Meditation suggestions and help?

[Grace White]

<td val[/IMG]I recently discovered Spiritual and True Satanism because my boyfriend recently became a satanist. For as long as I can remember I always thought that what I heard in church about their so called "God" was pure bullshit. So I decided to just not believe in anything until there came a point in my life where I truly felt it was right. Then just a few days ago I did my research and found JoS and spent two days going to all the links that I that I could and felt I needed to and before I even dedicated myself myself to Satan I truly felt like I had found the truth and made the decision to put my all into this. I want to help Satan in any and every way possible. So last night I did my dedication ritual (using red candles because that was all I had unfortunately) and I meditated to the best of my ability. (It is a little difficult for forme because I've had slight trouble in the best with being able to completely block out out my surroundings.) I got an idea of what I want my astral temple to be be and be and I pictured it on the outside and pictured myself walking through the door to to the to the inside and making making the inside. I was wondering what I was could do to help myself meditate a little better and really be alive to help empower myself. I would also really love to get Satan's blessing on my astral temple alibi end I would love to meet him and and show him what this means to me. One last thing, I would love to meet my Guardian Demon and get some more knowledge on myself and everything that I can do for Father. I feel very strongly about this and and I'm very ready to give my absolute all. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.  Thank you all!!


-Grace

HAIL SATAN!!


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[reimerwesley]

Start by Opening your chakras (your main 7 base to crown and the third eye which is important), putting up and aura of protection, practice going in and out of deep trances, astral projection if you are perhaps feeling confident, practice yoga, and cleaning your aura before you go to sleep and upon awakening. Also talk to Satan as much as you can( about anything you want and he will hear you he will always listen and is 100% understanding), even if you are talking to him as if you are talking to someone in front of you( this is what I do because I am not open enough yet) but still try to talk to him telepathically if you can. Build a strong relationship with Satan and become strong in him, then maybe you will meet him in your astral temple, or you will hear or feel him. This all comes with practice, patience, persistence, and self discipline. Meditate everyday as often as you can. Even if you are doing something completely different, like washing the dishes, or doing your homework, or focusing on something. Focus on your chakras throughout the day, every minute of the day if you can. However advancing spiritually can be painful, and if you have to slow down in your meditations, do so. Move at a pace you are comfortable with, and never rush anything, because you will most likely fail. You might find that in the beginning you may find it difficult to meditate, struggle with motivation( Im currently going through this, but have come into regaining my control with hard-work, patience, and keeping myself mentally and emotionally stable as much as I can) and other obstacles. Or maybe you won't. Everyone is different, but I'm just telling you this so if the time comes where you think your the only one going through your personal situation, others have conquered situations like yours or even harder than yours, which I hope brings you confidence and faith in yourself, in that you have all the same capabilities as any adept, and as Satan and the Gods themselves. I hope your advancement goes smoothly and I wish you luck.
Hail Satan and the lovely Gods and Goddesses of Duat!!