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Is this even possible? Does it even make sense?

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I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

#1
This is the targeted message.

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

#2
luissaid:

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

Relax bro, you're just bisexual! No worries

#3

Maybe you might be bisexual, and as you know cleaning out the Soul, and empowering it so it is working properly, reveals things - and also as you know, the Soul, Mind and Body affect each other. Perhaps it was more of the femine side, as SouthernWhiteGentile said, or that you might have unlocked and realised you might like androgynous individuals. This might be related to the balance which is needed, and/or it might just be an appreciation of beauty, or a different type of beauty, in a different way, which may or may not be sexual attraction at all.

#4
FancyMancysaid:

Maybe you might be bisexual, and as you know cleaning out the Soul, and empowering it so it is working properly, reveals things - and also as you know, the Soul, Mind and Body affect each other. Perhaps it was more of the femine side, as SouthernWhiteGentile said, or that you might have unlocked and realised you might like androgynous individuals. This might be related to the balance which is needed, and/or it might just be an appreciation of beauty, or a different type of beauty, in a different way, which may or may not be sexual attraction at all.

I think I realized I like more feminine looking guys a bit more. I always appreciated Girl's beauty but I've never been attracted to them. I don't think I'm bisexual and if I was I would accept it. It was a weird experience, I honestly thought I liked them more these days but now I don't feel anything at all and I realized I just like guys that have a feminine vibe.

#5
luissaid:

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

With your new feminine-hunky avatar, I think you're trying to cling on to fancying Boys a lot more than Girls. :P goes and gets luis a hunky-feminine Girl pic for him to enjoy

#6
FancyMancysaid:
luissaid:

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

With your new feminine-hunky avatar, I think you're trying to cling on to fancying Boys a lot more than Girls. :P goes and gets luis a hunky-feminine Girl pic for him to enjoy

:lol: I did not notice it but yep my avatar shows my taste lol

#7
luissaid:
FancyMancysaid:
luissaid:

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

With your new feminine-hunky avatar, I think you're trying to cling on to fancying Boys a lot more than Girls. :P goes and gets luis a hunky-feminine Girl pic for him to enjoy

:lol: I did not notice it but yep my avatar shows my taste lol

Althought it's just a cartoon (Sorry! Animation! :P), I can understand the attraction.

#8
luissaid:

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

This is a drawing to the feminine aspect in manifestation of the desire to 'merge' with it in the spiritual and emotional sense, it's not a hang-up nor is it a bad thing, it's actually quite positive. I am also homosexual, have been all my life for as long as I can remember and wouldn't think to ever be attracted to girls.

However whenever I'm in tune with the female aspect of spirituality, either I'm focusing on it, working with energies related to it or working with my upper feminine chakras, etc, I'll feel very distinctly drawn to the female form, their characteristics, their feminine qualities and interests, etc. This often goes straight to the desire of even wanting to have sex with a female instead of a male.

It is by no means the same kind of attraction as the one we have for the same sex though, it's just a drawing to the feminine side of the soul, feminine energies and just general feminine forms of nature of which we're seeking to merge with via a spiritual/emotional connection with woman despite our sexual orientation. It's the urge of the 'two halves make a whole' shindig and this can happen with lesbians too who tune into the male side of spirituality and masculine aspects.

It doesn't mean you're suddenly not gay anymore, but temporarily you will spontaneously be bisexual or homoflexible for the moment. I personally think it's pretty cool.

#9
luissaid:

Ok if anyone is worried I do not feel "attraction" on girls anymore. I honestly don't know what the heck happened to me these days. Maybe some weird hung-ups going away? It was like I was attracted more but then not really and right now I don't feel anything, I honestly don't understand lol

My take on this is that, probably by doing the Ritual and working on your chakras in a better than usual way perhaps, you have temporarily unblocked some energy channels, and this has allowed you to (temporarily) have a different perception of girls, supposedly because of your better understanding of how their energy works compared to that of a man, to which you are more accustomed to.

I don't know if this will make much sense, it would possibly explain the fact that the effect didn't last. I have been noticing some strage effects on myself after Rituals lately too (although not of the sexual interest kind) so I thought of this.
Try tracing back what you've been doing in these days, prior to starting to feel attraction to girl and see if there was anything in particular, maybe something new you have tried, and see if repeating the experience gets you the same effect or a similar one again. Do let me know if you reach a breakthrough, any hint in unblocking energy and chakras may be of help to both of us and others working on this.

#10
luissaid:

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

I struggled with that all my life. Sometimes your sexuality flips. Like Bi people are straight a couple months then gay a couple months.

When I started doing munka, I felt really straight. Then if I looked at porn, I would watch the Guy. I would strain to keep concentration on the female.

Then the arousal would just shut off. I would think they look hot but my brain would do nothing. Then I would look at guys, and my brain would explode. I would find release.

I use to be attracted to ultra feminine guys. But your taste actually changes as you get older. More and more I like older and masculine.

I use to like really skinny. Now I like muscular. But I really like the clean shaven pretty boy face. I like the greek god bodies. Lol

I think it has to do with your current lvl of masculinity. You want what's more feminine then you. I was very skinny and what not. Now I've gotten alot more muscle and masculine.

The problem is once guys hit about 30 they look like shit. Because no one takes care of themselves. Luckily being that I've meditated since a teenager, most early 20s think I'm their age.

I cant even tell the truth. They are like no your not. Stop lying. So I'm like ok gosh you know you caught me, I'm 21. Ha! I knew it!

Lol! Works for me. But the problem is I cant stand the mentality of these kids anymore. Especially the newer generations. What is there to interact with?

So it's like pick up some brainless fuck toy or try to have a decent relationship with some fat out of shape guy that eats cheetos all day.

I think I'm going to take Cobras advice and ask for an Incubus. Because at this point I dont see any other option. Get to know him more and more and then in 20 years meet him in person. That's not a bad deal.

Also I cannot stand guys that show any trace of being gay. I like GUYS. Not that horrible whine in their voice shit. I do not flame in anyway. I've also met guys that do not.

My idea of gay is like Naked Spartan Male greek Bodies. Working in the field or training for battle. With an orgy at night. This use to be the norm. Even ones who were more 90 percent straight, would be like yeah why not.

Just look at the prisons. They demonstrate Paganism in modern form. Everyone sticks to their own race and even the most masculine brute has a boy friend. Well take an army that lives on the battlefield with no females around. That happens in today's military.

First of all the really hot in shape gays are there. But second, my friend went to Iran, he said after several months, he noticed he was looking at guys asses. One guy pinned him against a wall and came onto him. After intense kissing the guy let him go and apologized. The guy being like 6 foot 3 260 pounds of muscle.

He was like he could have man handled me and raped me lol. While I didnt want that too happen, I realized I didnt mind the attention he gave me.

That was a couple months, imagine being there 3 years.

So yeah dont worry about it. It's perfectly normal. All guys go through it at some point, no matter how much they try and deny it. Especially when younger.

#11

while it’s possible that you are bi sexual, this might just be coming from your lack of sex. Other members on here have stated that they have thought about the same thing when they weren’t getting any sex but when they started doing it, they knew who they were attracted to. but bi sexual is a thing.

you probably just need to get laid. do a working for it

#12
Darksage666said:

while it’s possible that you are bi sexual, this might just be coming from your lack of sex. Other members on here have stated that they have thought about the same thing when they weren’t getting any sex but when they started doing it, they knew who they were attracted to. but bi sexual is a thing.

you probably just need to get laid. do a working for it

I think you are 100% right with this. I noticed the same these days. I just feel horny too much every day even if I masturbate and I think i just need sex to not feel this way. After this quarantine, I'll do a working.

Aldricksaid:
luissaid:

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I think the answer of all of this situation is that I need to have sex to not feel horny every day even if I masturbate. I do like clean-shaved pretty face types of guys too and I do like muscular bodies as much as more "skinnier" bodies (I don't mean really skinny just not super muscular and more round). I do like even a very muscular guy but I just prefer a bit more "pretty" guys.

#13
luissaid:

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There was this statement once, that "most people are bisexual", but not in a 50-50 kind of way usually. More like in the sense that you can find both genders attractive and sometimes even be sexually drawn to them a bit, but you still have a quite clear preference on which gender you are more drawn towards.

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Shaelsaid:
luissaid:

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There was this statement once, that "most people are bisexual", but not in a 50-50 kind of way usually. More like in the sense that you can find both genders attractive and sometimes even be sexually drawn to them a bit, but you still have a quite clear preference on which gender you are more drawn towards.

It's more like if you are in a desperate need for sex you'll almost fuck anyone regardless of gender. This is what happens in prison and the military.

#15
throwaway69said:

You're not a fag, just an Incel-in-denial.

Get over yourself, it's detrimental for your mental health to be like this.

You know that the more advanced members know who you are right? And that the Clergy can see your ip address?

So before you think, because you are on a fake account, you can go say whatever you want, cuz you wont be held accountable. I would think again on that.

#16
Aldricksaid:
luissaid:

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

I struggled with that all my life. Sometimes your sexuality flips. Like Bi people are straight a couple months then gay a couple months.

When I started doing munka, I felt really straight. Then if I looked at porn, I would watch the Guy. I would strain to keep concentration on the female.


I think I'm going to take Cobras advice and ask for an Incubus.
DO IT, DO IT, DO IT.

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Usthepeople666said:
Aldricksaid:
luissaid:

I'm a bit confused about something, it's some days now that I feel different. I always knew that I'm gay and I accepted it a long time ago, the problem know is that I feel attraction with girls too :shock: It's so weird I do not know how this is possible, I have to say that I never had sex, in general, let alone with a girl and I'm not a teen, I'm on my twenties, so I honestly do not know how this is possible any idea? Is it because of cleaning? This is so weird...

I struggled with that all my life. Sometimes your sexuality flips. Like Bi people are straight a couple months then gay a couple months.

When I started doing munka, I felt really straight. Then if I looked at porn, I would watch the Guy. I would strain to keep concentration on the female.


I think I'm going to take Cobras advice and ask for an Incubus.
DO IT, DO IT, DO IT.

Lol.

I was gonna tell you about the tarot reading I did last night. That had crazy accuracy. To have the lovers card, two of cups and his card in it, and more.

But I just heard him go, hey! That's private. But he was ok with what I just hinted.

So, we will see how it goes.

#18
luissaid:

I do like clean-shaved pretty face types of guys too and I do like muscular bodies as much as more "skinnier" bodies (I don't mean really skinny just not super muscular and more round). I do like even a very muscular guy but I just prefer a bit more "pretty" guys.

Sounds like I'm your man. Just don't quite got those abs yet...

Teasing (with no chance, sorry) aside, I've been curious about something and wondered if you shared the same viewpoint out of curiousity, because I don't know of any other opportunity to ask this.

Studies regarding race and attraction state we are attracted to partners that look similar to us. I'm also attracted to what you've described in that my ideal partner would share my same characteristics but I wondered if this is something you might realize in yourself in that the attractive appearance is also one of your own (or you desire to look as such anyways).

I feel like this only more appropriately applies to homosexuals because we can mimic the same gender more easily. I don't see heteros trying to look like their girlfriends obviously, or at least it's not something obvious.... This is just a curiousity of mine because I feel it might have something to do in relation to the astral and having a better spiritual connection with someone who is similar to us in some way what with energy signatures or some kind of 'mirroring' science.

They say opposites attract but clearly this isn't the case. I feel like a lot of like-things in this universe just seem to connect with one another automatically and this is why we are drawn to things in relation to ourselves such as certain colours, planets, animals, etc of which 'coincidentally' symbolically reflect the kind of person/soul we are... because we're similar to them and their energies and what they represent. It's 'likeness'.

What do you think?

#19
Aquariussaid:
Goldenage18said:
throwaway69said:

You're not a fag, just an Incel-in-denial.

Get over yourself, it's detrimental for your mental health to be like this.

You're a fucking piece of shit just like the
whore who gave you birth

ps. Sorry Hps I needed to write this

There's no point in insulting somebody's mother.. She most likely is as upset as you about having such a son.

BUUUUUURNNN