Dantevirgil
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- Feb 7, 2003
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My story is long and i need to know if this is serious i will give you a bit of my history with what i think are demons trying to tell me what side i should truly be on, it started as a kid i would always see figures in my sleep, and most times i would awake unable to move or breath and see shadow figures. me and my sister both have had strange happenings with "ghost" or knowing things and not knowing how we know them, a fast forward to more strong and recent happenings, recently i have been having the feeling that there is someone with me strange thoughts and sounds in my head and apt. stange things and signs appearing on my walls. then all of a sudden about a month or so ago i had just got out of the shower i was looking in the mirror then all of a sudden i started to make these strange hand signals, and my eyes change then i start to jump up and down smiling and feeling this very strange energy that made me feel good really good. i still to this day make these hand signs at strange times. a few weeks later i was drinking with a friends and for no reason started telling him that i was possesed by a demon from hell i knew things of his past that i couldnt have known and told him things about himself hell and his girlfriends that i shouldnt have known, to the point that he was afraid and even cried. just so you know none of this is joke i can prove all of this i am telling you he is still very skeptic of what happened but equally affraid of me wich i dont think he should be. then i started to tell my current girlfriend about it she has spoken to him directly through me, so she isnt afraid i tell her i dont remember these times but i never pass out or forget the things i say come from nowhere and my voice and eyes change she has told me directly and sometimes i can feel it or him in me whoever he may be. he/she wont reveal their name and is very fond of the smell of my girlfriend from the things he says i have been lead to uvall from GOETIA but i feel like some of the things i have read in this text may not be completely true. as i didnt really believe any of this at first not completely anyway. then something happened that brought it home i was extremely sick on one instance and self medicated myself to sleep after doing more of the hand signs alone another friend came over and while passed out i told her to stay with me when she refused i told her she should leave becuse he was coming to this day she wont talk to me about it and i dont remember a bit of it but after some coaxing she got scared about "him" she said i sounded different maybe even afraid of him i would like to join you if you can help lead me in the correct path i have felt that i should denounce christ that he is false and that i should be with the forces of hell to fight for their army. i tried to sell my soul to satan once following istructions from the satanic bible but is this the proper way?