Meditation problems

[Angelic Lizy]

I'm a new satanist and i did my dedication to father last two months but before my dedication i use to meditate a lot but what i don't understand is during most of my meditation when trying to focus on one thing i start seen deferent sigils when i try to push them away and continue my meditation they keep coming up till the end of my meditation. Though i draw most of them down each time they come up in my maditation i put them down but am seek and tierd of looking at them everyday without knowing how to figure them out. I don't know if am to throw them away or what please i need a help on this And i also want to know if when meditating on one thing and another thing is coming up is it a good sign? Because this always happen to me. After my dedication to father satan as a new satanist i don't know where to start so i started with the spiritual warfare training program for satanist in the jos website, like last night when i was meditating on opening my third eye that's the second month training, after turning the point of my third eye inside as directed from the training i started visualizing a white gold light upon me so i sore a rock mounting close to a cloud as i was looking at it the begining of the cloud turn into gold light shining like a sun on me i try to push it out and concentrate on the white gold light i was visualizing on myself but i couldn't find it anymore i tried but i couldn't, is like am tormenting myself so i open my eyes. I don't know if am kidding myself but i really sore it and if am not kidding i thought a newbie is not soppose to be seen things, i mean is this good or bad for me? I really want to know where am standind if am following the training or not but if am not i'll need some advice to fall back in pls. HAIL FATHER SATAN HAIL ALL THE GODS OF HELL

 

[High Priestess Lydia]

What sigils are you seeing? Meditating upon sigils is one the the 8-fold paths. (http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... SHTAR.html)
Check the list of demons, is it Satan's sigil, or your Guardians?

And when you see things in meditation, go with it! It's still meditating so it's not like you're wasting time, as long as it isn't a daydream. I often get glimpses of past lives that way, and other really neat experiences. It helps us know ourselves better, too. When we meditate, we're awakening ourselves, our soul, our past life memories, etc.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Angelic Lizy" <angelic.lizy@... wrote:

I'm a new satanist and i did my dedication to father last two months but before my dedication i use to meditate a lot but what i don't understand is during most of my meditation when trying to focus on one thing i start seen deferent sigils when i try to push them away and continue my meditation they keep coming up till the end of my meditation. Though i draw most of them down each time they come up in my maditation i put them down but am seek and tierd of looking at them everyday without knowing how to figure them out. I don't know if am to throw them away or what please i need a help on this And i also want to know if when meditating on one thing and another thing is coming up is it a good sign? Because this always happen to me. After my dedication to father satan as a new satanist i don't know where to start so i started with the spiritual warfare training program for satanist in the jos website, like last night when i was meditating on opening my third eye that's the second month training, after turning the point of my third eye inside as directed from the training i started visualizing a white gold light upon me so i sore a rock mounting close to a cloud as i was looking at it the begining of the cloud turn into gold light shining like a sun on me i try to push it out and concentrate on the white gold light i was visualizing on myself but i couldn't find it anymore i tried but i couldn't, is like am tormenting myself so i open my eyes. I don't know if am kidding myself but i really sore it and if am not kidding i thought a newbie is not soppose to be seen things, i mean is this good or bad for me? I really want to know where am standind if am following the training or not but if am not i'll need some advice to fall back in pls. HAIL FATHER SATAN HAIL ALL THE GODS OF HELL

 

[leafwizard88]

Reading your post makes me assume you need improved focus/concentration. Doing void meditation will help with that problem. Just learn to clear random thoughts away by focusing solely on a thing.

Oh and you might want to change your username

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Angelic Lizy" <angelic.lizy@... wrote:

I'm a new satanist and i did my dedication to father last two months but before my dedication i use to meditate a lot but what i don't understand is during most of my meditation when trying to focus on one thing i start seen deferent sigils when i try to push them away and continue my meditation they keep coming up till the end of my meditation. Though i draw most of them down each time they come up in my maditation i put them down but am seek and tierd of looking at them everyday without knowing how to figure them out. I don't know if am to throw them away or what please i need a help on this And i also want to know if when meditating on one thing and another thing is coming up is it a good sign? Because this always happen to me. After my dedication to father satan as a new satanist i don't know where to start so i started with the spiritual warfare training program for satanist in the jos website, like last night when i was meditating on opening my third eye that's the second month training, after turning the point of my third eye inside as directed from the training i started visualizing a white gold light upon me so i sore a rock mounting close to a cloud as i was looking at it the begining of the cloud turn into gold light shining like a sun on me i try to push it out and concentrate on the white gold light i was visualizing on myself but i couldn't find it anymore i tried but i couldn't, is like am tormenting myself so i open my eyes. I don't know if am kidding myself but i really sore it and if am not kidding i thought a newbie is not soppose to be seen things, i mean is this good or bad for me? I really want to know where am standind if am following the training or not but if am not i'll need some advice to fall back in pls. HAIL FATHER SATAN HAIL ALL THE GODS OF HELL

 

[Alex Seville]

We all come to Satanism with different levels of spirituality, it all depends on how much we worked on ourselves in past lives

 

[Angelic Lizy]

Yea you made a point there i really need to change my user name thanks and i'll start the void meditation as you said.
Hail satan


------Original message------
From: leafwizard88 <leafwizardmaster@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, June 13, 2012 7:46:58 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Meditation problems

Reading your post makes me assume you need improved focus/concentration. Doing void meditation will help with that problem. Just learn to clear random thoughts away by focusing solely on a thing.

Oh and you might want to change your username

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Angelic Lizy" <angelic.lizy@... wrote:

I'm a new satanist and i did my dedication to father last two months but before my dedication i use to meditate a lot but what i don't understand is during most of my meditation when trying to focus on one thing i start seen deferent sigils when i try to push them away and continue my meditation they keep coming up till the end of my meditation. Though i draw most of them down each time they come up in my maditation i put them down but am seek and tierd of looking at them everyday without knowing how to figure them out. I don't know if am to throw them away or what please i need a help on this And i also want to know if when meditating on one thing and another thing is coming up is it a good sign? Because this always happen to me. After my dedication to father satan as a new satanist i don't know where to start so i started with the spiritual warfare training program for satanist in the jos website, like last night when i was meditating on opening my third eye that's the second month training, after turning the point of my third eye inside as directed from the training i started visualizing a white gold light upon me so i sore a rock mounting close to a cloud as i was looking at it the begining of the cloud turn into gold light shining like a sun on me i try to push it out and concentrate on the white gold light i was visualizing on myself but i couldn't find it anymore i tried but i couldn't, is like am tormenting myself so i open my eyes. I don't know if am kidding myself but i really sore it and if am not kidding i thought a newbie is not soppose to be seen things, i mean is this good or bad for me? I really want to know where am standind if am following the training or not but if am not i'll need some advice to fall back in pls. HAIL FATHER SATAN HAIL ALL THE GODS OF HELL

 

[Angelic Lizy]

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<ol>My sigles.jpg</ol>In this atarchment above are most of the sigils i'm seen in some of my meditation. As for guidian demon i don't have one yet as am new i'v been thinking am not strong enough to communicate with demons. All am focusing and fighting for now is a simple way of understanding astrology so i will know the right day or time to do my rituals, for now i'm doing my ritual prayers on sundays and at times fridays which is what i learn as sun hours and venus hours, so i really need to understan that because is confusing. For a guidian demon i don't know how to do that yet. And thanks a lot Lydia for your suggestion too.
Hail father satan
Hail all the gods of hell

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[High Priestess Lydia]

We have GD's even when we can't communicate with them. Mine has been with me since Ancient Egypt.

As for the symbols you are seeing. I'm really getting the feeling that they have to do with chakras, it seems like you're unconsciously trying to understand your chakras more. I could be wrong, but they do look like chakras from different angles, different perspectives, etc. Are you seeing them in 3D?

The bottom left drawing is the glyph (symbol) for the sun. I'm not sure about the top middle one.

The top right one looks like a sun behind a pyramid, something that to me, seems like a code for empowering chakras. Use sunlight energy, that's very powerful.

To be perfectly honest, if it were me seeing those, I would start working on my chakras more.

Anyone else agree/disagree?

And check out http://www.lunarium.co.uk/ Set your location. It's great for moon phases/signs, and there's a link for planetary hours.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Angelic Lizy" <angelic.lizy@... wrote:

In this atarchment above are most of the sigils i'm seen in some of my meditation. As for guidian demon i don't have one yet as am new i'v been thinking am not strong enough to communicate with demons. All am focusing and fighting for now is a simple way of understanding astrology so i will know the right day or time to do my rituals, for now i'm doing my ritual prayers on sundays and at times fridays which is what i learn as sun hours and venus hours, so i really need to understan that because is confusing. For a guidian demon i don't know how to do that yet. And thanks a lot Lydia for your suggestion too.
Hail father satan
Hail all the gods of hell

----------
Sent from my Nokia phone

 

[Angelic Lizy]

I always use sunlight to clean my aura twice in a day, is use to me. And yes am pretty much seen them in 3D like one after the other. I'v been thinking of opening my chakras but i decided to wait for the spiritual warfare training program am doing to get there, that should be eithere 2nd or 3rd month, am still in 2nd month begining, i am following them one after the other. And thanks again for trying to figure out those sigles, for me i know nothing about them but what i know is that i love creating sigils from my afirmations, i have a book for sigils i created and am waiting till am strong enough then i'll put them in practice. But i'v been seen sigils before even thinking of creating them.
Hail our creator satan
Hail the gods of hell

------Original message------
From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, June 15, 2012 3:31:21 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Meditation problems

We have GD's even when we can't communicate with them. Mine has been with me since Ancient Egypt.

As for the symbols you are seeing. I'm really getting the feeling that they have to do with chakras, it seems like you're unconsciously trying to understand your chakras more. I could be wrong, but they do look like chakras from different angles, different perspectives, etc. Are you seeing them in 3D?

The bottom left drawing is the glyph (symbol) for the sun. I'm not sure about the top middle one.

The top right one looks like a sun behind a pyramid, something that to me, seems like a code for empowering chakras. Use sunlight energy, that's very powerful.

To be perfectly honest, if it were me seeing those, I would start working on my chakras more.

Anyone else agree/disagree?

And check out http://www.lunarium.co.uk/ Set your location. It's great for moon phases/signs, and there's a link for planetary hours.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Angelic Lizy" <angelic.lizy@... wrote:

In this atarchment above are most of the sigils i'm seen in some of my meditation. As for guidian demon i don't have one yet as am new i'v been thinking am not strong enough to communicate with demons. All am focusing and fighting for now is a simple way of understanding astrology so i will know the right day or time to do my rituals, for now i'm doing my ritual prayers on sundays and at times fridays which is what i learn as sun hours and venus hours, so i really need to understan that because is confusing. For a guidian demon i don't know how to do that yet. And thanks a lot Lydia for your suggestion too.
Hail father satan
Hail all the gods of hell

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Sent from my Nokia phone

 

[High Priestess Lydia]

Ok well you're almost at the part where you open your chakras then. It's in the 2nd month. And there's also chakra spinning, and chakra breathing that you can do too. Especially once you open them. I rushed the training program and did it in 3 months, except for the astral projection. That takes most people more time. I'm not advocating doing the training program faster than it says, I'm just saying it's an idea if you think you can handle it. I had been doing yoga for about 8 years and meditating for 8 years too before finding JoS so my chakras were already a bit more empowered than most newbies.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Angelic Lizy" <angelic.lizy@... wrote:

I always use sunlight to clean my aura twice in a day, is use to me. And yes am pretty much seen them in 3D like one after the other. I'v been thinking of opening my chakras but i decided to wait for the spiritual warfare training program am doing to get there, that should be eithere 2nd or 3rd month, am still in 2nd month begining, i am following them one after the other. And thanks again for trying to figure out those sigles, for me i know nothing about them but what i know is that i love creating sigils from my afirmations, i have a book for sigils i created and am waiting till am strong enough then i'll put them in practice. But i'v been seen sigils before even thinking of creating them.
Hail our creator satan
Hail the gods of hell

------Original message------
From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, June 15, 2012 3:31:21 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Meditation problems

We have GD's even when we can't communicate with them. Mine has been with me since Ancient Egypt.

As for the symbols you are seeing. I'm really getting the feeling that they have to do with chakras, it seems like you're unconsciously trying to understand your chakras more. I could be wrong, but they do look like chakras from different angles, different perspectives, etc. Are you seeing them in 3D?

The bottom left drawing is the glyph (symbol) for the sun. I'm not sure about the top middle one.

The top right one looks like a sun behind a pyramid, something that to me, seems like a code for empowering chakras. Use sunlight energy, that's very powerful.

To be perfectly honest, if it were me seeing those, I would start working on my chakras more.

Anyone else agree/disagree?

And check out http://www.lunarium.co.uk/ Set your location. It's great for moon phases/signs, and there's a link for planetary hours.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Angelic Lizy" <angelic.lizy@ wrote:

In this atarchment above are most of the sigils i'm seen in some of my meditation. As for guidian demon i don't have one yet as am new i'v been thinking am not strong enough to communicate with demons. All am focusing and fighting for now is a simple way of understanding astrology so i will know the right day or time to do my rituals, for now i'm doing my ritual prayers on sundays and at times fridays which is what i learn as sun hours and venus hours, so i really need to understan that because is confusing. For a guidian demon i don't know how to do that yet. And thanks a lot Lydia for your suggestion too.
Hail father satan
Hail all the gods of hell

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Sent from my Nokia phone

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]I have to agree lydia to did a few sprirtual things with meditation too practicing shamanism too.I think that is why my visualizations are so much stronger when I got here too.


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From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Meditation problems
Sent: Fri, Jun 15, 2012 10:04:22 PM

<td val[/IMG]   Ok well you're almost at the part where you open your chakras then. It's in the 2nd month. And there's also chakra spinning, and chakra breathing that you can do too. Especially once you open them. I rushed the training program and did it in 3 months, except for the astral projection. That takes most people more time. I'm not advocating doing the training program faster than it says, I'm just saying it's an idea if you think you can handle it. I had been doing yoga for about 8 years and meditating for 8 years too before finding JoS so my chakras were already a bit more empowered than most newbies.

Hail Father Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Angelic Lizy" <angelic.lizy@... wrote:

I always use sunlight to clean my aura twice in a day, is use to me. And yes am pretty much seen them in 3D like one after the other. I'v been thinking of opening my chakras but i decided to wait for the spiritual warfare training program am doing to get there, that should be eithere 2nd or 3rd month, am still in 2nd month begining, i am following them one after the other. And thanks again for trying to figure out those sigles, for me i know nothing about them but what i know is that i love creating sigils from my afirmations, i have a book for sigils i created and am waiting till am strong enough then i'll put them in practice. But i'v been seen sigils before even thinking of creating them.
Hail our creator satan
Hail the gods of hell

------Original message------
From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...
To: <<a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Date: Friday, June 15, 2012 3:31:21 PM GMT-0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Meditation problems

We have GD's even when we can't communicate with them. Mine has been with me since Ancient Egypt.

As for the symbols you are seeing. I'm really getting the feeling that they have to do with chakras, it seems like you're unconsciously trying to understand your chakras more. I could be wrong, but they do look like chakras from different angles, different perspectives, etc. Are you seeing them in 3D?

The bottom left drawing is the glyph (symbol) for the sun. I'm not sure about the top middle one.

The top right one looks like a sun behind a pyramid, something that to me, seems like a code for empowering chakras. Use sunlight energy, that's very powerful.

To be perfectly honest, if it were me seeing those, I would start working on my chakras more.

Anyone else agree/disagree?

And check out http://www.lunarium.co.uk/ Set your location. It's great for moon phases/signs, and there's a link for planetary hours.

Hail Father Satan!

--- [/IMG][email protected], "Angelic Lizy" <angelic.lizy@ wrote:

In this atarchment above are most of the sigils i'm seen in some of my meditation. As for guidian demon i don't have one yet as am new i'v been thinking am not strong enough to communicate with demons. All am focusing and fighting for now is a simple way of understanding astrology so i will know the right day or time to do my rituals, for now i'm doing my ritual prayers on sundays and at times fridays which is what i learn as sun hours and venus hours, so i really need to understan that because is confusing. For a guidian demon i don't know how to do that yet. And thanks a lot Lydia for your suggestion too.
Hail father satan
Hail all the gods of hell

----------
Sent from my Nokia phone

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