just crazy???

[saahirah_belladonna]

ok so ive been absent from here for quite some time, due to many reasons but im back for a few- a main one is something going on that i believe others on her emay be able to help me with.

lately i have been getting extremely bad anxiety attacks over small things or over nothing, i have been having extremely bad nightmares and dreams that wake me up in a sweat and feeling panicked, yet i can never clearly remember the dreams or nightmares which is unusual for me. i do wake with a distinct feeling of wanting to run and feeling like someone is after me. when im falling asleep, i tend to hear noises like banging on the doors and yelling, this jolts me into being awake again. the feelings are starting to interrupt my everyday life, my work, my relationship etc. im now at a point where i have no idea what to do. most of my adult life i have always experienced situations of being "watched" and intimidated by a presence, im not sure exactly what and why but it seems to be something that has followed me no matter where i go. i am not the only family member that has experienced this either. the main problem is i have never been at this point of anxiety with it before. i have been able to ignore it or build up enough of a resistance that it hasnt bothered me but now it seems to have gotten "under my defenses" so to speak.

does anyone have any clue or idea as to what is going on, or am i just crazy????

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]You are not crazy! I am having some really fucked up nightmares too,and have been for quite some time.I have been in this for a couple of years now,so I am not completely new,but I too have what I think are attacks form the enemy too.It usually happens when my aura is weak,so I have decided to do a protection meditation before I go to sleep,to see if that helps some.You might consider doing that too.

Hail Enki
Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, saahirah_belladonna <ewarner63@... wrote:

From: saahirah_belladonna <ewarner63@...
Subject: [HellsArmy666] just crazy???
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 10:34 AM

  ok so ive been absent from here for quite some time, due to many reasons but im back for a few- a main one is something going on that i believe others on her emay be able to help me with.

lately i have been getting extremely bad anxiety attacks over small things or over nothing, i have been having extremely bad nightmares and dreams that wake me up in a sweat and feeling panicked, yet i can never clearly remember the dreams or nightmares which is unusual for me. i do wake with a distinct feeling of wanting to run and feeling like someone is after me. when im falling asleep, i tend to hear noises like banging on the doors and yelling, this jolts me into being awake again. the feelings are starting to interrupt my everyday life, my work, my relationship etc. im now at a point where i have no idea what to do. most of my adult life i have always experienced situations of being "watched" and intimidated by a presence, im not sure exactly what and why but it seems to be something that has followed me no matter where i go. i am not the only family member that has experienced this either. the main problem is i have never been at this point of anxiety with it before. i have been able to ignore it or build up enough of a resistance that it hasnt bothered me but now it seems to have gotten "under my defenses" so to speak.

does anyone have any clue or idea as to what is going on, or am i just crazy????

[/TD]

 

[HPS Lydia]

I did the aura of protection 3 times a day for about 6 months. I'm down to twice a day now, I think I built it up pretty good. I also do another type after protecting as usual at night, I make a mirror out of white energy (mirrors and white reflect) all around the outside of my aura and affirm "my aura continuously deflects any and all negative energies away from me".

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

You are not crazy! I am having some really fucked up nightmares too,and have been for quite some time.I have been in this for a couple of years now,so I am not completely new,but I too have what I think are attacks form the enemy too.It usually happens when my aura is weak,so I have decided to do a protection meditation before I go to sleep,to see if that helps some.You might consider doing that too.

Hail Enki

Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, saahirah_belladonna <ewarner63@... wrote:

From: saahirah_belladonna <ewarner63@...
Subject: [HellsArmy666] just crazy???
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 10:34 AM
















 









ok so ive been absent from here for quite some time, due to many reasons but im back for a few- a main one is something going on that i believe others on her emay be able to help me with.



lately i have been getting extremely bad anxiety attacks over small things or over nothing, i have been having extremely bad nightmares and dreams that wake me up in a sweat and feeling panicked, yet i can never clearly remember the dreams or nightmares which is unusual for me. i do wake with a distinct feeling of wanting to run and feeling like someone is after me. when im falling asleep, i tend to hear noises like banging on the doors and yelling, this jolts me into being awake again. the feelings are starting to interrupt my everyday life, my work, my relationship etc. im now at a point where i have no idea what to do. most of my adult life i have always experienced situations of being "watched" and intimidated by a presence, im not sure exactly what and why but it seems to be something that has followed me no matter where i go. i am not the only family member that has experienced this either. the main problem is i have never been at this point of
anxiety with it before. i have been able to ignore it or build up enough of a resistance that it hasnt bothered me but now it seems to have gotten "under my defenses" so to speak.



does anyone have any clue or idea as to what is going on, or am i just crazy????

 

[Paul Pseudonym]

Breathing powerful protective white gold energy into your aura of protection and affirming that your aura of protection protects you at all times in every way, even while you sleep helps too.

Hail Satan!

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From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Friday, April 13, 2012 1:07:53 AM GMT-0000
Subject: [HellsArmy666] Re: just crazy???

I did the aura of protection 3 times a day for about 6 months. I'm down to twice a day now, I think I built it up pretty good. I also do another type after protecting as usual at night, I make a mirror out of white energy (mirrors and white reflect) all around the outside of my aura and affirm "my aura continuously deflects any and all negative energies away from me".

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

You are not crazy! I am having some really fucked up nightmares too,and have been for quite some time.I have been in this for a couple of years now,so I am not completely new,but I too have what I think are attacks form the enemy too.It usually happens when my aura is weak,so I have decided to do a protection meditation before I go to sleep,to see if that helps some.You might consider doing that too.

Hail Enki

Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, saahirah_belladonna <ewarner63@... wrote:

From: saahirah_belladonna <ewarner63@...
Subject: [HellsArmy666] just crazy???
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 10:34 AM
















 









ok so ive been absent from here for quite some time, due to many reasons but im back for a few- a main one is something going on that i believe others on her emay be able to help me with.



lately i have been getting extremely bad anxiety attacks over small things or over nothing, i have been having extremely bad nightmares and dreams that wake me up in a sweat and feeling panicked, yet i can never clearly remember the dreams or nightmares which is unusual for me. i do wake with a distinct feeling of wanting to run and feeling like someone is after me. when im falling asleep, i tend to hear noises like banging on the doors and yelling, this jolts me into being awake again. the feelings are starting to interrupt my everyday life, my work, my relationship etc. im now at a point where i have no idea what to do. most of my adult life i have always experienced situations of being "watched" and intimidated by a presence, im not sure exactly what and why but it seems to be something that has followed me no matter where i go. i am not the only family member that has experienced this either. the main problem is i have never been at this point of
anxiety with it before. i have been able to ignore it or build up enough of a resistance that it hasnt bothered me but now it seems to have gotten "under my defenses" so to speak.



does anyone have any clue or idea as to what is going on, or am i just crazy????

 

[kvnfidler]

I think animals, especially dogs help protect us. I let both my dogs sleep in my bed and I never have nightmares.
Years ago I remember being chased (while flying) by what looked like the "grim reaper". No face, arms, or legs, just a tattered black robe. I was actually flying up the steps in my moms house while being chased by this thing. Once I got back in my body I woke up right away feeling safe. That's the only time something like that ever happen to me.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

You are not crazy! I am having some really fucked up nightmares too,and have been for quite some time.I have been in this for a couple of years now,so I am not completely new,but I too have what I think are attacks form the enemy too.It usually happens when my aura is weak,so I have decided to do a protection meditation before I go to sleep,to see if that helps some.You might consider doing that too.

Hail Enki

Brian 

--- On Thu, 4/12/12, saahirah_belladonna <ewarner63@... wrote:

From: saahirah_belladonna <ewarner63@...
Subject: [HellsArmy666] just crazy???
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Thursday, April 12, 2012, 10:34 AM
















 









ok so ive been absent from here for quite some time, due to many reasons but im back for a few- a main one is something going on that i believe others on her emay be able to help me with.



lately i have been getting extremely bad anxiety attacks over small things or over nothing, i have been having extremely bad nightmares and dreams that wake me up in a sweat and feeling panicked, yet i can never clearly remember the dreams or nightmares which is unusual for me. i do wake with a distinct feeling of wanting to run and feeling like someone is after me. when im falling asleep, i tend to hear noises like banging on the doors and yelling, this jolts me into being awake again. the feelings are starting to interrupt my everyday life, my work, my relationship etc. im now at a point where i have no idea what to do. most of my adult life i have always experienced situations of being "watched" and intimidated by a presence, im not sure exactly what and why but it seems to be something that has followed me no matter where i go. i am not the only family member that has experienced this either. the main problem is i have never been at this point of
anxiety with it before. i have been able to ignore it or build up enough of a resistance that it hasnt bothered me but now it seems to have gotten "under my defenses" so to speak.



does anyone have any clue or idea as to what is going on, or am i just crazy????

 

[Al Reyes]

 That is pretty strange but no your not crazy. Wish i could tell you exactly whats going on but not even i have experienced that. All i can think of ,There must be something your doing wrong in your meditations perhaps your not aligning your chakras correctly or you havent aligned them for some time. Probably watching too many scary movies or something thats subliminally instilling fear into your head. Those hollywood movies are not only full of shit but theyre full of subliminal messages. Last it could be a grey thats trying to mess you up. One must always place an aura of pertection ESPECIALLY now adays. Its like a spartan with his shield without it you are full of openings for an enemy to strike. You should also cleanse your room atleast once a month i cleanse it every week and to help me sleep i place a barrier of blue flames so that no grey or thoughtform can attack me when im most vulnerable. I always assure my self that i am untouchable because i am a soldier of the most powerful god in the universe father SATAN!
From: saahirah_belladonna <ewarner63@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Thursday, April 12, 2012 3:34 AM
Subject: [HellsArmy666] just crazy???

  ok so ive been absent from here for quite some time, due to many reasons but im back for a few- a main one is something going on that i believe others on her emay be able to help me with.

lately i have been getting extremely bad anxiety attacks over small things or over nothing, i have been having extremely bad nightmares and dreams that wake me up in a sweat and feeling panicked, yet i can never clearly remember the dreams or nightmares which is unusual for me. i do wake with a distinct feeling of wanting to run and feeling like someone is after me. when im falling asleep, i tend to hear noises like banging on the doors and yelling, this jolts me into being awake again. the feelings are starting to interrupt my everyday life, my work, my relationship etc. im now at a point where i have no idea what to do. most of my adult life i have always experienced situations of being "watched" and intimidated by a presence, im not sure exactly what and why but it seems to be something that has followed me no matter where i go. i am not the only family member that has experienced this either. the main problem is i have never been at this point of anxiety with it before. i have been able to ignore it or build up enough of a resistance that it hasnt bothered me but now it seems to have gotten "under my defenses" so to speak.

does anyone have any clue or idea as to what is going on, or am i just crazy????