!

Hail Satan!
Hail Buer!
88

 

[Taol]

That is some great news!!

On another note I'd like to add that the high school system or whatever you need for exams is just totally fcked up and that you are not alone there having struggle with some foreign language.
Not all people are good in everything and some can study till they dream it but still won't get a good grade on the subject.
Then its just not their thing.

Not passing subjects gets people kicked out of stuff while actually you should just blame the jews for it.


There are many more important things in life than failing a subject and that being said I wish you some awesome study time that you CAN finish .



Don't let it get you down too much. Whatever the others (I meant like your housemates or so) say is seemingly just their obsession. Stay strong.