fadiinflames
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an hour earlier i went to sleep, while i was falling asleep astral voices started coming up to me along with a sensation of fear (this isnt new to me and the fear sensation was not strong because ive experienced this before and i know what to expect) i knew i was going to astral project in a few seconds because this has happened several times to me several times before, i became aware of the deep trance and i felt pressure at the bottom of my spine every 2 seconds along with a sound in my ears accompanied with this pressure , i was locked in a deep trance unable to move, and it was a bit painful i have to say,this obviously indicates blockage in my sacral chakra which i have been working on to remove ,after feeling the pressure for like 20 seconds i was out of my body , i flew out of my window and went up and down, i wasnt able to control anything because i was new to flying ,i tried breathing with my astral body and my physical body together and it worked for a few seconds and i was back to my physical body with the pressure sensation , when the sensation stopped i easily brought myself out of the trance.the thing that scares me is the pain ... i dont know what to expect , if its bearable or not and if im going to go insane like vovim says in his initial rising, i know im pretty far away from my initial rising , but sooner or later im going to get there and its not going to be pretty, my body isnt all that strong and im thin.i honestly have the feeling of going insane because of the pain if it is far beyond my expectations ._.if vovim didnt mention anything about going insane or bursting out into flames from kundalini i wouldnt have this fear to be honest , please explain. thanks and HAIL SATAN!