Losing My Will

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Recently, I was lost a lot of will to do many things. Especially meditations. The strange thing is, I get myself all ready to meditate and 'get in the zone', then I just lose interest and the general will to perform whatever I was going to do.

I have a feeling that this is not of my own doing, as my usual things that are not a part of my spiritual life are not affected. So, what do you people think? Am I just not dedicated enough? Are there any activities I could do to get back on track? Is there an angel after me?!

Please, forgive my ignorance.

 

[garimevil]

what i suggest is give yourself time in between meditation to do different ones throughout the day.like for instance,

when every you feel bored,cleanse your aura.it only takes 4 minutes.

when your walking,breathe in white energy.

when your laying on the grass outside,do void meditation by staring at the sky.

What i mean is you dont have to settle for like an hour doing meditation.you can meditate through out the whole day.just like in a pattern,if u will.

think of it as you lifting weights when ever you want to through out the day.and your muscles will get stronger anyway.no matter what.
Feel free to do what ever,I think lord Satan would understand

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], spudkuzik@... wrote:


Recently, I was lost a lot of will to do many things. Especially meditations. The strange thing is, I get myself all ready to meditate and 'get in the zone', then I just lose interest and the general will to perform whatever I was going to do.

I have a feeling that this is not of my own doing, as my usual things that are not a part of my spiritual life are not affected. So, what do you people think? Am I just not dedicated enough? Are there any activities I could do to get back on track? Is there an angel after me?!

Please, forgive my ignorance.

 

[Satanic_viking]

This has happened to me too a few months ago. At first i thought i had just gotten lazy. But then started to think it was something stopping me.
Do a very thorough cleaning of your aura, body and soul. Create a protective barrier around yourself. Also breath in energy that is constantly cleansing your aura body and soul.
After this, do a bannishing ritual, completely clean out the place that you meditate, maybe even your whole house. After this sit down and try to meditate, at first only 10 mins or so.. but build it up to as long as you can keep going for.

Hope this helps.

Praise Melek Ta'us! Praise the True Gods!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], spudkuzik@... wrote:


Recently, I was lost a lot of will to do many things. Especially meditations. The strange thing is, I get myself all ready to meditate and 'get in the zone', then I just lose interest and the general will to perform whatever I was going to do.

I have a feeling that this is not of my own doing, as my usual things that are not a part of my spiritual life are not affected. So, what do you people think? Am I just not dedicated enough? Are there any activities I could do to get back on track? Is there an angel after me?!

Please, forgive my ignorance.

 

[Jamie]

garimevil <garimevil@... wrote:

what i suggest is give yourself time in between meditation to do different ones throughout the day.like for instance,

when every you feel bored,cleanse your aura.it only takes 4 minutes.

when your walking,breathe in white energy.

when your laying on the grass outside,do void meditation by staring at the sky.

What i mean is you dont have to settle for like an hour doing meditation.you can meditate through out the whole day.just like in a pattern,if u will.

think of it as you lifting weights when ever you want to through out the day.and your muscles will get stronger anyway.no matter what.
Feel free to do what ever,I think lord Satan would understand

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], spudkuzik@... wrote:


Recently, I was lost a lot of will to do many things. Especially meditations. The strange thing is, I get myself all ready to meditate and 'get in the zone', then I just lose interest and the general will to perform whatever I was going to do.

I have a feeling that this is not of my own doing, as my usual things that are not a part of my spiritual life are not affected. So, what do you people think? Am I just not dedicated enough? Are there any activities I could do to get back on track? Is there an angel after me?!

Please, forgive my ignorance.

 

[vanessa1]

I will be posting my story separately but I feel as if this is happening a fair bit within our groups…. There was this one girl who posted that she would get these constant images from her life that were extremely sad and she could not shake it off , she would be in tears. I believe she mentioned that it was an angel. In my life, personally, I have been having this same things happen to me but to extremes, which has compelled me to post my story since I'm getting vary tired of being weakened like this.

This makes me wonder if there have been a series of attacks lately.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], spudkuzik@... wrote:


Recently, I was lost a lot of will to do many things. Especially meditations. The strange thing is, I get myself all ready to meditate and 'get in the zone', then I just lose interest and the general will to perform whatever I was going to do.

I have a feeling that this is not of my own doing, as my usual things that are not a part of my spiritual life are not affected. So, what do you people think? Am I just not dedicated enough? Are there any activities I could do to get back on track? Is there an angel after me?!

Please, forgive my ignorance.

 

[Cam Kuzik]

Thanks, everyone, for the advice.
From: Jamie <pinkbunnygirlmoo@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Fri, February 26, 2010 4:07:59 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Losing My Will

 

garimevil <garimevil@yahoo. com wrote:

what i suggest is give yourself time in between meditation to do different ones throughout the day.like for instance,

when every you feel bored,cleanse your aura.it only takes 4 minutes.

when your walking,breathe in white energy.

when your laying on the grass outside,do void meditation by staring at the sky.

What i mean is you dont have to settle for like an hour doing meditation.you can meditate through out the whole day.just like in a pattern,if u will.

think of it as you lifting weights when ever you want to through out the day.and your muscles will get stronger anyway.no matter what.
Feel free to do what ever,I think lord Satan would understand

--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, spudkuzik@.. . wrote:


Recently, I was lost a lot of will to do many things. Especially meditations. The strange thing is, I get myself all ready to meditate and 'get in the zone', then I just lose interest and the general will to perform whatever I was going to do.

I have a feeling that this is not of my own doing, as my usual things that are not a part of my spiritual life are not affected. So, what do you people think? Am I just not dedicated enough? Are there any activities I could do to get back on track? Is there an angel after me?!

Please, forgive my ignorance.

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[Anti]

I recentley noticed that I would have to pressure myself to start meditation, that's not how it should be, just relax and forget everything. Now I start off by just lying down and completely relaxing, I light a candle and do void meditation and if I still have pressing thoughts I just lye their or stretch out anything that feels tense. Then I just focus on a certain feeling I get in my head when I'm in a trance, it's like shifting weight from one side of your head to the other....anyways I just noticed how fucking long my anser is, hope it helped.

HAIL UNTO HIS MIGHTY NAME!!!
HAIL SATAN!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], spudkuzik@... wrote:


Recently, I was lost a lot of will to do many things. Especially meditations. The strange thing is, I get myself all ready to meditate and 'get in the zone', then I just lose interest and the general will to perform whatever I was going to do.

I have a feeling that this is not of my own doing, as my usual things that are not a part of my spiritual life are not affected. So, what do you people think? Am I just not dedicated enough? Are there any activities I could do to get back on track? Is there an angel after me?!

Please, forgive my ignorance.