Luciferian Goetia

[rudolphdutoit]

Hello All
The other nite i decided to do the rite of the coiling serpent from the Luciferian Goetia. After meditation i performed the right and decided to retire for the nite.
There was a tremendous amount of energy in the house and i felt realy anxious.
I was awake for most of the nite. The bed also shook a few times. I mean phisically shake, for real. My wife asked me "what the hell are you doing", I just kept it together and thought there is no place for fear. As i was not making a move.

Here's the problem:
After being indoctrinated by christianity for so many years as a child. And after being taught to be a so called warrior for the other side in prayer etc. i think certain things are ingrained into my subconcious mind. I

All through the night demons came one after the other and showed themselves to me and instead of embracing them i fought like crazy to get them out and away from me.

My wife had to shake me awake a couple of times as things got really out of hand.

I need to get rid of my xtian programming and embrace my future with Lucifer the prince of this world.

How do I get rid of this fucking xtian shit imbeded into my subconcious mind?

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]I takes a while to deprogram yourself from that.I too had a battle with the enemy in that respect.I personally had to do some blasphemous rituals that defamed that sick xtian spirit in my life.There is a ritual on the ageofsatan site,that blasphemes the holy spirit.Plus a lot of power meditation,will eventually rid you of that filthy spirit.As Macs post said,we have been programed with that shit since we were children,and I come from a long line of sick,enslaved xtians,who headed up that perverted program.so it takes time to get that shit out of our minds and spirits.Just keep fighting it,with meditation,and it will let loose eventually.Hang in there!
Hail Satan!
Brian 

--- On Fri, 4/8/11, rudolphdutoit <rudolphdutoit@... wrote:

From: rudolphdutoit <rudolphdutoit@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Luciferian Goetia
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, April 8, 2011, 10:46 AM

  Hello All
The other nite i decided to do the rite of the coiling serpent from the Luciferian Goetia. After meditation i performed the right and decided to retire for the nite.
There was a tremendous amount of energy in the house and i felt realy anxious.
I was awake for most of the nite. The bed also shook a few times. I mean phisically shake, for real. My wife asked me "what the hell are you doing", I just kept it together and thought there is no place for fear. As i was not making a move.

Here's the problem:
After being indoctrinated by christianity for so many years as a child. And after being taught to be a so called warrior for the other side in prayer etc. i think certain things are ingrained into my subconcious mind. I

All through the night demons came one after the other and showed themselves to me and instead of embracing them i fought like crazy to get them out and away from me.

My wife had to shake me awake a couple of times as things got really out of hand.

I need to get rid of my xtian programming and embrace my future with Lucifer the prince of this world.

How do I get rid of this fucking xtian shit imbeded into my subconcious mind?

[/TD]

 

[David1]

you have to deprogram your mind. same thing as riding yourself of all guilt or shame. check out the "overcoming Obstacales" link in the meditational website.

you can also go into a trance,and say to yourself mentally or physically,"i am freeing myself of all christian(xian) influences in my subconscius mind. I find all these influences to be unnecessary in my mind.im now free"

Hope it helps
HAIL SATAN

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Hello All
The other nite i decided to do the rite of the coiling serpent from the Luciferian Goetia. After meditation i performed the right and decided to retire for the nite.
There was a tremendous amount of energy in the house and i felt realy anxious.
I was awake for most of the nite. The bed also shook a few times. I mean phisically shake, for real. My wife asked me "what the hell are you doing", I just kept it together and thought there is no place for fear. As i was not making a move.

Here's the problem:
After being indoctrinated by christianity for so many years as a child. And after being taught to be a so called warrior for the other side in prayer etc. i think certain things are ingrained into my subconcious mind. I

All through the night demons came one after the other and showed themselves to me and instead of embracing them i fought like crazy to get them out and away from me.

My wife had to shake me awake a couple of times as things got really out of hand.

I need to get rid of my xtian programming and embrace my future with Lucifer the prince of this world.

How do I get rid of this fucking xtian shit imbeded into my subconcious mind?