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Also Rabit Feet, dunno about your experience, but you should try to contact that spirit when you feel ready, could be your guardian demon, but you'll have to be sure if it is of Father Satan's by asking them if they are. And be sure they say they are of Satan, not Lucifer, Enki, or other of Father's names, as this really shows how afraid they are to the name "Satan"

honestly how though i dont know this figures sigil or his name even 
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rabbit feet

Ask the spirit, like ask him "Give me signs of who you are?" And then from there, you must be open. For example, I asked my incubus, Xavier, on what his identity really is, including his name. I received very coincidential and blatant signs after that, very positive in nature.

The one thing to remember is to know the negative entities messing with you. I got the most damaging jumpscare from the angels when I started the 19th Enochian Key four days after. I was meditating, and said in my head to Xavier, "Wonder what those damn angels looked like." After a few seconds, I felt my incubus's energy grow cold, like he became serious. Then I received two visions of the same images, only closed up, followed by a huge jumpscare with a wham of negative energy, either made by my fear, enemy or both. It took me two days to try and calm myself whenever I try to close my eyes, it wasn't pretty. But I steeled myself and said "If they gave me a blatant sign like that, then I must be damaging them real hard."

I'll be posting about Angelic Intrusion once I have the time, I'm planning to add up my Rituals and the 19th Enochian Keys up to November 2, in which I am already done with because it's Halloween, the horror movies really like to scare peeps.

How are you doing now? I've thought about having a succubus myself but I want a human relationship. I'm hoping to hear some good news

I got rejected pretty harshly today by a girl I had a crush on, and I'm at the point where I wish I could just have a lobotomy. I don't know why women all seem to want me in excruciating agony for some reason but it's seriously not working out for me. I haven't even had a hug in four years and I wish I could say I'm sick of mortal women like aeonsdecay, but I would never hear the end of it. Everybody would just say that I'm a beta male who hates women and everything is my fault because I'm a bad person for being a beta male that is resentful of women for being superior to me. So whatever. Let's just say I've had some bad luck. Enough to make asking a girl out a rare occasion these days with no results.

It's not that I need the validation of "having someone" I just feel that I may as well live in a cave. But I can't force people to love or respect me and I can't not do the right thing by fighting for what's right after knowing the truth. I would do anything for someone to just hit me up and talk to me so I don't have to brainwash myself into thinking that I actually have options and friends when in reality I'm the only one who puts in effort. Not to just be negative but it's all such a load of bullshit, and I feel like I'm going to be really fucked up in the head soon if my life keeps going in this direction.

For anyone here with a human partner, how did you get them? Did you just walk up to them and talk to them? Or did you know them through mutual friends or something first?

And rabbit feet, did you manage to find an incubus or a partner?

Ive been single for 23 years(only dated in mmorpg cause for some reason having a rl partner ddnt sit well with me) and was a virgin for 23 years (turned 23 last Dec 31st) living with a woman I used to be coworkers with. We started hanging out because of pot (both now sober for over a month trying to do something with our lives).

Thru my 23years only 3 females have I actually wanted to be with. The 1st one when I was ready to say something I moved across the US( from MN to Ok). The 2nd moved out to a different city. 3rd was someone I met online but lives overseas.

Point I'm trying to make is that if ustop worrying about it all together before u know it father will lead U to the one u need the most during the most critical time. even during my immense suffering of loneliness theres always been little things here and there to slightly abate the depression of being alone(like knowing I'm not the only one) lucky for me my roommate(the woman) we have a weird relationship where we give eachother physical comfort when needed(not sex,tho she was the 1st one i had intercourse with and still the only one) I'm positive father guided us together because we were both in points of our lives where evrything was falling apart, now things are finally gaining stability after about 2 months.

Or I guess u could try a dating site lol mby u and the perfect other will be lead to each immediately or after going thru failure dates. Cantvlet father do everything, that defeats the purpose of being a Zevist ;)

Sorry if I ranted #_#

Ugh. Every time I got a new girl, or even met a new woman I used to wonder if she's the one. I don't think that way anymore... but Father has sent me people, and sent me to them, to make each other happy, at least enough times to not feel completely lonely. I'm often talking to multiple girls at a time now with no intention of a relationship, just to make myself feel less lonely. It's so ridiculous because if you flirt with them for too long they will be like "why didn't you ask me out yet you pathetic asshole" and if you ask them out too soon they'll be like "why don't you get to know me first asshole". That's why I try to just keep it light and flirt when I'm around town. And also talk other random people which is great because generally people around here are super duper friendly just to talk to normally. It's just so that I don't trash my social skills. Although sometimes I wonder if people think I have autism for walking up to them out of the blue and saying Hello.

I should have put this in the first post... my apologies. I'll try better next time to keep it all in one post.
Maybe you should see if your roommate would want to be in a relationship with you? She sounds like she likes you. And also you weren't ranting, just sharing a story which is good because sometimes sharing stories is a good way to learn.

The other day I decided I'd ask out this girl I flirt with sometimes at the store. I asked Satan to help because I knew she was just at the cash register and wouldn't want to be bothered. And also, I go in there all the time so I wouldn't want to be a laughing stock for everyone else if I got rejected.

So anyways I left and came back when I was guided to, and this time she was right by the front door sweeping with nobody else around. I asked her out and she gave me a gross reaction and said she was too busy with school. I wonder if she noticed that I'd wanted to do that for a while but never had a good time. Because I'm not going to ask a girl out when she's at the register. But it was really convenient time for me to do it. Like, she must think I'm psychic for coming in at such a perfect time to do it, it was that much of a "coincidence". But anyways. She said no. Which was sad because I actually thought she might say yes since Father is supposed to guide us to the right people, however I obviously misjudged the situation.

I don't know how many people I flirt with but there's always seemingly something in the way of getting to know them. I have had four(?) girlfriends and the only way I ever met any of them was through mutual friends. Just going up to a girl and being like, "Hey you're interesting and I want to know more about you, can we go for coffee on Tuesday?" is seriously not going to work. I don't know who is giving out this advice but that seriously does not work, with men or women. The problem is that I have no friends now that know any girls. Oftentimes I do not want to make more friends but I find that if I stop talking to them then they will stop talking to me. I'd only want to be friends with someone who actually actively tries to retain my friendship.

What does work is getting to know a girl through at least an hour of conversation and then asking her to hang out normally. There is this other punk looking girl I was talking to who was obviously flattered by me and said "maybe you'll see me around". So I'm going to ask her if she goes to any shows and see if she wants to go to a bar show with me.
now I'm ranting and probably jinx'd it but whatever
FOR SCIENCE!

I wish this stuff wasn't so complicated. How hard should it be?

But your roommate seems to like you, I bet if you talked to her and like her back, you guys could be an item. That's how most of my relationships basically started.

I also had a relationship online that only lasted like a few months. We even started calling each other, she lived in Norway. But she revealed that she had feminist tendencies by... (its hard to explain) basically overreacting and putting words in my mouth and the whole show, so it ended. That was sad, because I would have flown her out my way to be with her. Poor me :(
I think the main problem is that people just suck. I often hear "I hate men" or "I hate women" and it's relatively equally valid because if you had bad  experiences then they are valid. I'm just waiting for father to guide me to someone who is open and doesn't just want to play games and be carried. I don't blame all women, but there are a lot of stupid and evil ones out there.

But beyond that I've tried online dating to no avail, although I recently moved and haven't tried it here yet. You may as well just keep trying, you know what I mean. Getting rejected or failing doesn't say anything about you or me or anyone else, besides that they want someone. So I'm not letting myself give up. But I always like hearing about how couples met and words of encouragement.

Nah neither of us want that kind of obligation of actual 'love' just emotion/physical comfort when needed. Tho there was a point that I wanted love but being alone and not having any physical/emotional support for so long the craving for long term permenant love isnt in me for now.

Talking to random ppl lol atleast u dnt have social anxiety thats a big plus. Mby the reason u havnt found "the one" for u is because their souls arnt satanic. With the rise of ToZ popularity ur chance of meeting a 'new recruit' is getting better. Patience is key(which it seems u understand in spades).

Good job spotting tht red flag and noping out tho!!!

I didnt notice you had two posts @caeryx...
The thing about the being negative all the time and stuff is that its not like its wrong to just speak your mind or feel bad or even just vent for 5 minutes I mean we're human beings but being hardcore depressed over being lonely ain't going to get you anywhere. However it is apparently a fact that you are better off actually looking for someone rather than waiting for them to "just come along". Apparently those relationships last longer. So just sitting around believing that just being happy and positive will get you anywhere is false, ESPECIALLY if you are a man. Men always get shit for being lonely too, like if you're just sad because you're alone one day, someone's always there to tell you to fuck off and cheer up because everybody thinks you hate the human race when you're sad for some reason. Its silly lol. It's basically like this in chronological order:
-I get rejected-alone-girls think, "omg he must hate us because he's alone and we're with our boyfriends"-girls get bored of boyfriends-come back to me, thinking I've been waiting-I say no or have someone who isn't them-girl thinks, "omg he must hate women because nobody says no to me and means it" (if I say no) or "Omg he settled for that bitch" (if I have a new gf)
The actual Elliot Rogers of the world are few and far between, and there are legitimate concerns to be had with the way people conduct their sexual lives and other social outcomes with or without being sad and angry with it. The most important thing about your mentioning this is that it is ultimately a choice, for your own health at bare minimum.

The thing that perplexes me is that some girls will be getting beaten up everynight by some ugly five-foot-four avocado taster and all I actually wanna do is make them happy in the first place so like whatever, as long as you don't show the hurting side of yourself first then it's ok in my opinion

I'm not going to fall for some crap where someone's pulling me along by a string saying we'll be together some day and I'm supposed to just suck it up and keep giving them love and positivity and forgiving them for no reason. There's nothing to forgive anyways if someone just doesn't want to be with you. It's ok to be sad about having nobody but you can't hold it against people. Even if they are with someone who treats them like shit and is worthless and they love you, they're just retarded. Not my problem, why would I want to be with someone like that?

It doesn't matter if they're just "YOLO" and young and fooling around, if they said No to me then I probs won't feel like giving them a second chance. That's the way I see it. I'm not going to just sit around like, "hey baby look at how much I can offer you, I'm such a good provider baby don't you want to come to me? :) ". In a rare case I will be like that, but in general that's not going to help either of us by the looks of it.

Oh and also the "confidence" thing is so odd to me. I've been told I lack confidence one time right after my mom died and was resuscitated. It's like, dude, my mom just died, asshole. It's not that I lack confidence it's that realistically the girl in question is probably going to say no, and maybe I just don't have it in me to walk up to her pretending that I "know" she will say yes and just force myself to smile and be all perfect just for her. I feel like that will actually hinder your success more than if you just WANT to talk to the person. Treat it like work that you have to be "confident" for, and you'll feel like a telemarketer every time you ask a girl out :P
I've found some girls are flattered by the idea that you aren't typically open, but just like them enough to be confident around them. Even if they think you're a loser, it at least affirms that they are and you believe they are a nice person. That's got my foot in the door many more times than just forcing myself to be confident. But a lack of confidence or low self esteem is a killer in every situation.

At least though we do things the natural way more or less. We live in a culture that simultaneously is obsessed with instant gratification like fast food, but has a weird romanticize for the simple life, and what this is creating is a sexual marketplace that is just fucked up for reasons beyond what can typically be rationally explained. In twenty years, women will probably order their husband online and go through a drive-thru for sex. Who knows.

It's just more natural at our(?) age to have gone through at least moderate heartbreak, rather than ALWAYS have someone there as part of some underground social program to satisfy us. That's all these people are, they are unconsciously a part of a social program that will ensure they will always have access to pleasure at the expense of their very individuality, maybe even their souls. Not that I don't wish we had a similar program for identifying and network with other Satanists but if you are just "a punk" or "a metalhead" or a "sports fan" it's gonna be way fucking easier for you to meet people and get along with them especially if you have few other standards.

That's why it's good to have at least some alternative interest or other as a means to just meet people, but unless you're really committed to the party lifestyle, the vast majority of people are not getting their social, sexual and romantic needs met. That's just statistics.

because the thing is that when you are a straight male, you generally don't have the privilege of forgetting about the other sex entirely and just "doing you" or whatever. You can't just be like, oh well, I should worry about myself. When you are a man it's up to you to initiate relationships almost 95% of the time. So as a straight man if you're alone it's virtually always your fault because you miss every shot you don't take.

So the big problem is when a man is always looking, there is always someone there to criticize him for not being happy with just being alone. Someone always says, "just stop looking and someone will come along! Just do you! Can't you be happy alone?" People don't realize that we constantly need to be on the look out for opportunities because you miss 100% of the shots you don't take. It's up to us to make the shots, and no girl is going to come around and find us when we aren't even looking. Very very rarely does this happen, and never to me or any straight man I'm friends with that I know of.
Another problem is when a man asks out 20 girls and gets rejected every time then someone will always be there to warn him about hating society because he didn't get his way. The man doesn't even have to suggest that he is displeased from being rejected, but we will get shit for being rejected anyways because we are literally expected to be jealous. Women seem to (not saying they do just saying seem to) immediately categorize single men as either players or jealous men who hate society, so I have no idea why they even date us at all sometimes. They just like to feel in control through this way of thinking I guess. I wish this would stop already. Not that you (caeryx) were doing that, but it could so easily snowball into that. It does way too often. When I point out what's wrong with society, it doesn't mean I hate it or am jealous of it basically, it just means that factually there is an issue or an error whether I benefit from it or not.

@mirela_14 Thank you. I just don't take it personally when someone is a bitch. The truest part is that they are that way for absolutely, literally, no reason.

Why were you denied a demoness?

Hi guys , ,how are you doing??? I'm very much curious to know you ,,kindly send your pictures....

Seriously fucker???... You inflitrators dont even CARE to try anymore!XDXDXD

I usually don't care for a love relationship like I would have the time anyway I just want sex lol
I feel bad tho cus there's this girl who I helped perform the dedication ritual and she loves me, she says she fanatizes about me but she doesn't meditate as much as i do so she is not in my level of power yet! or I doubt she will ever will be.
So i try to keep my distance from her even tho I do guide to her when ever she needs help, and don't get me wrong shes beautiful and pure but I just don't have the time for any of that.
One should worry more about advancing in their meditations once youre powerful enough you will have all types of women throwing themselves at you. Lol

Thisisfalsealias: You're probably right this path can be a lonely path, i just don't wanna be distracted from my meditations because I know one slip up will land me back to drug and alcohol abuse and I don't wanna fall victim to that anymore I'm tired of always falling.
This path is not easy but remember we are not alone we have our gods who are family, our demon friends and father Satan himself guiding us each step in the way. Don't give up on yourself just because you can't find love, those who are without are lost and they will not become what you will become one day something great and powerful!!!!

Does anybody else find that shit about "Game" in dating really stupid and degenerate? Like all that bullshit RooshV says. Here is a quote:
"I remember the days when boldly approaching a girl was enough for her to think you were confident and attractive, but now that girls are approached so frequently, how bold is she going to think you are when you’re the third guy to speak to her that day?"
Think of a girl who works as a cashier. Doesn't get out much. This girl is not being asked out multiple times a fucking day. It just doesn't happen, unless you're in New York? Guys speak to her all day and if she gets hit in it's in a bizarre way by someone totally random. When a relatively normal guy shows interest, she is obviously flattered.
I've lived in small places. Some of the girls there, many of them, maybe most, expect more game than do women from cities. They expect it probably because they just want to be "normal", and act like how they think women in big cities would. They want to feel like you're just a silly man who doesn't know the ways, because they are probably embarrassed, scared, and has only even had sex two times in their lives before.
I get it. People can be brainwashed. And if women can be so easily brainwashed into being so bad, why should I still want them? Well who cares because they should be brainwashed into doing the right thing. All these magazines like Vice and Cosmopolitan and these individuals like Roosh should put the maximum focus on why this new direction is wrong and treat it like cannibalism. I would never marry someone who is into "casual sex culture". I actually kind of hate them. I would have no problem with someone who's had many short relationships where love and that special thing between people was realized, but I hate these robotic materialistic new societal standards.

I have read a ton of posts similar to this one. Satan will give you an INCUBUS when he gives you one. You need to have patience. Satan obviously doesnt think youre ready yet. The spirit youre seeing. Ask who it is. Hail SatanMellee

hey been awhile since ive talked on  here , im not having the best in luck , i feel almost cursed i was robbed at school , bullied ect , dumped for another girl you name it . nothing seems to be looking up and at this pont i feel alone and hopeless ,i feel like all my friends have left me for the wolves and with the stress of my family and school and more and more responsibilities , i feel like im getting no where im turning 18 soon and am trying to find a place to move out of my parents house . i would like to share a place with some one but my luck in relationships fail and lately ive sorta given up on human relation ships, sory if im rambling . my question i guess is how do i summon a inscubis i tried onc and i saw a figure that night but other than that nothing happened. Can you have a relationship with a inscubis and if so what are you getting into? I dont want a repeat of my old relationship where i was used for sex . i want a real relation ship , something to build with some one who will love me for me the website is confusing for me and im bad at focusing when i meditate . please no rude awnsers thank you hail satan 
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rabbit feet

I'm thinking I might have given that girl the wrong number and when she didn't get a reply that's when and why she did not arrive. It's a shame our schedules are so different I'll have to wait a week to talk to her. I'll ask her if she tried texting me and if she says yes I'll give her the right number and tell her to text me so I can give her the details. I really hope that is the case even though I'd feel so bad. If she said no I didn't try to text you, I'll tell her I gave her the wrong number anyways and walk away. I am a master at recovering from being stood up lol. Sorry to talk about myself so much in this thread but I'm happy to read other peoples' experiences and comment on them as well because I'm interested in hearing about my brothers' and sisters' lives.