Ty.back when i was little i you use to feel like that even though im not medidating and that make me uncomfortable can you explain that?
Can i tell myself.im from the Philippines. Teenager.
When i was a little kid i awoke in a middle of the night then i look in the window i saw a light figure standing in the next house and i was shock and i continue my sleep.
When i was a little kid again. I pictured an entity on the old phone. Then I showed the image to my parents but they couldn't see the entity in the image I was the only one who could see it because I was so scared I deleted it (like a fat man)
In my junior school. There is an alley at our school when I pass by I have nightmares at night
I was grade 8 i got curious about third eye, lucid, astral and aura i research about of those.(i always have sleep paralysis in that time)
I try to open my third eye when i was grade 10 so i mediate.During those times, sometimes I just woke up feeling out of my body. I know how to go back to the body. Because of the fear of the astral plane because I don't know much about the astral plane so I immediately return to my body so i stop medidating because of fear that might happen again.
In grade 11, I continued to mediate again
Just a few days ago someone showed up to me, a head with a black smile, a shadow just standing there, a shadow with stinging sticks on the body that I can't describe much, crawling entity(humanoid)closer to me.That happened early in the morning when I woke up. So i stop again doing meditation
But I continue my research information
Did you know in my country have a faith healer
They use spell to empower, medallion,to heal other and protect themselves.
Yes i use to believe in that i was a christian in that time. They like have dedication ritual in In that ritual, you still need to put your address there,so I doubt it.I should have done that, but I didn't do it because I was skeptical about it.Faith healers rely solely on their prayers and the guidance of angels.
I stopped studying their prayers and rituals
I search and search in the internet I came across about the cult there I saw the JOS website and I was surprised. It has a website about satanists. I'm curious about its contents and that's.
I did the dedication ritual in the first month of the year
I used to think that satanists and devil are evil but I have come to the conclusion that those who do evil to others are worse
Sorry for my english. I'm not very good at English