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another one, this this forum has a lot of people askin questions why fill it up with more noise, why fill it up with more sorrow and whininhg abt how life is and how weak i am.i cannot do that, but today i cried in the bus, i hv never cried in front of anyone before.this world is filled with so many people who fight who are happy, why stay in it.all those happy souls and people who just want to be happy zeus will be with them. now someone who wants to wallow, i can even hear high priest say zevist is for those who want to experince life surely sufering of any kind is useless. why burden ones family with suffering its proper to just dissapear, weakness is disgraceful, so what am pained so what, we dont want to see it, if one wants to die, they should be left be. why are they ethics agaisnt taking my own life, why need more troubled people, i am not supposed to be sad i must deal with it. to the point i cant even hold my self from crying, its ok there will be more in zevism, thousands can leave and the worthy can stay after all