Lost and in need of help

Jan 1, 2011

Greetings Bros and Sisters,
Lately I've been feeling very lonely and let down, first of all, I've just turned 16 and I'm so depressed since I have no Satanic friends at all. I've never had a girlfriend, well, a girlffriend that actually understood me and liked me for who I am. I have an enemy on who I performed 2 destruction rituals which never worked because my aura is too weak. You could say that I should get my shit together and start meditating, well, it always seems that I land on my feet no matter what, so I start meditating and feeling no progress, then maybe 2 days later all the bad memories start drifting in and I feel like shit again. I've asked many questione similar to this one before on here and I get responses like, clean your aura and stuff, but I try to and I have NO FUCKING IDEA whether I am doing it right or not and same goes with many other meditations... I don't even know what I'm asking here... I think about suicide every day but I know if I do it, I'll come back to the same situation in my next life which is 10 times worse, So I just say to myself, "This shit is no match fo you, you're stronger than that" this will motivate me for a couple of days then again, I'm deep in the depression... So I'm absolutely confused and lost.. please help! Hail Satan!

Jan 2, 2011#3

Thank You very much... Just one question about the link/tube... How am I or other beginners supposed to do it if we can't see it? Hail Satan!\
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On Sat, Jan 1, 2011 at 10:27 AM, High Priest Vovim Baghie <[ email redacted ] wrote:\
You need to take control of your Situation and Be an Adult about this. The reason people have been giving you the same advice of "Clean Your Aura" is because it will help you.\
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You need to assess your current situation and find out what is causing your depression, force yourself to meditate and perform the Aura of protection daily. If you refuse to do that, then you only have yourself to blame for you depression.\
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Whether you are motivated or not, Meditation is just something you HAVE to do, and if you don't you will only be a victim of the enemy. Push yourself as hard as you can and even then push further.\
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Make sure you sever the enemy link as well: \
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When mediation, stop hindering yourself by worrying about whether you are doing it correctly or not, It doesn't matter just relax and open yourself up to the mediation that you are doing. Keep your focus on the Mediation and what you are trying to achieve, not on trivial shit. - if you feel board or unmotivated then just listen to music while you meditate, there is no reason whatsoever not to Mediate daily.\
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Regards,\
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-High Priest Vovim Baghie\
Samurai Of Malphas\
Hail Father Satan! Hail Malphas-sama!\
Hail Horus-sama! Hail Azazel-sama!\
Hail Astaroth-sama! Hail Lilith-sama!\
Hail Clistheret-sama!\
Hail All The Mighty Gods Of Duat!\
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https://templeofzeus.org/\
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Joy of Satan Ministries\
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88!\
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--- In , "666 Viktor 666" <ave.diabolus1994@... wrote:\
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Greetings Bros and Sisters,\
Lately I've been feeling very lonely and let down, first of all, I've just turned 16 and I'm so depressed since I have no Satanic friends at all. I've never had a girlfriend, well, a girlffriend that actually understood me and liked me for who I am. I have an enemy on who I performed 2 destruction rituals which never worked because my aura is too weak. You could say that I should get my shit together and start meditating, well, it always seems that I land on my feet no matter what, so I start meditating and feeling no progress, then maybe 2 days later all the bad memories start drifting in and I feel like shit again. I've asked many questione similar to this one before on here and I get responses like, clean your aura and stuff, but I try to and I have NO FUCKING IDEA whether I am doing it right or not and same goes with many other meditations... I don't even know what I'm asking here... I think about suicide every day but I know if I do it, I'll come back to the same situation in my next life which is 10 times worse, So I just say to myself, "This shit is no match fo you, you're stronger than that" this will motivate me for a couple of days then again, I'm deep in the depression... So I'm absolutely confused and lost.. please help! Hail Satan!\
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Thank You very much... Just one question about the link/tube... How am I or other beginners supposed to do it if we can't see it? Hail Satan!\
\

On Sat, Jan 1, 2011 at 10:27 AM, High Priest Vovim Baghie <[ email redacted ] wrote:\
You need to take control of your Situation and Be an Adult about this. The reason people have been giving you the same advice of "Clean Your Aura" is because it will help you.\
\
You need to assess your current situation and find out what is causing your depression, force yourself to meditate and perform the Aura of protection daily. If you refuse to do that, then you only have yourself to blame for you depression.\
\
Whether you are motivated or not, Meditation is just something you HAVE to do, and if you don't you will only be a victim of the enemy. Push yourself as hard as you can and even then push further.\
\
Make sure you sever the enemy link as well: \
\
When mediation, stop hindering yourself by worrying about whether you are doing it correctly or not, It doesn't matter just relax and open yourself up to the mediation that you are doing. Keep your focus on the Mediation and what you are trying to achieve, not on trivial shit. - if you feel board or unmotivated then just listen to music while you meditate, there is no reason whatsoever not to Mediate daily.\
\
Regards,\
\
-High Priest Vovim Baghie\
Samurai Of Malphas\
Hail Father Satan! Hail Malphas-sama!\
Hail Horus-sama! Hail Azazel-sama!\
Hail Astaroth-sama! Hail Lilith-sama!\
Hail Clistheret-sama!\
Hail All The Mighty Gods Of Duat!\
\
https://templeofzeus.org/\
\
\
\
Joy of Satan Ministries\
\
88!\
\
--- In , "666 Viktor 666" <ave.diabolus1994@... wrote:\
\
Greetings Bros and Sisters,\
Lately I've been feeling very lonely and let down, first of all, I've just turned 16 and I'm so depressed since I have no Satanic friends at all. I've never had a girlfriend, well, a girlffriend that actually understood me and liked me for who I am. I have an enemy on who I performed 2 destruction rituals which never worked because my aura is too weak. You could say that I should get my shit together and start meditating, well, it always seems that I land on my feet no matter what, so I start meditating and feeling no progress, then maybe 2 days later all the bad memories start drifting in and I feel like shit again. I've asked many questione similar to this one before on here and I get responses like, clean your aura and stuff, but I try to and I have NO FUCKING IDEA whether I am doing it right or not and same goes with many other meditations... I don't even know what I'm asking here... I think about suicide every day but I know if I do it, I'll come back to the same situation in my next life which is 10 times worse, So I just say to myself, "This shit is no match fo you, you're stronger than that" this will motivate me for a couple of days then again, I'm deep in the depression... So I'm absolutely confused and lost.. please help! Hail Satan!\
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