Long time breakout-the snake seeks to return

[vhetaly]

Hail Satan!

First I'll apologize for my English as this is not my mother's tongue.

Here we goes,
i'll present myself briefly,
i have been curious with satanism since middle-childhood and has a truly-powerful spiritual experience about 13years ago.

It was due to a power-meditation which come upon myself and which has done extremes result in short times. Actually the time was may be too-short but more importantly i was really immature.

Wisdom comes hard for some... i was my case.
Anyway it may has been a spiritual awakening, right handed i think...
I had my first little-little left-hand awakening a short time before this one...

For theses 13years i have done many work upon psychological things and interested myself again (after wisdom at least entered in) about spirituality but it was "only" years ago.

I was quite afraid to meet again the left-hand path but i studied a lot (in many traditions) and i have to do something which is quite hard to achieve with the "low tools" of the right-hand path, i guess...

At least but not last, even after this breakout, i still like this little down-pointed five-star


-------------------
Actually, my main concern and the reason of this subject, is this:
13years ago the spiritual experience turned really-really bad and i had a long breakout and need of deep and long "meditation" and recovery...
In fact i encountered total-terror on a deep-deep "no-drug" induced modified state of consciousness ...

Somehow i had to choose to not listen my reptilian-brain, which is really an extreme act... I, now, have a good knowledge of things and have long time experience with meditation and the emotional panels, also a good view and some experiences with the reptilian-brain-power Itself...
but i still have to completely and deeply reconnect "the snake" to the rest...


I did many attempts with shamanic-drugs by myself, also on high doses but still, the trustfulness hasn't came back totally and so my will is still "ill" and drugs not powerful enough to let me "release".
I guess i'm seeking a horse-killer (or a feather) remedy.

I'm an example of the "teen-bitch" getting the weapon and being ridden by the beast... may it serves

Still, the subject is opened, discussion is welcomed, and i'll answer to questions as correctly as i can.

I have a link to restore! Thoses of knowledge shall knows...
Hail FFF!

 

[Ja DR]

Welcome. Much of the modern views on the Left Hand Path is of the enemy. And actually detrimental to your health. Also, I do not recommend using any drugs as they can weaken your will, while seeming that they are helping you, when in truth they are most likely making you dependent on them.

Read: JoyofSatan.org

Anyway, Welcome and I hope you grow well.

Hail Father Enki
Hail Lord Glasya-Labolas
Hail Lady Inanna
Hail Lord Enlil
Hail Lord Shammash
Hail Lord Anubis
Hail Lord Thoth

To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: vhetaly@...
Date: Tue, 23 Apr 2013 18:26:49 +0000
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Long time breakout-the snake seeks to return


























Hail Satan!



First I'll apologize for my English as this is not my mother's tongue.



Here we goes,

i'll present myself briefly,

i have been curious with satanism since middle-childhood and has a truly-powerful spiritual experience about 13years ago.



It was due to a power-meditation which come upon myself and which has done extremes result in short times. Actually the time was may be too-short but more importantly i was really immature.



Wisdom comes hard for some... i was my case.

Anyway it may has been a spiritual awakening, right handed i think...

I had my first little-little left-hand awakening a short time before this one...



For theses 13years i have done many work upon psychological things and interested myself again (after wisdom at least entered in) about spirituality but it was "only" years ago.



I was quite afraid to meet again the left-hand path but i studied a lot (in many traditions) and i have to do something which is quite hard to achieve with the "low tools" of the right-hand path, i guess...



At least but not last, even after this breakout, i still like this little down-pointed five-star



-------------------

Actually, my main concern and the reason of this subject, is this:

13years ago the spiritual experience turned really-really bad and i had a long breakout and need of deep and long "meditation" and recovery...

In fact i encountered total-terror on a deep-deep "no-drug" induced modified state of consciousness ...



Somehow i had to choose to not listen my reptilian-brain, which is really an extreme act... I, now, have a good knowledge of things and have long time experience with meditation and the emotional panels, also a good view and some experiences with the reptilian-brain-power Itself...

but i still have to completely and deeply reconnect "the snake" to the rest...



I did many attempts with shamanic-drugs by myself, also on high doses but still, the trustfulness hasn't came back totally and so my will is still "ill" and drugs not powerful enough to let me "release".

I guess i'm seeking a horse-killer (or a feather) remedy.



I'm an example of the "teen-bitch" getting the weapon and being ridden by the beast... may it serves



Still, the subject is opened, discussion is welcomed, and i'll answer to questions as correctly as i can.



I have a link to restore! Thoses of knowledge shall knows...

Hail FFF!


















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[egon_88_666]

Be more clear with what exactly you want to discuss. No matter if you have been sloppy with spirituallity in the past. Past is past, start right now to do regular Power Meditations and study.
Now, what the fuck you meant by your "reptilian-brain"? No gentile have such a thing, only jews. If this is your case, this is the (very) wrong place to you.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "vhetaly" <vhetaly@... wrote:

Hail Satan!

First I'll apologize for my English as this is not my mother's tongue.

Here we goes,
i'll present myself briefly,
i have been curious with satanism since middle-childhood and has a truly-powerful spiritual experience about 13years ago.

It was due to a power-meditation which come upon myself and which has done extremes result in short times. Actually the time was may be too-short but more importantly i was really immature.

Wisdom comes hard for some... i was my case.
Anyway it may has been a spiritual awakening, right handed i think...
I had my first little-little left-hand awakening a short time before this one...

For theses 13years i have done many work upon psychological things and interested myself again (after wisdom at least entered in) about spirituality but it was "only" years ago.

I was quite afraid to meet again the left-hand path but i studied a lot (in many traditions) and i have to do something which is quite hard to achieve with the "low tools" of the right-hand path, i guess...

At least but not last, even after this breakout, i still like this little down-pointed five-star


-------------------
Actually, my main concern and the reason of this subject, is this:
13years ago the spiritual experience turned really-really bad and i had a long breakout and need of deep and long "meditation" and recovery...
In fact i encountered total-terror on a deep-deep "no-drug" induced modified state of consciousness ...

Somehow i had to choose to not listen my reptilian-brain, which is really an extreme act... I, now, have a good knowledge of things and have long time experience with meditation and the emotional panels, also a good view and some experiences with the reptilian-brain-power Itself...
but i still have to completely and deeply reconnect "the snake" to the rest...


I did many attempts with shamanic-drugs by myself, also on high doses but still, the trustfulness hasn't came back totally and so my will is still "ill" and drugs not powerful enough to let me "release".
I guess i'm seeking a horse-killer (or a feather) remedy.

I'm an example of the "teen-bitch" getting the weapon and being ridden by the beast... may it serves

Still, the subject is opened, discussion is welcomed, and i'll answer to questions as correctly as i can.

I have a link to restore! Thoses of knowledge shall knows...
Hail FFF!

 

[Kael Meier]

I'm pretty sure he is talking about his serpent, but it was a bad choice of words to describe it none the less.




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From: egon_88_666 <egon88@...
To: vhetaly <vhetaly@...; [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Wednesday, April 24, 2013 1:42:23 PM
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Long time breakout-the snake seeks to return



 
Be more clear with what exactly you want to discuss. No matter if you have been sloppy with spirituallity in the past. Past is past, start right now to do regular Power Meditations and study.
Now, what the fuck you meant by your "reptilian-brain"? No gentile have such a thing, only jews. If this is your case, this is the (very) wrong place to you.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "vhetaly" <vhetaly@... wrote:

Hail Satan!

First I'll apologize for my English as this is not my mother's tongue.

Here we goes,
i'll present myself briefly,
i have been curious with satanism since middle-childhood and has a truly-powerful spiritual experience about 13years ago.

It was due to a power-meditation which come upon myself and which has done extremes result in short times. Actually the time was may be too-short but more importantly i was really immature.

Wisdom comes hard for some... i was my case.
Anyway it may has been a spiritual awakening, right handed i think...
I had my first little-little left-hand awakening a short time before this one...

For theses 13years i have done many work upon psychological things and interested myself again (after wisdom at least entered in) about spirituality but it was "only" years ago.

I was quite afraid to meet again the left-hand path but i studied a lot (in many traditions) and i have to do something which is quite hard to achieve with the "low tools" of the right-hand path, i guess...

At least but not last, even after this breakout, i still like this little down-pointed five-star


-------------------
Actually, my main concern and the reason of this subject, is this:
13years ago the spiritual experience turned really-really bad and i had a long breakout and need of deep and long "meditation" and recovery...
In fact i encountered total-terror on a deep-deep "no-drug" induced modified state of consciousness ...

Somehow i had to choose to not listen my reptilian-brain, which is really an extreme act... I, now, have a good knowledge of things and have long time experience with meditation and the emotional panels, also a good view and some experiences with the reptilian-brain-power Itself...
but i still have to completely and deeply reconnect "the snake" to the rest...


I did many attempts with shamanic-drugs by myself, also on high doses but still, the trustfulness hasn't came back totally and so my will is still "ill" and drugs not powerful enough to let me "release".
I guess i'm seeking a horse-killer (or a feather) remedy.

I'm an example of the "teen-bitch" getting the weapon and being ridden by the beast... may it serves

Still, the subject is opened, discussion is welcomed, and i'll answer to questions as correctly as i can.

I have a link to restore! Thoses of knowledge shall knows...
Hail FFF!





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[jhd4412]

I think he believes the research performed by some anatomical scientists who are saying humans actually have three brains. 1 Being instinctual which has been called the R-Complex or Reptilian Brain, another which can be called the Mammalian brain, and then they say we have a third which allows us to think methodically and which makes us smarter than animals. I came across the information here:
http://www.psycheducation.org/emotion/R%20complex.htm
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sumer ... iles14.htm
http://www.whatonearthishappening.com/c ... ?id=65:the

But yeah, if you are jewish-reptilian, I recommend you leave the groups

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "egon_88_666" <egon88@... wrote:

Be more clear with what exactly you want to discuss. No matter if you have been sloppy with spirituallity in the past. Past is past, start right now to do regular Power Meditations and study.
Now, what the fuck you meant by your "reptilian-brain"? No gentile have such a thing, only jews. If this is your case, this is the (very) wrong place to you.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "vhetaly" <vhetaly@ wrote:

Hail Satan!

First I'll apologize for my English as this is not my mother's tongue.

Here we goes,
i'll present myself briefly,
i have been curious with satanism since middle-childhood and has a truly-powerful spiritual experience about 13years ago.

It was due to a power-meditation which come upon myself and which has done extremes result in short times. Actually the time was may be too-short but more importantly i was really immature.

Wisdom comes hard for some... i was my case.
Anyway it may has been a spiritual awakening, right handed i think...
I had my first little-little left-hand awakening a short time before this one...

For theses 13years i have done many work upon psychological things and interested myself again (after wisdom at least entered in) about spirituality but it was "only" years ago.

I was quite afraid to meet again the left-hand path but i studied a lot (in many traditions) and i have to do something which is quite hard to achieve with the "low tools" of the right-hand path, i guess...

At least but not last, even after this breakout, i still like this little down-pointed five-star


-------------------
Actually, my main concern and the reason of this subject, is this:
13years ago the spiritual experience turned really-really bad and i had a long breakout and need of deep and long "meditation" and recovery...
In fact i encountered total-terror on a deep-deep "no-drug" induced modified state of consciousness ...

Somehow i had to choose to not listen my reptilian-brain, which is really an extreme act... I, now, have a good knowledge of things and have long time experience with meditation and the emotional panels, also a good view and some experiences with the reptilian-brain-power Itself...
but i still have to completely and deeply reconnect "the snake" to the rest...


I did many attempts with shamanic-drugs by myself, also on high doses but still, the trustfulness hasn't came back totally and so my will is still "ill" and drugs not powerful enough to let me "release".
I guess i'm seeking a horse-killer (or a feather) remedy.

I'm an example of the "teen-bitch" getting the weapon and being ridden by the beast... may it serves

Still, the subject is opened, discussion is welcomed, and i'll answer to questions as correctly as i can.

I have a link to restore! Thoses of knowledge shall knows...
Hail FFF!

 

[May]

Hi
Sorry to disturb u. But i want to know what it is about. I read but cant understand fully. Can u send me something to read about it.
Thanks
Mayur

Sent from my iPod

On Apr 23, 2013, at 23:07, Ja Dr <jhdea11@... wrote:

Welcome. Much of the modern views on the Left Hand Path is of the enemy. And actually detrimental to your health. Also, I do not recommend using any drugs as they can weaken your will, while seeming that they are helping you, when in truth they are most likely making you dependent on them.

Read: JoyofSatan.org

Anyway, Welcome and I hope you grow well.

Hail Father Enki
Hail Lord Glasya-Labolas
Hail Lady Inanna
Hail Lord Enlil
Hail Lord Shammash
Hail Lord Anubis
Hail Lord Thoth

To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: vhetaly@...
Date: Tue, 23 Apr 2013 18:26:49 +0000
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Long time breakout-the snake seeks to return

Hail Satan!

First I'll apologize for my English as this is not my mother's tongue.

Here we goes,

i'll present myself briefly,

i have been curious with satanism since middle-childhood and has a truly-powerful spiritual experience about 13years ago.

It was due to a power-meditation which come upon myself and which has done extremes result in short times. Actually the time was may be too-short but more importantly i was really immature.

Wisdom comes hard for some... i was my case.

Anyway it may has been a spiritual awakening, right handed i think...

I had my first little-little left-hand awakening a short time before this one...

For theses 13years i have done many work upon psychological things and interested myself again (after wisdom at least entered in) about spirituality but it was "only" years ago.

I was quite afraid to meet again the left-hand path but i studied a lot (in many traditions) and i have to do something which is quite hard to achieve with the "low tools" of the right-hand path, i guess...

At least but not last, even after this breakout, i still like this little down-pointed five-star

-------------------

Actually, my main concern and the reason of this subject, is this:

13years ago the spiritual experience turned really-really bad and i had a long breakout and need of deep and long "meditation" and recovery...

In fact i encountered total-terror on a deep-deep "no-drug" induced modified state of consciousness ...

Somehow i had to choose to not listen my reptilian-brain, which is really an extreme act... I, now, have a good knowledge of things and have long time experience with meditation and the emotional panels, also a good view and some experiences with the reptilian-brain-power Itself...

but i still have to completely and deeply reconnect "the snake" to the rest...

I did many attempts with shamanic-drugs by myself, also on high doses but still, the trustfulness hasn't came back totally and so my will is still "ill" and drugs not powerful enough to let me "release".

I guess i'm seeking a horse-killer (or a feather) remedy.

I'm an example of the "teen-bitch" getting the weapon and being ridden by the beast... may it serves

Still, the subject is opened, discussion is welcomed, and i'll answer to questions as correctly as i can.

I have a link to restore! Thoses of knowledge shall knows...

Hail FFF!



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[Ja DR]

Read:
JoyofSatan.org
http://www.nazi.org.uk/
http://www.666blacksun.org/
http://booksforsatanspeople.wordpress.c ... c-e-books/
http://see_the_truth.webs.com/
http://www.vovimbaghie.com/
http://www.luciferianliberationfront.org/


To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: dimplemm@...
Date: Thu, 25 Apr 2013 17:19:39 +0300
Subject: Re: [Advanced_Meditation] Long time breakout-the snake seeks to return


























Hi

Sorry to disturb u. But i want to know what it is about. I read but cant understand fully. Can u send me something to read about it.

Thanks

Mayur



Sent from my iPod

On Apr 23, 2013, at 23:07, Ja Dr <jhdea11@... wrote:



Welcome. Much of the modern views on the Left Hand Path is of the enemy. And actually detrimental to your health. Also, I do not recommend using any drugs as they can weaken your will, while seeming that they are helping you, when in truth they are most likely making you dependent on them.



Read: JoyofSatan.org



Anyway, Welcome and I hope you grow well.



Hail Father Enki

Hail Lord Glasya-Labolas

Hail Lady Inanna

Hail Lord Enlil

Hail Lord Shammash

Hail Lord Anubis

Hail Lord Thoth



To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]

From: vhetaly@...

Date: Tue, 23 Apr 2013 18:26:49 +0000

Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Long time breakout-the snake seeks to return



Hail Satan!



First I'll apologize for my English as this is not my mother's tongue.



Here we goes,



i'll present myself briefly,



i have been curious with satanism since middle-childhood and has a truly-powerful spiritual experience about 13years ago.



It was due to a power-meditation which come upon myself and which has done extremes result in short times. Actually the time was may be too-short but more importantly i was really immature.



Wisdom comes hard for some... i was my case.



Anyway it may has been a spiritual awakening, right handed i think...



I had my first little-little left-hand awakening a short time before this one...



For theses 13years i have done many work upon psychological things and interested myself again (after wisdom at least entered in) about spirituality but it was "only" years ago.



I was quite afraid to meet again the left-hand path but i studied a lot (in many traditions) and i have to do something which is quite hard to achieve with the "low tools" of the right-hand path, i guess...



At least but not last, even after this breakout, i still like this little down-pointed five-star



-------------------



Actually, my main concern and the reason of this subject, is this:



13years ago the spiritual experience turned really-really bad and i had a long breakout and need of deep and long "meditation" and recovery...



In fact i encountered total-terror on a deep-deep "no-drug" induced modified state of consciousness ...



Somehow i had to choose to not listen my reptilian-brain, which is really an extreme act... I, now, have a good knowledge of things and have long time experience with meditation and the emotional panels, also a good view and some experiences with the reptilian-brain-power Itself...



but i still have to completely and deeply reconnect "the snake" to the rest...



I did many attempts with shamanic-drugs by myself, also on high doses but still, the trustfulness hasn't came back totally and so my will is still "ill" and drugs not powerful enough to let me "release".



I guess i'm seeking a horse-killer (or a feather) remedy.



I'm an example of the "teen-bitch" getting the weapon and being ridden by the beast... may it serves



Still, the subject is opened, discussion is welcomed, and i'll answer to questions as correctly as i can.



I have a link to restore! Thoses of knowledge shall knows...



Hail FFF!







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[vhetaly]

Heya
I didnt seen there was so many replies, thanks about it...

jhd4412, you've got my point of view but i'm sorry that i would have a hard time to explain with more accuracy what i meant... my message is may be not as clear as i would have liked...

I'll have a look about it, thanks for your attention
Hail FFF

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jhd4412" <jhdea11@... wrote:

I think he believes the research performed by some anatomical scientists who are saying humans actually have three brains. 1 Being instinctual which has been called the R-Complex or Reptilian Brain, another which can be called the Mammalian brain, and then they say we have a third which allows us to think methodically and which makes us smarter than animals. I came across the information here:
http://www.psycheducation.org/emotion/R%20complex.htm
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sumer ... iles14.htm
http://www.whatonearthishappening.com/c ... ?id=65:the

But yeah, if you are jewish-reptilian, I recommend you leave the groups

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "egon_88_666" <egon88@ wrote:

Be more clear with what exactly you want to discuss. No matter if you have been sloppy with spirituallity in the past. Past is past, start right now to do regular Power Meditations and study.
Now, what the fuck you meant by your "reptilian-brain"? No gentile have such a thing, only jews. If this is your case, this is the (very) wrong place to you.

 

[Ja DR]

It is no problem, I do a lot of research so I find a lot of information.

Hail Father Enki
Hail Lord Asmodeus
Hail Lord Glasya-Labolas
Hail Lady Inanna/Astarte
Hail Lord Thoth
Hail Lord Enlil
Hail Lord Shammash

To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: vhetaly@...
Date: Fri, 26 Apr 2013 10:24:59 +0000
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Re: Long time breakout-the snake seeks to return


























Heya

I didnt seen there was so many replies, thanks about it...



jhd4412, you've got my point of view but i'm sorry that i would have a hard time to explain with more accuracy what i meant... my message is may be not as clear as i would have liked...



I'll have a look about it, thanks for your attention

Hail FFF

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jhd4412" <jhdea11@... wrote:



I think he believes the research performed by some anatomical scientists who are saying humans actually have three brains. 1 Being instinctual which has been called the R-Complex or Reptilian Brain, another which can be called the Mammalian brain, and then they say we have a third which allows us to think methodically and which makes us smarter than animals. I came across the information here:

http://www.psycheducation.org/emotion/R%20complex.htm

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sumer ... iles14.htm

http://www.whatonearthishappening.com/c ... ?id=65:the



But yeah, if you are jewish-reptilian, I recommend you leave the groups



--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "egon_88_666" <egon88@ wrote:



Be more clear with what exactly you want to discuss. No matter if you have been sloppy with spirituallity in the past. Past is past, start right now to do regular Power Meditations and study.

Now, what the fuck you meant by your "reptilian-brain"? No gentile have such a thing, only jews. If this is your case, this is the (very) wrong place to you.




















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