Looking for an alternative method of dedication.

[iorost]

Hello, I've made a few posts here asking for help as an outsider and I greatly appreciate all that has been given to me. I have had dedication on my mind once I started reading the JoS site and asking for advice on these boards( most of it was "JUST DEDICATE!") and after being very skeptical and honestly frightened about it I've realized there's really nothing wrong with it. Lots of strange coincidence sregarding my worries about it have been happening lately. Example: I've been freaked out by having to draw blood and sign my name in it, thinking it'll just be unpleasant. Nearly everyday for the last two weeks I've cut my fingers or scraped them in some way that made enough blood for me to sign my name, all without ever feeling it. The other day I pricked myself doing yard work and for some reason thought Satan through coincidence is trying to encourage me to dedicate for some reason or showing me I should stop being a little bitch and just do it. So now that I'm over the procuring of blood, the dedicating your soul not being selling your soul, and the other worries I had about the ritual, I need help!

My problem is that I want to do it, but there is really, REALLY, no way I could get away with doing this and my wife not finding out. I also don't want to hide this from her. But she is an ex christian and still believes theres some sort of higher power (maybe she is feeling satan?) and being brought up going to church, she still gets kinda freaked out about 'satanic' stuff. I really want to dedicate, but I can't astral project and I'm a TOTAL beginner at visualization so I can't do it in my as yet uncreated astral temple. Can you guys think of any way I could go about doing this? I really don't want to scare my wife away and wish she could find Satan to fill that desire for a higher power she still has. But until that happens I can't do this dedication without it being rushed. Like I said I don't want to feel like I'm hiding something from her or feel guilty and I also don't want to half ass something this important just because I ''have to'' do it. PLEASE HELP!

Thank you

 

[radzio_ss]

Astral dedication is really not that hard. Just devote few minutes to relaxing and stilling your mind through relaxed and counted breathing. This will slowly brin you into a trance state where it will be easier for you. You should also try practicing void meditation a little. It's not as hard as it seems.

Also, if that won't work, just find a secluded place (like a park or something) and go there at night, where no one will disturb you, and do your dedication there. That way your wife won't find out.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "iorost" <iorost@... wrote:

Hello, I've made a few posts here asking for help as an outsider and I greatly appreciate all that has been given to me. I have had dedication on my mind once I started reading the JoS site and asking for advice on these boards( most of it was "JUST DEDICATE!") and after being very skeptical and honestly frightened about it I've realized there's really nothing wrong with it. Lots of strange coincidence sregarding my worries about it have been happening lately. Example: I've been freaked out by having to draw blood and sign my name in it, thinking it'll just be unpleasant. Nearly everyday for the last two weeks I've cut my fingers or scraped them in some way that made enough blood for me to sign my name, all without ever feeling it. The other day I pricked myself doing yard work and for some reason thought Satan through coincidence is trying to encourage me to dedicate for some reason or showing me I should stop being a little bitch and just do it. So now that I'm over the procuring of blood, the dedicating your soul not being selling your soul, and the other worries I had about the ritual, I need help!

My problem is that I want to do it, but there is really, REALLY, no way I could get away with doing this and my wife not finding out. I also don't want to hide this from her. But she is an ex christian and still believes theres some sort of higher power (maybe she is feeling satan?) and being brought up going to church, she still gets kinda freaked out about 'satanic' stuff. I really want to dedicate, but I can't astral project and I'm a TOTAL beginner at visualization so I can't do it in my as yet uncreated astral temple. Can you guys think of any way I could go about doing this? I really don't want to scare my wife away and wish she could find Satan to fill that desire for a higher power she still has. But until that happens I can't do this dedication without it being rushed. Like I said I don't want to feel like I'm hiding something from her or feel guilty and I also don't want to half ass something this important just because I ''have to'' do it. PLEASE HELP!

Thank you

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

I think you have done the right thing so far. The dedication is an amazing thing. But it is NOT something to be done right away. Especially not because people told you to "just dedicate!" I do not support this. The dedication should be taken seriously, and considered seriously. This is just me however. You have done this, and discovered that this IS in fact what you want, and have been able to dispell any fears or hangups you had with Dedicating. So this is very positive.

As for a place. I'm not sure about your life or schedual, but perhaps you could do it when your wife is out one day/night. Or you can go walking around your place to see if you can find somewhere secluded like a park or and empty field or the middle of the forest (if you have one close by). This really can be anywhere, just somewhere where you wont be disturbed and is quiet.

The ritual itself really dosn't take more than 10-15 mins depending on how you do the ritual. And all you need is a candle, the prayer, and a pin or pen to sign your name (if you can't get enough blood to sign, a simple smear of blood over your name, or your innitials is fine). All this should not take long at all. And you shouldn't have to rush it. But if you do, know that this is fine, and there is nothing wrong with it.

Goodluck.

Hail Satan! Praise the True Gods of Old!

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "iorost" <iorost@... wrote:

Hello, I've made a few posts here asking for help as an outsider and I greatly appreciate all that has been given to me. I have had dedication on my mind once I started reading the JoS site and asking for advice on these boards( most of it was "JUST DEDICATE!") and after being very skeptical and honestly frightened about it I've realized there's really nothing wrong with it. Lots of strange coincidence sregarding my worries about it have been happening lately. Example: I've been freaked out by having to draw blood and sign my name in it, thinking it'll just be unpleasant. Nearly everyday for the last two weeks I've cut my fingers or scraped them in some way that made enough blood for me to sign my name, all without ever feeling it. The other day I pricked myself doing yard work and for some reason thought Satan through coincidence is trying to encourage me to dedicate for some reason or showing me I should stop being a little bitch and just do it. So now that I'm over the procuring of blood, the dedicating your soul not being selling your soul, and the other worries I had about the ritual, I need help!

My problem is that I want to do it, but there is really, REALLY, no way I could get away with doing this and my wife not finding out. I also don't want to hide this from her. But she is an ex christian and still believes theres some sort of higher power (maybe she is feeling satan?) and being brought up going to church, she still gets kinda freaked out about 'satanic' stuff. I really want to dedicate, but I can't astral project and I'm a TOTAL beginner at visualization so I can't do it in my as yet uncreated astral temple. Can you guys think of any way I could go about doing this? I really don't want to scare my wife away and wish she could find Satan to fill that desire for a higher power she still has. But until that happens I can't do this dedication without it being rushed. Like I said I don't want to feel like I'm hiding something from her or feel guilty and I also don't want to half ass something this important just because I ''have to'' do it. PLEASE HELP!

Thank you

 

[keeperofstone]

Sounds like your not ready. Dedication isn't something you "get away with". It's a promise and pledge between you and Satan; not your wife, you and Satan. There are no mediators in Satanism, it's personal. Does your wife hover over you at all times? If so, then you probably have a parent-child relationship and that's not healthy for married couples. How could you scare your wife away if she respects your choices in life? Dedication is the most important decision you will ever make, and No you don't have to do "It". Reconsider.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "iorost" <iorost@... wrote:

Hello, I've made a few posts here asking for help as an outsider and I greatly appreciate all that has been given to me. I have had dedication on my mind once I started reading the JoS site and asking for advice on these boards( most of it was "JUST DEDICATE!") and after being very skeptical and honestly frightened about it I've realized there's really nothing wrong with it. Lots of strange coincidence sregarding my worries about it have been happening lately. Example: I've been freaked out by having to draw blood and sign my name in it, thinking it'll just be unpleasant. Nearly everyday for the last two weeks I've cut my fingers or scraped them in some way that made enough blood for me to sign my name, all without ever feeling it. The other day I pricked myself doing yard work and for some reason thought Satan through coincidence is trying to encourage me to dedicate for some reason or showing me I should stop being a little bitch and just do it. So now that I'm over the procuring of blood, the dedicating your soul not being selling your soul, and the other worries I had about the ritual, I need help!

My problem is that I want to do it, but there is really, REALLY, no way I could get away with doing this and my wife not finding out. I also don't want to hide this from her. But she is an ex christian and still believes theres some sort of higher power (maybe she is feeling satan?) and being brought up going to church, she still gets kinda freaked out about 'satanic' stuff. I really want to dedicate, but I can't astral project and I'm a TOTAL beginner at visualization so I can't do it in my as yet uncreated astral temple. Can you guys think of any way I could go about doing this? I really don't want to scare my wife away and wish she could find Satan to fill that desire for a higher power she still has. But until that happens I can't do this dedication without it being rushed. Like I said I don't want to feel like I'm hiding something from her or feel guilty and I also don't want to half ass something this important just because I ''have to'' do it. PLEASE HELP!

Thank you

 

[Ryan Harrison]

Some of us here have had to dedicate outside our own dwelling due to the fear of others finding out.
So once you are ready one thing to consider is to do it away from your home if you can

Unknown 

On Mar 1, 2013, at 5:38 AM, "keeperofstone" <brucekuersteiner@... wrote:

  Sounds like your not ready. Dedication isn't something you "get away with". It's a promise and pledge between you and Satan; not your wife, you and Satan. There are no mediators in Satanism, it's personal. Does your wife hover over you at all times? If so, then you probably have a parent-child relationship and that's not healthy for married couples. How could you scare your wife away if she respects your choices in life? Dedication is the most important decision you will ever make, and No you don't have to do "It". Reconsider.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "iorost" wrote:

Hello, I've made a few posts here asking for help as an outsider and I greatly appreciate all that has been given to me. I have had dedication on my mind once I started reading the JoS site and asking for advice on these boards( most of it was "JUST DEDICATE!") and after being very skeptical and honestly frightened about it I've realized there's really nothing wrong with it. Lots of strange coincidence sregarding my worries about it have been happening lately. Example: I've been freaked out by having to draw blood and sign my name in it, thinking it'll just be unpleasant. Nearly everyday for the last two weeks I've cut my fingers or scraped them in some way that made enough blood for me to sign my name, all without ever feeling it. The other day I pricked myself doing yard work and for some reason thought Satan through coincidence is trying to encourage me to dedicate for some reason or showing me I should stop being a little bitch and just do it. So now that I'm over the procuring of blood, the dedicating your soul not being selling your soul, and the other worries I had about the ritual, I need help!

My problem is that I want to do it, but there is really, REALLY, no way I could get away with doing this and my wife not finding out. I also don't want to hide this from her. But she is an ex christian and still believes theres some sort of higher power (maybe she is feeling satan?) and being brought up going to church, she still gets kinda freaked out about 'satanic' stuff. I really want to dedicate, but I can't astral project and I'm a TOTAL beginner at visualization so I can't do it in my as yet uncreated astral temple. Can you guys think of any way I could go about doing this? I really don't want to scare my wife away and wish she could find Satan to fill that desire for a higher power she still has. But until that happens I can't do this dedication without it being rushed. Like I said I don't want to feel like I'm hiding something from her or feel guilty and I also don't want to half ass something this important just because I ''have to'' do it. PLEASE HELP!

Thank you

 

[iorost]

Thanks everyone. For some reason I thought it'd take longer. I was under the impression I had to let the candle burn all the way after burning the paper. My wife doesn't hover over me, it isn't like that. It's just since she has known me from high school I have violently opposed religion, christianity in particular, and I wasn't modest about it either. I let her and others know. I HAVE always thought I could sense when 'ghosts' were around and we both notice that we seem to be thinking the same things throughout the day like a 'psychic link' or know when something bad happens to the other. But it took me a while to realize the truth in Satan's existence and this other realm, and I can only imagine how long it'd take her to not think I was crazy. She already gets freaked out, but agrees with me, about my political beliefs (which are the same as on the JoS site) but she really doesn't like talking about it, and all of my friends and family think I'm batshit insane because of it. So it's a sensitive subject, I'd rather just keep my relationship to the gods to myself and work in secret to benefit our lives together and HOPE maybe one day she'll catch on to Satan's presence.

Anyway, thanks a lot!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" <brucekuersteiner@... wrote:

Sounds like your not ready. Dedication isn't something you "get away with". It's a promise and pledge between you and Satan; not your wife, you and Satan. There are no mediators in Satanism, it's personal. Does your wife hover over you at all times? If so, then you probably have a parent-child relationship and that's not healthy for married couples. How could you scare your wife away if she respects your choices in life? Dedication is the most important decision you will ever make, and No you don't have to do "It". Reconsider.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "iorost" <iorost@ wrote:

Hello, I've made a few posts here asking for help as an outsider and I greatly appreciate all that has been given to me. I have had dedication on my mind once I started reading the JoS site and asking for advice on these boards( most of it was "JUST DEDICATE!") and after being very skeptical and honestly frightened about it I've realized there's really nothing wrong with it. Lots of strange coincidence sregarding my worries about it have been happening lately. Example: I've been freaked out by having to draw blood and sign my name in it, thinking it'll just be unpleasant. Nearly everyday for the last two weeks I've cut my fingers or scraped them in some way that made enough blood for me to sign my name, all without ever feeling it. The other day I pricked myself doing yard work and for some reason thought Satan through coincidence is trying to encourage me to dedicate for some reason or showing me I should stop being a little bitch and just do it. So now that I'm over the procuring of blood, the dedicating your soul not being selling your soul, and the other worries I had about the ritual, I need help!

My problem is that I want to do it, but there is really, REALLY, no way I could get away with doing this and my wife not finding out. I also don't want to hide this from her. But she is an ex christian and still believes theres some sort of higher power (maybe she is feeling satan?) and being brought up going to church, she still gets kinda freaked out about 'satanic' stuff. I really want to dedicate, but I can't astral project and I'm a TOTAL beginner at visualization so I can't do it in my as yet uncreated astral temple. Can you guys think of any way I could go about doing this? I really don't want to scare my wife away and wish she could find Satan to fill that desire for a higher power she still has. But until that happens I can't do this dedication without it being rushed. Like I said I don't want to feel like I'm hiding something from her or feel guilty and I also don't want to half ass something this important just because I ''have to'' do it. PLEASE HELP!

Thank you

 

[keeperofstone]

Please go ahead and Dedicate, you will find a way. Something to consider is when you do dedicate your wife will also become under Satans' protection, something that will benefit you both. She just won't know about it until later. Both your lives will improve greatly.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "iorost" <iorost@... wrote:



Thanks everyone. For some reason I thought it'd take longer. I was under the impression I had to let the candle burn all the way after burning the paper. My wife doesn't hover over me, it isn't like that. It's just since she has known me from high school I have violently opposed religion, christianity in particular, and I wasn't modest about it either. I let her and others know. I HAVE always thought I could sense when 'ghosts' were around and we both notice that we seem to be thinking the same things throughout the day like a 'psychic link' or know when something bad happens to the other. But it took me a while to realize the truth in Satan's existence and this other realm, and I can only imagine how long it'd take her to not think I was crazy. She already gets freaked out, but agrees with me, about my political beliefs (which are the same as on the JoS site) but she really doesn't like talking about it, and all of my friends and family think I'm batshit insane because of it. So it's a sensitive subject, I'd rather just keep my relationship to the gods to myself and work in secret to benefit our lives together and HOPE maybe one day she'll catch on to Satan's presence.

Anyway, thanks a lot!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" <brucekuersteiner@ wrote:

Sounds like your not ready. Dedication isn't something you "get away with". It's a promise and pledge between you and Satan; not your wife, you and Satan. There are no mediators in Satanism, it's personal. Does your wife hover over you at all times? If so, then you probably have a parent-child relationship and that's not healthy for married couples. How could you scare your wife away if she respects your choices in life? Dedication is the most important decision you will ever make, and No you don't have to do "It". Reconsider.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "iorost" <iorost@ wrote:

Hello, I've made a few posts here asking for help as an outsider and I greatly appreciate all that has been given to me. I have had dedication on my mind once I started reading the JoS site and asking for advice on these boards( most of it was "JUST DEDICATE!") and after being very skeptical and honestly frightened about it I've realized there's really nothing wrong with it. Lots of strange coincidence sregarding my worries about it have been happening lately. Example: I've been freaked out by having to draw blood and sign my name in it, thinking it'll just be unpleasant. Nearly everyday for the last two weeks I've cut my fingers or scraped them in some way that made enough blood for me to sign my name, all without ever feeling it. The other day I pricked myself doing yard work and for some reason thought Satan through coincidence is trying to encourage me to dedicate for some reason or showing me I should stop being a little bitch and just do it. So now that I'm over the procuring of blood, the dedicating your soul not being selling your soul, and the other worries I had about the ritual, I need help!

My problem is that I want to do it, but there is really, REALLY, no way I could get away with doing this and my wife not finding out. I also don't want to hide this from her. But she is an ex christian and still believes theres some sort of higher power (maybe she is feeling satan?) and being brought up going to church, she still gets kinda freaked out about 'satanic' stuff. I really want to dedicate, but I can't astral project and I'm a TOTAL beginner at visualization so I can't do it in my as yet uncreated astral temple. Can you guys think of any way I could go about doing this? I really don't want to scare my wife away and wish she could find Satan to fill that desire for a higher power she still has. But until that happens I can't do this dedication without it being rushed. Like I said I don't want to feel like I'm hiding something from her or feel guilty and I also don't want to half ass something this important just because I ''have to'' do it. PLEASE HELP!

Thank you

 

[Damien Blackheart]

It sounds as if the real hurdle you're trying to overcome now is simply your fear of your wife not accepting you as a Satanist. If she is open-minded, though it might not exactly be 100% honest, there is a way you could slowly introduce her to Satanism without freaking her out too much. Show her what it ACTUALLY is, and break the mental shackles of xian programming. You could start by showing a rather passionate interest in documentaries and a thirst for knowledge. As you do this, you can start engaging her in conversations about what you watch, and gain her interest in watching things WITH you. Start watching "Ancient Aliens" on the history channel and get really excited about it. Get HER just as excited by feeding off of your energy. Start asking a lot of "what ifs" and speculating the corilation between religion and ancient civilizations. Get her thinking and wondering about these things. When you have some time to yourself, start "researching" different sites on the web looking for more details and answers to your spiritual questions based on what you've been watching. Check out a few different sites, then "accidentally" stumble across the JoS site. Share a couple of other sites that you found with her, then tell her the one that really caught your attention and made sense to you was the JoS site. Get her to look at it with you and point out different key facts that show the TRUTH about our beliefs and practices, and that totally debunk all of the xian propagana that is spread about Satanism. I'm not promising this will definitely work, but in theory it seems to me like a good idea. You obviously know your wife, so you will know if this might work or not. I definitely hope that at some point you can be open with her about who you are and she will accept it, or even join you on this path. I could not imagine being in a relationship with someone and having to hide my spirituality. I can imagine that is a pretty intense level of stress though. Good luck on this venture!  HAIL SATAN!

On Mar 1, 2013 10:37 PM, "iorost" <iorost@... wrote:

 

Thanks everyone. For some reason I thought it'd take longer. I was under the impression I had to let the candle burn all the way after burning the paper. My wife doesn't hover over me, it isn't like that. It's just since she has known me from high school I have violently opposed religion, christianity in particular, and I wasn't modest about it either. I let her and others know. I HAVE always thought I could sense when 'ghosts' were around and we both notice that we seem to be thinking the same things throughout the day like a 'psychic link' or know when something bad happens to the other. But it took me a while to realize the truth in Satan's existence and this other realm, and I can only imagine how long it'd take her to not think I was crazy. She already gets freaked out, but agrees with me, about my political beliefs (which are the same as on the JoS site) but she really doesn't like talking about it, and all of my friends and family think I'm batshit insane because of it. So it's a sensitive subject, I'd rather just keep my relationship to the gods to myself and work in secret to benefit our lives together and HOPE maybe one day she'll catch on to Satan's presence.

Anyway, thanks a lot!
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "keeperofstone" wrote:

Sounds like your not ready. Dedication isn't something you "get away with". It's a promise and pledge between you and Satan; not your wife, you and Satan. There are no mediators in Satanism, it's personal. Does your wife hover over you at all times? If so, then you probably have a parent-child relationship and that's not healthy for married couples. How could you scare your wife away if she respects your choices in life? Dedication is the most important decision you will ever make, and No you don't have to do "It". Reconsider.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "iorost" wrote:

Hello, I've made a few posts here asking for help as an outsider and I greatly appreciate all that has been given to me. I have had dedication on my mind once I started reading the JoS site and asking for advice on these boards( most of it was "JUST DEDICATE!") and after being very skeptical and honestly frightened about it I've realized there's really nothing wrong with it. Lots of strange coincidence sregarding my worries about it have been happening lately. Example: I've been freaked out by having to draw blood and sign my name in it, thinking it'll just be unpleasant. Nearly everyday for the last two weeks I've cut my fingers or scraped them in some way that made enough blood for me to sign my name, all without ever feeling it. The other day I pricked myself doing yard work and for some reason thought Satan through coincidence is trying to encourage me to dedicate for some reason or showing me I should stop being a little bitch and just do it. So now that I'm over the procuring of blood, the dedicating your soul not being selling your soul, and the other worries I had about the ritual, I need help!

My problem is that I want to do it, but there is really, REALLY, no way I could get away with doing this and my wife not finding out. I also don't want to hide this from her. But she is an ex christian and still believes theres some sort of higher power (maybe she is feeling satan?) and being brought up going to church, she still gets kinda freaked out about 'satanic' stuff. I really want to dedicate, but I can't astral project and I'm a TOTAL beginner at visualization so I can't do it in my as yet uncreated astral temple. Can you guys think of any way I could go about doing this? I really don't want to scare my wife away and wish she could find Satan to fill that desire for a higher power she still has. But until that happens I can't do this dedication without it being rushed. Like I said I don't want to feel like I'm hiding something from her or feel guilty and I also don't want to half ass something this important just because I ''have to'' do it. PLEASE HELP!

Thank you