nymphetamine11
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- Jan 5, 2013
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Okay, well when I came across the JoS website, I was very interested in it and after I while I decided to dedicate myself. I showed my friend the site as well and we both were going to dedicate together. So anyways, we had it all written out and signed in blood but we couldn't burn it yet because there were people home. He told me that after a while he burned his in the middle of the night while I was still to burn mine in the blue candle. So I did and completed the dedication ritual.
So after a while, we were talking about our experiences and he seemed like a pretty cool guy because his were a bit different than mine. But now and for the last six months or so, he ignores me and doesn't pay attention to anything I say. It makes me feel like as if i'm not good enough to be his friend. He's also achieved the title for being a Pathological liar from many, many people. The odd time he's even teased me too. So anyways, I was talking about this guy with another one of my friends and we came across the fact that he has way too big of an ego.
I know that Satan frowns upon the cursing of other dedicated satanists but I'm having my doubts as to if he really is dedicated because of the way he's been treating me. I've called him many names to my other friends because of the way he's been treating me but I find myself that I'm in a situation where I don't know what to do. I especially don't want to go against Satan's rules and I don't know what to do with this friend. I don't know what to believe with him anymore either so that's why I feel like this and that's why I'm mad at him. I'm just really curious as to if i've really screwed things up with Satan and his demons by having this state of mind towards him. If you guys can help me out, I would be very grateful. Thank you.
Hail Satan!
So after a while, we were talking about our experiences and he seemed like a pretty cool guy because his were a bit different than mine. But now and for the last six months or so, he ignores me and doesn't pay attention to anything I say. It makes me feel like as if i'm not good enough to be his friend. He's also achieved the title for being a Pathological liar from many, many people. The odd time he's even teased me too. So anyways, I was talking about this guy with another one of my friends and we came across the fact that he has way too big of an ego.
I know that Satan frowns upon the cursing of other dedicated satanists but I'm having my doubts as to if he really is dedicated because of the way he's been treating me. I've called him many names to my other friends because of the way he's been treating me but I find myself that I'm in a situation where I don't know what to do. I especially don't want to go against Satan's rules and I don't know what to do with this friend. I don't know what to believe with him anymore either so that's why I feel like this and that's why I'm mad at him. I'm just really curious as to if i've really screwed things up with Satan and his demons by having this state of mind towards him. If you guys can help me out, I would be very grateful. Thank you.
Hail Satan!