Losing my sanity

[Kamron Walton]

I'm losing my grip on my own mind and I'm accepting pain and suffering...I just want to spread it amd then end it all. I haven't a clue as to what to do

 

[babyb00m]

You received several solutions to the problem here: https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Bla ... opics/1196

 

[Sims336]

Care to explain a little more? Maybe we could help you more than you realize.
Hail Satan!


Sims


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On Mon, 5/8/17, Kamron Walton waltonkamron99@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Losing my sanity
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, May 8, 2017, 8:22 PM


 









I'm losing my grip on my own mind and I'm
accepting pain and suffering...I just want to spread it amd
then end it all. I haven't a clue as to what to do









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[Shawn Berg]

the enemy is trying to get to you and no one ever would be free from pain im not harsh im just stating the facts  

On Mon, May 8, 2017 at 10:22 PM, Kamron Walton waltonkamron99@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I'm losing my grip on my own mind and I'm accepting pain and suffering...I just want to spread it amd then end it all. I haven't a clue as to what to do

 

[deavanlee]

I've been plagued with the same problem, I even admit that ive come close to storming the group trying to desperately find help. It seems that I get these thoughts in my head since I've been working on opening my upper chakras, VERY NEGATIVE, vile, offensive thoughts about Father Satanidk If it was just me or enemy entities. I remember reading HP HC's topic "This is War" and the part where he says "If you touch our tooth, prepare to lose every tooth in your mouth" and that was just last night when I read it, and the part that got me worried is that I had to go have one of my teeth cut out today, and i'll have to go back to the dentist several times and have more taken out. I thought that HC's topic was directed at me and I haven't been contacted by any of Father Satan's demons yet, even though ive tried to do rituals to find out who my guardian demon is, so its left me feeling very abandoned. Here where I live i'm the ONLY Satanist in the area, and people who live here in this area are total and complete poor, weak, druggie christians. Maybe its because ive started to actually meditateand do workings to destroy the enemy? Ive read on the JoS website where HP Maxine says "you will start to stand out like a beacon" So, come to think about it that seems very right, so maybe that's why I always feel so down and depressed and have such negative thoughts.

 

[mercuryvirgo]

You are not abandoned at all. Father Satan always loves his own dedicated sons/daughters. Do not give those negative thoughts attention its one of the enemy tactics to get you to feel like you're lost and unwelcomed to father Satan.
Regarding the summoning of the Gods you have to be well aware and psychically open in order to sense, hear and see the Gods. You need to empower your chakras, third eye, clareaudience, clarevoyance etc.
The most important thing to do is participating in fighting the enemy and that's where youll get more directions from the powers of Hell. Stay strong and do void meditation so you can eliminate unwanted thoughts.

Hail SATAN forever !!!

 

[[email protected]]

Hello friend, I cannot say I know what you are going through because I am not you,  However I can say I have questioned my own sanity many times,  on such a path that we walk one must be prepared to lose there mind and perhaps there Sanity,  one must remember we do NOT walk the path of the ordinary but the path of the Extraordinary, to use your mind, you must first go out of it completely.  If you are experiencing negative thoughts about yourself, Father, or the powers of hell, it is important to remember that these thoughts are not your own and are indeed put there by enemy forces strengthen your aura and program it to reject these thoughts/forces.  I have experienced negative thoughts, self doubt, and even voices that attempted too convince me that Satan had left me, after speaking in depth with Father Satan he had informed me that all of these voices were indeed of the enemy and did not procede of him.  Personally I have been instructed to simply ignore menacing or destructive thoughts.  Again strengthen your Aura and Never give up, take all negativity as encouragement to keep going, remember, also, the Enemy goes after those who are most a threat to there power.  When these things happen take it as sign,  they are either attacking you because you have become far to powerful to control or because they feel you are still weak enough to control and could be attempting to hault your spiritual process,  whatever the case may be, DO NOT LISTEN TO THEM, DO NOT GIVE IN, KEEP FIGHTING.  You CAN do this.  
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

On Wed, May 10, 2017 at 2:56 PM, deavanlee@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   I've been plagued with the same problem, I even admit that ive come close to storming the group trying to desperately find help. It seems that I get these thoughts in my head since I've been working on opening my upper chakras, VERY NEGATIVE, vile, offensive thoughts about Father Satanidk If it was just me or enemy entities. I remember reading HP HC's topic "This is War" and the part where he says "If you touch our tooth, prepare to lose every tooth in your mouth" and that was just last night when I read it, and the part that got me worried is that I had to go have one of my teeth cut out today, and i'll have to go back to the dentist several times and have more taken out. I thought that HC's topic was directed at me and I haven't been contacted by any of Father Satan's demons yet, even though ive tried to do rituals to find out who my guardian demon is, so its left me feeling very abandoned. Here where I live i'm the ONLY Satanist in the area, and people who live here in this area are total and complete poor, weak, druggie christians. Maybe its because ive started to actually meditateand do workings to destroy the enemy? Ive read on the JoS website where HP Maxine says "you will start to stand out like a beacon" So, come to think about it that seems very right, so maybe that's why I always feel so down and depressed and have such negative thoughts.

 

[larissaelectra]

Blasphemous thoughts about Father Satan and our Gods ARE from the enemy! End of the story! I remember these being gone when I was inactive and how they came back immediately when I returned to Father.

 

[[email protected]]

@the doubting ones. 
You have been given very good advice. Many of the SS have experienced negative thoughts.  Some have already answered you!
Lydia has posted recently very good AoPs. Also, if you haven't yet, start the 40 day meditation schedule. This will help you build your resistance.http://satanism-nazism.webs.com/hp_hood ... rogram.pdf
Stay strong in Satan. You're a threat to the enemy! Show them how much of a threat you can be!!!
Hail SatanHail Lilith
Dehna

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On Thu, May 11, 2017 at 5:52 AM, 'diablo.satanas666@...' diablo.satanas666@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   Hello friend, I cannot say I know what you are going through because I am not you,  However I can say I have questioned my own sanity many times,  on such a path that we walk one must be prepared to lose there mind and perhaps there Sanity,  one must remember we do NOT walk the path of the ordinary but the path of the Extraordinary, to use your mind, you must first go out of it completely.  If you are experiencing negative thoughts about yourself, Father, or the powers of hell, it is important to remember that these thoughts are not your own and are indeed put there by enemy forces strengthen your aura and program it to reject these thoughts/forces.  I have experienced negative thoughts, self doubt, and even voices that attempted too convince me that Satan had left me, after speaking in depth with Father Satan he had informed me that all of these voices were indeed of the enemy and did not procede of him.  Personally I have been instructed to simply ignore menacing or destructive thoughts.  Again strengthen your Aura and Never give up, take all negativity as encouragement to keep going, remember, also, the Enemy goes after those who are most a threat to there power.  When these things happen take it as sign,  they are either attacking you because you have become far to powerful to control or because they feel you are still weak enough to control and could be attempting to hault your spiritual process,  whatever the case may be, DO NOT LISTEN TO THEM, DO NOT GIVE IN, KEEP FIGHTING.  You CAN do this.  
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

  I've been plagued with the same problem, I even admit that ive come close to storming the group trying to desperately find help. It seems that I get these thoughts in my head since I've been working on opening my upper chakras, VERY NEGATIVE, vile, offensive thoughts about Father Satanidk If it was just me or enemy entities. I remember reading HP HC's topic "This is War" and the part where he says "If you touch our tooth, prepare to lose every tooth in your mouth" and that was just last night when I read it, and the part that got me worried is that I had to go have one of my teeth cut out today, and i'll have to go back to the dentist several times and have more taken out. I thought that HC's topic was directed at me and I haven't been contacted by any of Father Satan's demons yet, even though ive tried to do rituals to find out who my guardian demon is, so its left me feeling very abandoned. Here where I live i'm the ONLY Satanist in the area, and people who live here in this area are total and complete poor, weak, druggie christians. Maybe its because ive started to actually meditateand do workings to destroy the enemy? Ive read on the JoS website where HP Maxine says "you will start to stand out like a beacon" So, come to think about it that seems very right, so maybe that's why I always feel so down and depressed and have such negative thoughts.

 

[livingforsatan]

@Kamron DO NOT give into thoughts of self harm.

One method to help discern your own thoughts is to enter the astral and if those thoughts stop, they are not yours.

This is also why clean your aura and chakra, along with building up your protective aura are VITAL.

As well, a healthy lifestyle will help. Remember to love yourself. It really gives the joos an "Iron Wedgie."