Lil check in^-^

[littlesttitan]

Heeeeyyyyyy everyone!!! How yall doin? Im pretty amazingtacular myself ?. I THOUGHT of making another thing about how much ive improved again but i feels that's just gotten old. I have improved a lot though, i took a big step on monday and got myself not even back on track, BUT ON A WHOLE NEW TRACK and am doing 4 Rituals a day at LEAST, realizing how my future can play out and the many mysteries of myself that i dont even know the limits to, having a way happier mood and if im ever sad or depressed i just patch it up with some good ol "Pride and purseverence", and really just straightening my whole life out. Im at the point of where im having to worry about a job, money issues, moving out BLA BLA BLA, buuuut ide say im handling it pretty great ?. I made what i feel now was a REAL DEDICATION to Satan where i could feel a limitless amount of great emotions sturring up while i was talking to him. The feeling that i let Father down, and even my own race by not helping anyone in any way for those 3 years after i made my dedication was hard to forget, but i concluded that i cant change anything about that now, i can only work even harder and better than ide ever feel like before. Having to seemingly quit watching tv or playing games all together for a while now is what i plan as of an hour ago. Thaaaaaaats pretty much like 9/10ths the catchup on me ? a good lesson i want to spread to anyone reading this is-DONT SLACK OFF IN YOUR WORK, BE IT MEDITATIONS, PHYSICAL EXERCISE, OR YOUR STUDIES<- i wasted 3 years i basically had free living in a house as a kid with no responsibilities. I know im still only 17 but thats a HUUUUUGE important lesson it took me a while to figure out. Not sure what much else i have to say but i might just ramble on XD. Ide LOVE for this to get posted soon+even posted at all. Im sure theres other stuff less nessecary than this that might get posted. If anybody wants to talk to me personally, please do. Ive heard over and over again by people using different words that say its not safe to privately message people on other social media sites (not sure if u can do it here ?) BUT, just to be safe you can send a regular message to the Jos or Teens group with a greeting to me in the title saying something like "yo yo Nicci", "Lets talk Nic", or any other thing you wanna say ?. I wish you all have a great rest of your lives till we hopefully meet in the future ahead (The Truely Loyal Satanists atleast) If anybody needs some cheering up or answers to questions ill be open to help at my most convenience as ill be way more frequent on the groups here. LOVE YOU ALL AND MAY YOU FIND THE SATANIC WARRIOR IN YOU AND PROSPER IN EVERY WAY!!! ?