Mark of the beast and why I became a satanist

[aray306]

I was on jos recently and I do agree with the things I saw and I also communicated through an ouija board. I never been harmed and I was told it was scary. But I was treated with respect and I asked many questions and developed a relationship with a demon and satan as well.
The thing is that its so frowned upon sadly in society and I got people who support catholics and christains who im close to so its kept secret but eventually i will be okay to expose my beliefs because i am just a character who isnt afraid to express themselves.
The thing that got me to come and align to Satanism is the fact that these religions made my people suffer. A history of children abused, raped, and murdered by nuns and priests and the intent was to assimilate and take away who we are and replace it with the governments ways and those religions and it appalls me that my people support these churches because they are sheep. It affected me because I had to go to church and i didnt like it and the only good thing about it was that i got candy lol.. and i was abused by my own family and she praises and thinks shes a good person because shes christian... i prayed to god to help me but in the end it was me who i had to save. Many prayers left unanswered and i still struggle to this day and im broken.. i have mental disorders to deal with and i struggle with surviving financially and independently.
But after communicating with Satan and a demon through the board... i felt happy and assured.. They give me advice.. tell me a little about how my future might look like and encourage me to fight for my desires. If it was christians its looked down on since it will label me selfish and i HAVE to do what god wants me to do and not for myself... its ridiculous if thats what he expects then why did he create me in the first place?! apparently to slave myself for him and that is NOT what i choose... I am against that. But I feel more better when I am with Satan. because he gives me answers right away and actually helps me. I love using the ouija board by myself and i can connect with my demon and him. I kinda wish i met others who I can express this with and thats why i joined this group so i can contact others for advice and just to talk for company. Other than that I really want to discuss something that i am a little concerned about.

Today I was on about my day and I went to the mall to pay my phone bill and pick up a few things.. and just browse. After that on my way home I stumbled across these people who are there to share their religion and they are not christian nor catholic. But they do worship a god called Yahawah (god) Yahawahshi (son of god)
He is a god that is dark skinned, red eyed and white woolly hair. They say this god is originated from Islam and he favorite the darker skinned people and that he is good and bad. The white people are the enemy because they want us dead.. or as slaves. and arabs, east indians, asians, africans are also bad as well since they screwed the other people over. they claim the real Jews are the darker skinned people but the Jews we see now are deceiving and liars. The thing that concerned me the most... is that they discussed "Mark of the beast"
They said that in the future in order to live you will have to accept a chip in your skin and that is the mark of the beast. because you are submitting yourself to these religions therefore betraying their god.. and he will smite all us if we accept and only take a short numbered of people who didn't. Now, the only thing we have in common is that we both do not like Christianity and Catholicism. But this kinda made me concerned because they think that behind this all.. is Satan... that he is the one controlling the catholics, christians... for chaos and control.
But here are the bible verses and a Youtube video...

Revelation 14:9
A third angel followed them and said in a loud voice: "If anyone worships the beast and its image and receives its mark on their forehead or on their hand.
Revelation 14:10
they, too, will drink the wine of God's fury, which has been poured full strength into the cup of his wrath. They will be tormented with burning sulfur in the presence of the holy angels and of the Lamb.

Revelation 14:11

And the smoke of their torment will rise for ever and ever. There will be no rest day or night for those who worship the beast and its image, or for anyone who receives the mark of its name."


Here is a fellow Christian man blaming the Catholics and Satan in this video about the topic
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lO2KvqKmFsc

I know its not structured right, forgive me... but I want to discuss this and see any satanists take on this. Because apparently Satan is the mastermind behind all this chaos... and I do know that the chip thing is real and bar code... it is controlled by the governments that are influenced by Christains and Catholics. I am having a feeling that war is coming and yeah I am ready to die but I question on who is going to save me.. these gods... will make me burn and suffer.. if i dont follow them... but then Satan is assuring me each time I talk to him... I am just confused a little because who knows that he will betray me in the end when everything goes down.. maybe im overthinking.. but i hope i get answers or opinions from you guys

-Ali

 

[aerodil]

Are you having doubt about Satan? 

Well, then you should stop watching videos about Christianity. They lure people in by scaring them.

Anyways, if the bible's God is real, then why would he do something as stupid as too create a very powerful angel that would betray him? And that angel would also takes 1/3 of the other angels with him. That logic doesn't make any sense. 

Not to mention the bible is filled with contradiction.
"Whoever calls on the name of the Lord will be saved."Acts 2:21
Romans 10:13
"Not everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved."Matthew 7:21

"Only those whom the Lord chooses will be saved."Acts 2:39

Remember, "SATAN" means "TRUTH" in Sanskrit. Sanskrit is the oldest language in the world.

The real lair and deceiver contradict himself.

You're already talking to him right? You already said that you feels happy and assured when you talk to Satan. Listen to your heart. Don't listen to people who says bad things about Satan when they never even talk to him or see him. 

 

 

[oxaroc]

If you're afraid that Satan is deceiving you and in the end will betray you, then that's exactly what the Jews and their mind washing programs (Christianity + Islam + some other shit) has programmed you to think.

I mean if you truly read and study Joyofsatan.com you'll reach the ultimate truth where there would be no more doubt about Satan and who he is, what does he wants, etc..

Plus if all "Gods" are evil and just want to win you to their sides, at least Satan takes care of you if you submit yourself.

I know i'm just a random guy on the internet, but trust me when i tell you this as i'm not gaining anything if you believe me or not. but Satan is THE BEST thing that ever happened to me and the best thing would ever happen to you as well, and i'm forever thankful for him for what he's done to me, one of the things that he's done to me is saving me and other 4 very close people to me, he literally saved us from death OR if we survived we would be living an extremely awful and depressing life.

If he's "investing" in us like what you probably are thinking. Then if you ask me, saving 5 humans just for 1 person isn't that good of an investment..

Don't let fear control you, as this is the enemies most beloved weapon!

Best of luck.

HAIL SATAN!
HAIL ALL SATANIC WARRIORS!!

 

[jelco666]

@aray306,
  I understand how you feel. But think about it. The 3major religions(judaism, christianity, Islam) are all jewish. The group you ran into sounds to be jewish as well, and the end times thing about the mark of the beast, the microchip and forcing people to worship the beast and not allowing anyone to buy or sell unless they have the mark? Who are the ones in control of everything right now(the banks, media, hollywood, government)? THEY'RE ALL JEWS!!! they're behind everything! They're the ones that spread all the lies about Satan and the Demons being bad. Trust me on this. I came from spending 15 years of my life as a christian, and I was taught all that stuff and I believed it. They've done everything they can to portray Satan as evil, especially in horror movies. Heck, that's where most people who aren't tied into any religion get their idea about Satan. We're all taught the He is evil, and then they go on to call him the master decievers, the father of lies, a wolf in sheep's clothing, etc... All to keep you questioning yourself when you finally do come into contact with Him. But there is absolutely no evidence in anything they claim. The evidence all points to them and their false 'god'. If the mark ever comes, who do you think is really behind it?? The same ones that have hated us gentiles from the beginning. Now this new religion that those groups of people were talking about wants you to be prejudice?? It sounds like another jewish thing because again, their putting themselves as good and everyone else as bad. 
   What I'm saying is to just look at where the evidence points. And also another point to make to show that Satan would not be the one behind the forced chip implant if it were to ever happen is that I don't believe anyone here would ever take it and we're on Satan's side.. and we are fighting against this from even happening. Just be wise. Hope this helps.

   Hail Father Satan!!!