Message for JOS group admins/owners

[chenzi666]

back when I was a retarded newbie I'm guessing my thick head and bad memory may have angered some people and they may have thought I was making some sort of joke and deleted my posts that were with a need help label on them. but whatever was causing these weird things to happen in my own home must have gone away hopefully

i know that my thickheadedness is a pain but when I really needed help it seemed I was not getting it and lets be honest I gave up my family at home cause they were jerks I do NOT wish to speak to them anymore. furthermore i have given up good friends because of Satan's commandments that I personally wish to follow I want to become the best Satanist i can be regardless of the sacrifices I must make

again being honest you guys are all i have now...

but on a very much brighter side I have finally memorized a good amount of The Al-Jilwah as I had wished to do and I celebrated the Summer Solstice as proper as I could. also i was finally capable of clearing my mind. not to mention all the reading of the website I have done if i start to forget with my bad memory I will go back to the website

I am really trying to be a damn good Satanist not just to fit in but for my health and well being.

If this message gets through to anyone even an admin if my thick headed-ness may have upset you I am very sorry I am trying very hard to learn even with the ADHD and terrible memory

please do not delete my posts or even worse ban me I do not want anyone angry with me nor do I wish to fight with anyone I am more of a lover not a fighter when it comes to friends and I consider all of you in the JOS group my friends

thank you for your time

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Gellar Page]

You always have freinds here... an adhd lmfao you do not have that its a kike way of making money off u an keeping our young on meds for we cant advance... now for abandong people don't do it u don't have to be there freinds but they rule over us play the game of life yes sir no sir ect remember that in this life u need contacts for work ect an finale its seems u have self esteem issues get rid of them there nothing wrong with u if u believe it good things will come
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On Sun, Jun 24, 2012 1:34 AM PDT chenzi666 wrote:

back when I was a retarded newbie I'm guessing my thick head and bad memory may have angered some people and they may have thought I was making some sort of joke and deleted my posts that were with a need help label on them. but whatever was causing these weird things to happen in my own home must have gone away hopefully

i know that my thickheadedness is a pain but when I really needed help it seemed I was not getting it and lets be honest I gave up my family at home cause they were jerks I do NOT wish to speak to them anymore. furthermore i have given up good friends because of Satan's commandments that I personally wish to follow I want to become the best Satanist i can be regardless of the sacrifices I must make

again being honest you guys are all i have now...

but on a very much brighter side I have finally memorized a good amount of The Al-Jilwah as I had wished to do and I celebrated the Summer Solstice as proper as I could. also i was finally capable of clearing my mind. not to mention all the reading of the website I have done if i start to forget with my bad memory I will go back to the website

I am really trying to be a damn good Satanist not just to fit in but for my health and well being.

If this message gets through to anyone even an admin if my thick headed-ness may have upset you I am very sorry I am trying very hard to learn even with the ADHD and terrible memory

please do not delete my posts or even worse ban me I do not want anyone angry with me nor do I wish to fight with anyone I am more of a lover not a fighter when it comes to friends and I consider all of you in the JOS group my friends

thank you for your time

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Allison P]

Hey, we were all new once. Don't beat yourself up! I doubt anyone here
is mad at you. Sometimes, Yahoo is stupid and decides to arbitrarily
delete stuff, I think, so that's probably why your posts didn't go
through.

Oh, and really, you don't have to go giving up friends, unless you
honestly don't want to be their friend anymore of course. Father satan
isn't like the xian god; you can be friends with anyone you like; he
would never ask you to give up a person who was close to you. only do
that if you truly want to, or if said person is being an asshole. That
passage in the al Jilwah about 'not allowing friendly association', at
least to my way of thinking, means just to be careful. You can have
xian friends, you can have atheist or wiccan friends, but just don't
let yourself get too close to them, because no matter what they may
mean to you, they are without. So you can be friendly, but not too
friendly. That's how I interpret it anyways. I might be totally off
base. But I thought i'd say something anyways. I'm assuming you've
dedicated already? Well, in any case, welcome to the family! Hail
father Satan always!

On 6/24/12, chenzi666 <chenzi666@... wrote:
back when I was a retarded newbie I'm guessing my thick head and bad memory
may have angered some people and they may have thought I was making some
sort of joke and deleted my posts that were with a need help label on them.
but whatever was causing these weird things to happen in my own home must
have gone away hopefully

i know that my thickheadedness is a pain but when I really needed help it
seemed I was not getting it and lets be honest I gave up my family at home
cause they were jerks I do NOT wish to speak to them anymore. furthermore i
have given up good friends because of Satan's commandments that I personally
wish to follow I want to become the best Satanist i can be regardless of the
sacrifices I must make

again being honest you guys are all i have now...

but on a very much brighter side I have finally memorized a good amount of
The Al-Jilwah as I had wished to do and I celebrated the Summer Solstice as
proper as I could. also i was finally capable of clearing my mind. not to
mention all the reading of the website I have done if i start to forget with
my bad memory I will go back to the website

I am really trying to be a damn good Satanist not just to fit in but for my
health and well being.

If this message gets through to anyone even an admin if my thick headed-ness
may have upset you I am very sorry I am trying very hard to learn even with
the ADHD and terrible memory

please do not delete my posts or even worse ban me I do not want anyone
angry with me nor do I wish to fight with anyone I am more of a lover not a
fighter when it comes to friends and I consider all of you in the JOS group
my friends

thank you for your time

HAIL SATAN!