SigTyr
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Apart from going easier on myself, is there is a way to build a "safe pillow", so I won't feel exhausted next day?
On my routine I got few plantet squares, all RTR we need to do, then I work towards a goal of waking up. I am not sure if this will be result of raising kundalini, but I am just want to feel like I used to feel sometime ago, that my motivation.
It takes a while, a couple of house actually to raise the energy then I work with chakras, circulate the energy until I reach needed state. This state feel like I am elsewhere ,elevated , having light flashes, sometimes abstract images and I feel every chakra is connected and hot energy is going trough the spine.
It's not always easy to concentrate during this as either my brain goes into intense thinking or I am being distracted by surrounding, but I am getting there.
This looks like a right direction, in this stage I can clearly receive hints from Gods.
But this all works out well until the sun rises.
Then I have a massive energy loss, I want to sleep and I can do so for like 10-12. Then I feel this hangover, it's hard for me to start again, and if I will go easier on myself it will be even harder next day.
I am a night person if this matter, if I have opportunity I would gladly switch day with night. Winters are the best for me as the night are longest and I feel awesome.
It's like I am covered in some shit during sleep, as it gets better after RTRs and cleaning aura, the laziness whould be gone in most cases right after.
I do aura of protection as well, it's getting better but it's like I am missing something.
According to info I got from Demons, it looks like I "overclock" myself to 150% and that's why when the energy drops it hits me hard.
So is there is a way to preserve energy during sleep and don't collapse for 12 hours?
I don't know what the reason for those sudden energy drainings. I think of keeping a track of hours and compare it with planet hours. Last time I had this drain it was hour of Saturn.
Every advice will be appreciated, even if it's not safe and highly experimental. There is so much I need to deal with so it is worth the risk.
On my routine I got few plantet squares, all RTR we need to do, then I work towards a goal of waking up. I am not sure if this will be result of raising kundalini, but I am just want to feel like I used to feel sometime ago, that my motivation.
It takes a while, a couple of house actually to raise the energy then I work with chakras, circulate the energy until I reach needed state. This state feel like I am elsewhere ,elevated , having light flashes, sometimes abstract images and I feel every chakra is connected and hot energy is going trough the spine.
It's not always easy to concentrate during this as either my brain goes into intense thinking or I am being distracted by surrounding, but I am getting there.
This looks like a right direction, in this stage I can clearly receive hints from Gods.
But this all works out well until the sun rises.
Then I have a massive energy loss, I want to sleep and I can do so for like 10-12. Then I feel this hangover, it's hard for me to start again, and if I will go easier on myself it will be even harder next day.
I am a night person if this matter, if I have opportunity I would gladly switch day with night. Winters are the best for me as the night are longest and I feel awesome.
It's like I am covered in some shit during sleep, as it gets better after RTRs and cleaning aura, the laziness whould be gone in most cases right after.
I do aura of protection as well, it's getting better but it's like I am missing something.
According to info I got from Demons, it looks like I "overclock" myself to 150% and that's why when the energy drops it hits me hard.
So is there is a way to preserve energy during sleep and don't collapse for 12 hours?
I don't know what the reason for those sudden energy drainings. I think of keeping a track of hours and compare it with planet hours. Last time I had this drain it was hour of Saturn.
Every advice will be appreciated, even if it's not safe and highly experimental. There is so much I need to deal with so it is worth the risk.