Just want an advice on daily life

[borntomakescience]

Hello! I just wanted to ask you something (as you can understand from title) but don't judge me if you think im weird

Well, I'm not shy but i dont like to talk to people because i'm scared that one day i can expose a personal information accidently (for example im bi or im satanist) So my friends in school see me as a weird, emo or nerd etc and left me alone. That hurts a bit because i spend nearly half of my day in school and in these times, theres no one to talk.

I know,its not about satanism but i need advice; what should i do?

Hail Satan and Demons!

-İla

 

[oxaroc]

Just don't force it and go for what you see is better for you.

When i was your age i always wanted to be "cooler" and have more "friends" and such, but as i grew older and wiser (all thanks to Satanism and power meditation) i found out that i'm actually an introvert and actually don't enjoy having friends, but the opposite, and i've never been happier and stronger in my life.

Now that might not be the same case for you, but like i said, go for what you feel is making you happier. All these people around you won't matter at all in just few years. Don't waste your time and energy trying to befriend them or impress them, instead, invest your time on readying JoS and advancing your soul.


HAIL SATAN!!!!

 

[Xloopyxloox .]

I agree with the last comment. I came out as lesbian to my mum while I was in the car so there was no way for me to get out of it,  and she basically told me it was just a phase and that I'll grow out of it. At this point, my parents like to pretend that I'm straight because they want me to be into boys for some reason.
So speaking from experience here, don't tell your parents you're bi, unless you know that they will accept you for who you are. On the whole satanism thing, don't tell anyone at all, it could be dangerous.

  Take your time talking, and even though this is simple advice, don't just blather and rant on; be *aware* of what you say. 
Simply decide and tell yourself that you won't tell people you are bi or a Satanist. If you want to keep it a secret to yourself, and have the strong desire to do so, you will do so at all costs. It's a choice you can make.
If you have the desire, time and energy, look around your school and see if there are any clubs that cater to your interests, regarding science, debating, etc. for example. You can make new friends there and talk about things that you all have in common.
I know it can really suck not having anyone to talk to about spiritual Satanism, WW2 regime, spirituality, the occult but just hang in there. More people are waking up to the truth, everyday, and soon these topics will be discussed more freely.
Until then, silence is golden. And may save your ass in the long run.





  Hello! I just wanted to ask you something (as you can understand from title) but don't judge me if you think im weird

Well, I'm not shy but i dont like to talk to people because i'm scared that one day i can expose a personal information accidently (for example im bi or im satanist) So my friends in school see me as a weird, emo or nerd etc and left me alone. That hurts a bit because i spend nearly half of my day in school and in these times, theres no one to talk.

I know,its not about satanism but i need advice; what should i do?

Hail Satan and Demons!

-İla

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[aldrick.strickland88]

 It really does nothing. 
 I dont know why when people are young. They are like OMG I have to go and run and tell someone. 
 As an Adult you Live by yourself and hardly talk to anyone. You do not tell anyone of your life. Or at least that is my life. Looks around, who would I tell what. Oh go tell people I am this or that, so they can go spread it all over to everyone else.  
 NO THANKS. 

 

[borntomakescience]

Ah, I read all answers in here. And i just want to say thank you.

Thank you guys. This messages made me feel better and now, I want to hug you all ^^ That made me so happy to see your messages! I don't even know what to say more

And yes, I'm dedicated

Thank you and love you all! ^^ *hugs*

Hail Satan and Demons!

-İla