Long time breakout-the snake seeks to return

vhetalyApr 24, 20132 min to read

Apr 24, 2013

Hail Satan!

First I'll apologize for my English as this is not my mother's tongue.

Here we goes,
i'll present myself briefly,
i have been curious with satanism since middle-childhood and has a truly-powerful spiritual experience about 13years ago.

It was due to a power-meditation which come upon myself and which has done extremes result in short times. Actually the time was may be too-short but more importantly i was really immature.

Wisdom comes hard for some... i was my case.
Anyway it may has been a spiritual awakening, right handed i think...
I had my first little-little left-hand awakening a short time before this one...

For theses 13years i have done many work upon psychological things and interested myself again (after wisdom at least entered in) about spirituality but it was "only" years ago.

I was quite afraid to meet again the left-hand path but i studied a lot (in many traditions) and i have to do something which is quite hard to achieve with the "low tools" of the right-hand path, i guess...

At least but not last, even after this breakout, i still like this little down-pointed five-star ;)

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Actually, my main concern and the reason of this subject, is this:
13years ago the spiritual experience turned really-really bad and i had a long breakout and need of deep and long "meditation" and recovery...
In fact i encountered total-terror on a deep-deep "no-drug" induced modified state of consciousness ...

Somehow i had to choose to not listen my corrupted being-brain, which is really an extreme act... I, now, have a good knowledge of things and have long time experience with meditation and the emotional panels, also a good view and some experiences with the corrupted being-brain-power Itself...
but i still have to completely and deeply reconnect "the snake" to the rest...

I did many attempts with shamanic-drugs by myself, also on high doses but still, the trustfulness hasn't came back totally and so my will is still "ill" and drugs not powerful enough to let me "release".
I guess i'm seeking a horse-killer (or a feather) remedy.

I'm an example of the "teen-bitch" getting the weapon and being ridden by the beast... may it serves

Still, the subject is opened, discussion is welcomed, and i'll answer to questions as correctly as i can.

I have a link to restore! Thoses of knowledge shall knows...
Hail FFF!

Apr 25, 2013#1

Welcome. Much of the modern views on the Left Hand Path is of the enemy. And actually detrimental to your health. Also, I do not recommend using any drugs as they can weaken your will, while seeming that they are helping you, when in truth they are most likely making you dependent on them.

Read: templeofzeus.org

Anyway, Welcome and I hope you grow well.

Hail Father Enki
Hail Lord Glasya-Labolas
Hail Lady Inanna
Hail Lord Enlil
Hail Lord Shammash
Hail Lord Anubis
Hail Lord Thoth

To:
From: [ email redacted ]
Date: Tue, 23 Apr 2013 18:26:49 +0000
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Long time breakout-the snake seeks to return

Hail Satan!

First I'll apologize for my English as this is not my mother's tongue.

Here we goes,

i'll present myself briefly,

i have been curious with satanism since middle-childhood and has a truly-powerful spiritual experience about 13years ago.

It was due to a power-meditation which come upon myself and which has done extremes result in short times. Actually the time was may be too-short but more importantly i was really immature.

Wisdom comes hard for some... i was my case.

Anyway it may has been a spiritual awakening, right handed i think...

I had my first little-little left-hand awakening a short time before this one...

For theses 13years i have done many work upon psychological things and interested myself again (after wisdom at least entered in) about spirituality but it was "only" years ago.

I was quite afraid to meet again the left-hand path but i studied a lot (in many traditions) and i have to do something which is quite hard to achieve with the "low tools" of the right-hand path, i guess...

At least but not last, even after this breakout, i still like this little down-pointed five-star ;)

-------------------

Actually, my main concern and the reason of this subject, is this:

13years ago the spiritual experience turned really-really bad and i had a long breakout and need of deep and long "meditation" and recovery...

In fact i encountered total-terror on a deep-deep "no-drug" induced modified state of consciousness ...

Somehow i had to choose to not listen my corrupted being-brain, which is really an extreme act... I, now, have a good knowledge of things and have long time experience with meditation and the emotional panels, also a good view and some experiences with the corrupted being-brain-power Itself...

but i still have to completely and deeply reconnect "the snake" to the rest...

I did many attempts with shamanic-drugs by myself, also on high doses but still, the trustfulness hasn't came back totally and so my will is still "ill" and drugs not powerful enough to let me "release".

I guess i'm seeking a horse-killer (or a feather) remedy.

I'm an example of the "teen-bitch" getting the weapon and being ridden by the beast... may it serves

Still, the subject is opened, discussion is welcomed, and i'll answer to questions as correctly as i can.

I have a link to restore! Thoses of knowledge shall knows...

Hail FFF!

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Apr 26, 2013#5

Hi
Sorry to disturb u. But i want to know what it is about. I read but cant understand fully. Can u send me something to read about it.
Thanks
Mayur

Sent from my iPod

On Apr 23, 2013, at 23:07, Ja Dr <[ email redacted ] wrote:

Welcome. Much of the modern views on the Left Hand Path is of the enemy. And actually detrimental to your health. Also, I do not recommend using any drugs as they can weaken your will, while seeming that they are helping you, when in truth they are most likely making you dependent on them.

Read: templeofzeus.org

Anyway, Welcome and I hope you grow well.

Hail Father Enki
Hail Lord Glasya-Labolas
Hail Lady Inanna
Hail Lord Enlil
Hail Lord Shammash
Hail Lord Anubis
Hail Lord Thoth

To:
From: [ email redacted ]
Date: Tue, 23 Apr 2013 18:26:49 +0000
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Long time breakout-the snake seeks to return

Hail Satan!

First I'll apologize for my English as this is not my mother's tongue.

Here we goes,

i'll present myself briefly,

i have been curious with satanism since middle-childhood and has a truly-powerful spiritual experience about 13years ago.

It was due to a power-meditation which come upon myself and which has done extremes result in short times. Actually the time was may be too-short but more importantly i was really immature.

Wisdom comes hard for some... i was my case.

Anyway it may has been a spiritual awakening, right handed i think...

I had my first little-little left-hand awakening a short time before this one...

For theses 13years i have done many work upon psychological things and interested myself again (after wisdom at least entered in) about spirituality but it was "only" years ago.

I was quite afraid to meet again the left-hand path but i studied a lot (in many traditions) and i have to do something which is quite hard to achieve with the "low tools" of the right-hand path, i guess...

At least but not last, even after this breakout, i still like this little down-pointed five-star ;)

-------------------

Actually, my main concern and the reason of this subject, is this:

13years ago the spiritual experience turned really-really bad and i had a long breakout and need of deep and long "meditation" and recovery...

In fact i encountered total-terror on a deep-deep "no-drug" induced modified state of consciousness ...

Somehow i had to choose to not listen my corrupted being-brain, which is really an extreme act... I, now, have a good knowledge of things and have long time experience with meditation and the emotional panels, also a good view and some experiences with the corrupted being-brain-power Itself...

but i still have to completely and deeply reconnect "the snake" to the rest...

I did many attempts with shamanic-drugs by myself, also on high doses but still, the trustfulness hasn't came back totally and so my will is still "ill" and drugs not powerful enough to let me "release".

I guess i'm seeking a horse-killer (or a feather) remedy.

I'm an example of the "teen-bitch" getting the weapon and being ridden by the beast... may it serves

Still, the subject is opened, discussion is welcomed, and i'll answer to questions as correctly as i can.

I have a link to restore! Thoses of knowledge shall knows...

Hail FFF!

[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

[Non-text portions of this message have been removed]

Hi
Sorry to disturb u. But i want to know what it is about. I read but cant understand fully. Can u send me something to read about it.
Thanks
Mayur

Sent from my iPod

On Apr 23, 2013, at 23:07, Ja Dr <[ email redacted ] wrote:

Welcome. Much of the modern views on the Left Hand Path is of the enemy. And actually detrimental to your health. Also, I do not recommend using any drugs as they can weaken your will, while seeming that they are helping you, when in truth they are most likely making you dependent on them.

Read: templeofzeus.org

Anyway, Welcome and I hope you grow well.

Hail Father Enki
Hail Lord Glasya-Labolas
Hail Lady Inanna
Hail Lord Enlil
Hail Lord Shammash
Hail Lord Anubis
Hail Lord Thoth

To:
From: [ email redacted ]
Date: Tue, 23 Apr 2013 18:26:49 +0000
Subject: [Advanced_Meditation] Long time breakout-the snake seeks to return

Hail Satan!

First I'll apologize for my English as this is not my mother's tongue.

Here we goes,

i'll present myself briefly,

i have been curious with satanism since middle-childhood and has a truly-powerful spiritual experience about 13years ago.

It was due to a power-meditation which come upon myself and which has done extremes result in short times. Actually the time was may be too-short but more importantly i was really immature.

Wisdom comes hard for some... i was my case.

Anyway it may has been a spiritual awakening, right handed i think...

I had my first little-little left-hand awakening a short time before this one...

For theses 13years i have done many work upon psychological things and interested myself again (after wisdom at least entered in) about spirituality but it was "only" years ago.

I was quite afraid to meet again the left-hand path but i studied a lot (in many traditions) and i have to do something which is quite hard to achieve with the "low tools" of the right-hand path, i guess...

At least but not last, even after this breakout, i still like this little down-pointed five-star ;)

-------------------

Actually, my main concern and the reason of this subject, is this:

13years ago the spiritual experience turned really-really bad and i had a long breakout and need of deep and long "meditation" and recovery...

In fact i encountered total-terror on a deep-deep "no-drug" induced modified state of consciousness ...

Somehow i had to choose to not listen my corrupted being-brain, which is really an extreme act... I, now, have a good knowledge of things and have long time experience with meditation and the emotional panels, also a good view and some experiences with the corrupted being-brain-power Itself...

but i still have to completely and deeply reconnect "the snake" to the rest...

I did many attempts with shamanic-drugs by myself, also on high doses but still, the trustfulness hasn't came back totally and so my will is still "ill" and drugs not powerful enough to let me "release".

I guess i'm seeking a horse-killer (or a feather) remedy.

I'm an example of the "teen-bitch" getting the weapon and being ridden by the beast... may it serves

Still, the subject is opened, discussion is welcomed, and i'll answer to questions as correctly as i can.

I have a link to restore! Thoses of knowledge shall knows...

Hail FFF!

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