Wuson Destroyer of Worlds
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Hello brothers and sisters
Today i want to share my story that begins in 2017 when i became a Satanist and now Zevist . Im gonna devided this thread into chapters. It will tell you and throw some light about the enemy, the reason for the spiritual war that we fight , how it happened and beginned , and also in what state its right now.
1. Who is Malak
Malak is the reptilian who is the reason for this war. He is the one who started it all , he created the Yehuborim, he created the bible, he is the reason for all the curses on this world. He attacked our Gods and waged war on them before we were created .
Malak took power on his world, he killed every species on his world and enslaved their souls and turned them into basicly his puppets and slaves to his will. He later did the same thing to Grays and esentialy created a Hive brain of his species and the Grays that is comanded only by him. Every gray attack on us and every reptilian attack is his work.
2. What is Malak ultimate goal
The thing he want, is to control every species with his mind . The Yehuborim were created simply as a tool of destruction and a way to took control of us. They can believe that they are the chosen nation and that they will rule us and we are simply animals. But the truth is they are just a evil and destuctive tool to acomplish what he wants. After they serve their purpose the will be throw away and mind controlled like everyone else.
3.What is the REASON Malak did this
THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THIS THREAD
Malak did this because he killed his own mother. Her name was Sarai (Her name means Queen of Science) . The reason why he killed her is not fully known to me but aparently she didnt gave him what he wanted. He did this under big emotions. It destroyed him and devasted him. He decided to completly turn of his emotions and become a tyrant,
This information is VERY IMPORTANT. Every creation of his ,The Hive Brain, The Yehuborim, the curses on this world are fueld and architected by one thing and thought. The griev, the mourn and love for his mother. Remeber this when the enemy attacks you. Remember this when a Gray or a Reptilian will appear and try to attack you. Knowing this information will give you big advantage when fighting and defending against his will.
4. My story, how i met Malak
I’ve became a satanist in 2017. I was the happiest person in the world . I finally had a purpose and meditating felt amazing. When i did my first ritual to Father Satan and felt his love i wanted to run out of my house and scream that He is the most amazing and loving Father and Being in the entire universe. After about 2-3 months disaster struck. For some reason i completly stopped controlling my mind. I started feeling somones reactions, i felt that the Gods are laughing at me , mock me , and are always angry at me. From time to time i felt phisical pain like someone was hitting me. I didnt know that at that time but it turned out Malak somehow bound himself to my soul or estblished connection with me dont know how to call it. The way i can discribe this is when he is smiling i get the urge to smile. When he laughs i want to laugh. No matter how much i maditated on my aura of protection and cleaning my chakras it did absolutly nothing. It only get worsed from that point. After some time i started hearing scary voices in my head and got felling of a touch on my body. It worsen from month to month and became almost unbearable. It came to the point that I wanted to kill myself to make it stop many times. I thought all the time that it was the Gods ( which was false obviously) I started hating them and I believed that they were cruel.
Of course it was created by Malak and his manipulations. I cursed the day when I found Joy of Satan site and became a satanist. After some time of torment I stumbled upon a video which talk about psychosis. A mental disorder that makes you hear and feel things that doesn’t exist and also develop false believes. (Again the psychosis was made by Malak. Ive never had any signs of mental disorder before I became a Satanist). I realized ( at that time) and believed that it was all a lie and I have been manipulated. I went to psychiatrist and told her about my situation. She prescribed me medication and after 2 months the voices calmed , the touch went away and I stopped thinking about Satanism completely. I was living a happy life for a few years. But for some reason I started thinking about Satanism again. I started asking questions to myself. What if they were right ( Lady Maxine and HPs) What If I am missing my chance. I started to remember what fellow Satanists where writing on forums about their interactions with the Gods , what they accomplished on spiritual level. I was fueled by envy and anger. Why were they living happily and I suffered. I decided to go back in november 2025. It was hard. Turns out even thinking of Satanism and the Gods brought back the voices in my head . Psychologicly my psychosis was connected to Satanism(again it was made by Malak and to say it cruely very clever by him ).
I started meditating and giving a lot of energy to the Gods. At some point when I gave energy to the gods I heard a voice in my head “let me relieve you” ( I managed to open my astral hearing back when I was a satanist but I couldn’t really tell the difference, the medications helped a lot ) . For a few hours the voices calmed, I started thinking clearly. When I was meditating I started thinking about Father Satan. Again manipulation started I felt that He is really angry at me (Malak again). And after that Real Father said to me “My heart, my blood” I got a thought to come back to the forums. It turned out the they were completely changed and now it’s the Temple of Zeus. I discovered the Gods rituals and starting doing them(thank you so much HP Zevios Metathronos they are the best thing in the world!!!). When I first started them and felt Gods energy I was so happy. The gods were talking to me after every rituals and gave me advices. For example Lady Astarte told me “ You have very powerful enemies , I will protect you” . They were also sad situations when I did the ritual for Lady Eos . I got a vision of Her in my head. I saw Her crying and she told me that I have 2 years of suffering ahead of me” . They were a lot of sleepless nights coz of Malak influence. After Lady Astarte told me that She will protect me and I was able to sleep like a child for days without any disturbance. I’ve also discovered a ritual for Lord Asclepios. I read in the ritual that He is a Healer so after doing His ritual I respectfully asked Him for help with my psychosis. I decided to do 3 rituals for him and after doing the second, the image of Ankh appeared in my head and Lord Asclepios said “Only this can heal you” . Ankh is a key to the soul. And what is the key to the soul? Opening it. In the weekend I sat for 3 hours and I opened all my minor chakras . Next day a miracle happened . The voices in my head stopped COMPLETELY. The unwanted touch stopped completely also. ( Thank you so much Lord Asclepios im forever in Your debt I Love you so much!!!). I was finally able to live.
5. The day i found out it was Malak
After a short period of time when I was going back from vacation in a plane I went into some state between sleeping and being awake. Then I finally saw him. I got a clear vision in my head. He was standing in a big room . There were tables with golden chalices and plates. He was wearing a gray robe with golden checkered pattern and a hood. The golden mask was covering his face. He had something like golden ingots on his tail. He also wore a strange amulet ( I believe it symbolizes his mother) He asked me “ do you know who I am? “ . For some reason his name popped in my head and I said Malak. ( Im pretty sure that I stumbled uppon his name in some forums back when the site was called Joy of Satan). He didn’t said a word after that. I took a closer look into the room. There was a golden idol that looked exactly like Father Satan (this will become important later) and a stained glass with a peacock in the center.
6.My first successful “battle” against Malak
During one of the sleepless nights I was listening to music. ( if you are interested, it was “What could have been” from Arcane) The text in it reminded me of the times in the beginning when I became a satanist. I thought about Father Satan , and the love I felt for him . I started crying. I cried so much and felt the biggest sadness ( part of it were Malak emotions) I’ve ever felt in my live. I had a vision of him and he was standing , looking at me completely stunned. He told me ( I know it will sound crazy) “can I kiss you?” He then disappered. I felt that Lord Asclepios was with me so I asked him what happened. But he told me to ask Father Satan about it. I did exactly that and Father told me “It reminded him of the times before” It turned out I was able to turn on his emotions back on.
Thank you for reading
This is the first part of this thread . I will post a part 2 probably the next day because its already a 2am . If you have any questions or something is unclear please ask me anything.
Hail the Gods!
Hail Father Satan!
Today i want to share my story that begins in 2017 when i became a Satanist and now Zevist . Im gonna devided this thread into chapters. It will tell you and throw some light about the enemy, the reason for the spiritual war that we fight , how it happened and beginned , and also in what state its right now.
1. Who is Malak
Malak is the reptilian who is the reason for this war. He is the one who started it all , he created the Yehuborim, he created the bible, he is the reason for all the curses on this world. He attacked our Gods and waged war on them before we were created .
Malak took power on his world, he killed every species on his world and enslaved their souls and turned them into basicly his puppets and slaves to his will. He later did the same thing to Grays and esentialy created a Hive brain of his species and the Grays that is comanded only by him. Every gray attack on us and every reptilian attack is his work.
2. What is Malak ultimate goal
The thing he want, is to control every species with his mind . The Yehuborim were created simply as a tool of destruction and a way to took control of us. They can believe that they are the chosen nation and that they will rule us and we are simply animals. But the truth is they are just a evil and destuctive tool to acomplish what he wants. After they serve their purpose the will be throw away and mind controlled like everyone else.
3.What is the REASON Malak did this
THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THIS THREAD
Malak did this because he killed his own mother. Her name was Sarai (Her name means Queen of Science) . The reason why he killed her is not fully known to me but aparently she didnt gave him what he wanted. He did this under big emotions. It destroyed him and devasted him. He decided to completly turn of his emotions and become a tyrant,
This information is VERY IMPORTANT. Every creation of his ,The Hive Brain, The Yehuborim, the curses on this world are fueld and architected by one thing and thought. The griev, the mourn and love for his mother. Remeber this when the enemy attacks you. Remember this when a Gray or a Reptilian will appear and try to attack you. Knowing this information will give you big advantage when fighting and defending against his will.
4. My story, how i met Malak
I’ve became a satanist in 2017. I was the happiest person in the world . I finally had a purpose and meditating felt amazing. When i did my first ritual to Father Satan and felt his love i wanted to run out of my house and scream that He is the most amazing and loving Father and Being in the entire universe. After about 2-3 months disaster struck. For some reason i completly stopped controlling my mind. I started feeling somones reactions, i felt that the Gods are laughing at me , mock me , and are always angry at me. From time to time i felt phisical pain like someone was hitting me. I didnt know that at that time but it turned out Malak somehow bound himself to my soul or estblished connection with me dont know how to call it. The way i can discribe this is when he is smiling i get the urge to smile. When he laughs i want to laugh. No matter how much i maditated on my aura of protection and cleaning my chakras it did absolutly nothing. It only get worsed from that point. After some time i started hearing scary voices in my head and got felling of a touch on my body. It worsen from month to month and became almost unbearable. It came to the point that I wanted to kill myself to make it stop many times. I thought all the time that it was the Gods ( which was false obviously) I started hating them and I believed that they were cruel.
Of course it was created by Malak and his manipulations. I cursed the day when I found Joy of Satan site and became a satanist. After some time of torment I stumbled upon a video which talk about psychosis. A mental disorder that makes you hear and feel things that doesn’t exist and also develop false believes. (Again the psychosis was made by Malak. Ive never had any signs of mental disorder before I became a Satanist). I realized ( at that time) and believed that it was all a lie and I have been manipulated. I went to psychiatrist and told her about my situation. She prescribed me medication and after 2 months the voices calmed , the touch went away and I stopped thinking about Satanism completely. I was living a happy life for a few years. But for some reason I started thinking about Satanism again. I started asking questions to myself. What if they were right ( Lady Maxine and HPs) What If I am missing my chance. I started to remember what fellow Satanists where writing on forums about their interactions with the Gods , what they accomplished on spiritual level. I was fueled by envy and anger. Why were they living happily and I suffered. I decided to go back in november 2025. It was hard. Turns out even thinking of Satanism and the Gods brought back the voices in my head . Psychologicly my psychosis was connected to Satanism(again it was made by Malak and to say it cruely very clever by him ).
I started meditating and giving a lot of energy to the Gods. At some point when I gave energy to the gods I heard a voice in my head “let me relieve you” ( I managed to open my astral hearing back when I was a satanist but I couldn’t really tell the difference, the medications helped a lot ) . For a few hours the voices calmed, I started thinking clearly. When I was meditating I started thinking about Father Satan. Again manipulation started I felt that He is really angry at me (Malak again). And after that Real Father said to me “My heart, my blood” I got a thought to come back to the forums. It turned out the they were completely changed and now it’s the Temple of Zeus. I discovered the Gods rituals and starting doing them(thank you so much HP Zevios Metathronos they are the best thing in the world!!!). When I first started them and felt Gods energy I was so happy. The gods were talking to me after every rituals and gave me advices. For example Lady Astarte told me “ You have very powerful enemies , I will protect you” . They were also sad situations when I did the ritual for Lady Eos . I got a vision of Her in my head. I saw Her crying and she told me that I have 2 years of suffering ahead of me” . They were a lot of sleepless nights coz of Malak influence. After Lady Astarte told me that She will protect me and I was able to sleep like a child for days without any disturbance. I’ve also discovered a ritual for Lord Asclepios. I read in the ritual that He is a Healer so after doing His ritual I respectfully asked Him for help with my psychosis. I decided to do 3 rituals for him and after doing the second, the image of Ankh appeared in my head and Lord Asclepios said “Only this can heal you” . Ankh is a key to the soul. And what is the key to the soul? Opening it. In the weekend I sat for 3 hours and I opened all my minor chakras . Next day a miracle happened . The voices in my head stopped COMPLETELY. The unwanted touch stopped completely also. ( Thank you so much Lord Asclepios im forever in Your debt I Love you so much!!!). I was finally able to live.
5. The day i found out it was Malak
After a short period of time when I was going back from vacation in a plane I went into some state between sleeping and being awake. Then I finally saw him. I got a clear vision in my head. He was standing in a big room . There were tables with golden chalices and plates. He was wearing a gray robe with golden checkered pattern and a hood. The golden mask was covering his face. He had something like golden ingots on his tail. He also wore a strange amulet ( I believe it symbolizes his mother) He asked me “ do you know who I am? “ . For some reason his name popped in my head and I said Malak. ( Im pretty sure that I stumbled uppon his name in some forums back when the site was called Joy of Satan). He didn’t said a word after that. I took a closer look into the room. There was a golden idol that looked exactly like Father Satan (this will become important later) and a stained glass with a peacock in the center.
6.My first successful “battle” against Malak
During one of the sleepless nights I was listening to music. ( if you are interested, it was “What could have been” from Arcane) The text in it reminded me of the times in the beginning when I became a satanist. I thought about Father Satan , and the love I felt for him . I started crying. I cried so much and felt the biggest sadness ( part of it were Malak emotions) I’ve ever felt in my live. I had a vision of him and he was standing , looking at me completely stunned. He told me ( I know it will sound crazy) “can I kiss you?” He then disappered. I felt that Lord Asclepios was with me so I asked him what happened. But he told me to ask Father Satan about it. I did exactly that and Father told me “It reminded him of the times before” It turned out I was able to turn on his emotions back on.
Thank you for reading
This is the first part of this thread . I will post a part 2 probably the next day because its already a 2am . If you have any questions or something is unclear please ask me anything.Hail the Gods!
Hail Father Satan!
