Karen, you're right- I'm sorry

[Heavenraiser]

Karen, I just gotta say I'm REALLY sorry for what I said about you. I didn't really mean what I said . You know that disorder you said I had? I looked it up and you're right; that IS me. 100% me. I do have a problem with the way other people live and behave because I think my way's the best for some reason. All that other stuff you said about me, although harsh( though you had the right to say it the way you did), was spot on. I had no idea I had a serious problem 'till you told me. I'm gonna talk to my doctor about it so I can get help. I don't wanna live like this anymore. I'm sorry you never really liked me to begin with. But I want you to know that I really did like you. I'll cherish our "friendship". If anyone else is reading this, is there any Satanic way I can cure my borderline personality disorder? It's ruining my life and I do wanna change.

 

[Karen Covey]

<td val[/IMG]I'm glad you've decided to get help, that's a big step and it's not easy to do.  I may not particularly like you right now, but I am proud of you for taking that step.  It's never easy to admit that you need help.  It's not exactly that I disliked you, you really can be very nice.  The biggest problems for me are the emotional clinginess, and also that my father has borderline personality as well and you were acting a lot like him.  I told you enough about him that I'm sure you can understand how that would conflict with me.  Even the things in the last message you emailed me, that's exactly how my father used to treat me, so if I was harsh with you, that's why; it really did upset me because I was having total flashbacks to being abused.  Maybe later, after I'm not as pissed, we can try and renew our friendship.  All I ask is that you don't try to contact me first.  Wait for me to send you a personal email, I will, I promise.

--- On Mon, 4/26/10, Heavenraiser <mayeshakpah@... wrote:

From: Heavenraiser <mayeshakpah@...
Subject: [Satanicgaycommunity] Karen, you're right- I'm sorry
To: [email protected]
Received: Monday, April 26, 2010, 8:05 PM

  Karen, I just gotta say I'm REALLY sorry for what I said about you. I didn't really mean what I said . You know that disorder you said I had? I looked it up and you're right; that IS me. 100% me. I do have a problem with the way other people live and behave because I think my way's the best for some reason. All that other stuff you said about me, although harsh( though you had the right to say it the way you did), was spot on. I had no idea I had a serious problem 'till you told me. I'm gonna talk to my doctor about it so I can get help. I don't wanna live like this anymore. I'm sorry you never really liked me to begin with. But I want you to know that I really did like you. I'll cherish our "friendship" . If anyone else is reading this, is there any Satanic way I can cure my borderline personality disorder? It's ruining my life and I do wanna change.

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