It's really sad what xtianity does to people

[wotan namah]

I was kind of feeling bad so I wanted to type this out. My father who was an xtian pastor with the methodist church he is now retired. He is in a really bad place where he feels hopeless depressed and anxious all the time and is losing his cognitive abilities. He isn't talking to people or wanting to do much anymore he's been in the psych ward before and it didn't help him. I see the effects this religion has on his soul a lot of black and gray energy and something where the energies in his soul are blocked and they come out in brighter colors around him cause his energies have nowhere to go in the blockage. Part of me is sad to see this as he didn't treat me bad. The other part is his soul is so bad it's almost harmful for me to be around it. I am a sensitive water moon with a water sun and another water planet in Domicile and pisces intercepted in my first house so I tend to feel bad about things when they are not harmonious. I feel a little scared About all this as he was helping me with some stuff like getting around but is unable to do so anymore much. I also feel bad that this religion is claiming people's lives. They would hate me if they knew who I was anyways in the spiritual which also is sad.

But yes xtianity in it's advanced stages completely screws people up in the spiritual and the physical I see this first hand. I used to hate him but not as much anymore as he's not done bad things to me. I guess xtianity makes people feel worthless and hopeless and I know this because medication doesn't help him it's a spiritual issue but not much I can do myself. My guardian said "he made his choice" meaning he has to live with it.

Doesn't mean it's not sad how people who really are not that bad of people on the inside can be a victim of a lie to the point he is.

It's all hopeless to me it looks like he is just going to get worse and worse. My mom is ok right now but she is obviously worried about him.

So yeah it's sad to devote your entire being and life to something that is a lie. Me I just hope he doesn't go to the some place and burn or be tortured in the end after all this. I am convinced Hell is a real place for those who were traitors against humanity or fell for the reptilian lies like those who are too far gone. I don't think any of the Demons will prevent him from going there. So I worry about him being tortured cause I honestly am an empathetic person and don't believe he deserves it and I hate the thought of someone who helped me with stuff being tortured in the worst ways beyond human imagining and feeling fear beyond what is even possible on earth and unspeakable torments.

That was my main worry for years about him I don't want to see him go to that place but not much I can do. I tried to when I was younger convince him of my beliefs since I didn't want him to go there but he didn't listen and even made fun of the stuff on chakras and stuff. So not much I can do.

 

[wotan namah]

I was kind of feeling bad so I wanted to type this out. My father who was an xtian pastor with the methodist church he is now retired. He is in a really bad place where he feels hopeless depressed and anxious all the time and is losing his cognitive abilities. He isn't talking to people or wanting to do much anymore he's been in the psych ward before and it didn't help him. I see the effects this religion has on his soul a lot of black and gray energy and something where the energies in his soul are blocked and they come out in brighter colors around him cause his energies have nowhere to go in the blockage. Part of me is sad to see this as he didn't treat me bad. The other part is his soul is so bad it's almost harmful for me to be around it. I am a sensitive water moon with a water sun and another water planet in Domicile and pisces intercepted in my first house so I tend to feel bad about things when they are not harmonious. I feel a little scared About all this as he was helping me with some stuff like getting around but is unable to do so anymore much. I also feel bad that this religion is claiming people's lives. They would hate me if they knew who I was anyways in the spiritual which also is sad.

But yes xtianity in it's advanced stages completely screws people up in the spiritual and the physical I see this first hand. I used to hate him but not as much anymore as he's not done bad things to me. I guess xtianity makes people feel worthless and hopeless and I know this because medication doesn't help him it's a spiritual issue but not much I can do myself. My guardian said "he made his choice" meaning he has to live with it.

Doesn't mean it's not sad how people who really are not that bad of people on the inside can be a victim of a lie to the point he is.

It's all hopeless to me it looks like he is just going to get worse and worse. My mom is ok right now but she is obviously worried about him.

So yeah it's sad to devote your entire being and life to something that is a lie. Me I just hope he doesn't go to the some place and burn or be tortured in the end after all this. I am convinced Hell is a real place for those who were traitors against humanity or fell for the reptilian lies like those who are too far gone. I don't think any of the Demons will prevent him from going there. So I worry about him being tortured cause I honestly am an empathetic person and don't believe he deserves it and I hate the thought of someone who helped me with stuff being tortured in the worst ways beyond human imagining and feeling fear beyond what is even possible on earth and unspeakable torments.

That was my main worry for years about him I don't want to see him go to that place but not much I can do. I tried to when I was younger convince him of my beliefs since I didn't want him to go there but he didn't listen and even made fun of the stuff on chakras and stuff. So not much I can do.

Oh and yes he has a grey attached to his soul and controlling him somewhat as well just like me but it's a different grey. Also people in so many religions and from so many walks of life report seeing this place that I am convinced it's real. Don't just tell me it's not. It's not real in the way that the abrahamists say like for example you go there if you don't believe.

it's real in that it's a state a soul can reach in the afterlife after being degenerated to the point of no return and the reptilians love torturing people. They are convinced it's because they were not fully xtian or Muslim or whatever but This is something I used to worry about a lot.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

Oh and yes he has a grey attached to his soul and controlling him somewhat as well just like me but it's a different grey. Also people in so many religions and from so many walks of life report seeing this place that I am convinced it's real. Don't just tell me it's not. It's not real in the way that the abrahamists say like for example you go there if you don't believe.

it's real in that it's a state a soul can reach in the afterlife after being degenerated to the point of no return and the reptilians love torturing people. They are convinced it's because they were not fully xtian or Muslim or whatever but This is something I used to worry about a lot.

Have you tried to do RTRs on him and yourself?

I believe the enemy gains access to this place through jewish energies since jews or abrahamics open the gateway to them. I've done RTRs on my family and they appear to get better temporarily and then the energies just return. I feel like any and all rituals here feel like cheap bandaids against enemy/negative energies/entites and then they just come back. No matter what I try the negative energies just return on me and and my family a day later or hours later. It may relate to my/their habits.

Your case seems directly related to greys. I'm not sure about mine since it seems all problems relating to me and my family are chart related, as they align precisely with what I read in my natal chart, so I'm doing rituals more tailored around managing those.

What exactly have you tried to do in getting rid of these 2 greys?

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

Oh and yes he has a grey attached to his soul and controlling him somewhat as well just like me but it's a different grey. Also people in so many religions and from so many walks of life report seeing this place that I am convinced it's real. Don't just tell me it's not. It's not real in the way that the abrahamists say like for example you go there if you don't believe.

it's real in that it's a state a soul can reach in the afterlife after being degenerated to the point of no return and the reptilians love torturing people. They are convinced it's because they were not fully xtian or Muslim or whatever but This is something I used to worry about a lot.

I once a saw a grey behind me in my third eye. It may have been attached to me, or perhaps just behind me to influence me. I'll need to open my astral senses to fully assess the situation to then fix whatever the problem is.