Well although im a Satanist, i need to keep the praying mat to jehova in my room so tha i can fake it when my mom tells me to pray. Here's what i do: ever since i got tired of praying and praying (years b4 i was a Satanist) i got the habit of locking my room door, when i actually/pretend to pray. In over 90% cases, i pretend, and actually do random stuff like sit on my pc or study or do some stretches etc. And i still do that. r8 now that mat is bad luck to me if i touch it. I remember one day since my dad was lying on my bed after a hard day's work (my mom was maybe bsy with sm work on their room, so my dad cudnt enter), I actually had to 'fake' that prayer. I mean i had to do all the hand/body movements (i was a muslim) for the ritual/prayer but i didnt recite anything. That very day, by i think 7:00pm i got an average fever.But mostly, i actually lock the door and dont do 'that'. So here are the questions:1. That mat possibly has stored aura/energy from the people who have used it (guests or my households; and maybe also my own energy from when i was a kid [i am almost 16 now]). Is there anyway to de-empower this shitty mat? I mean to i trample on it literally and imagine all the energy leaving it or smthing?2.a) Will this mat act as a link to Jehova, inviting misfortunes and angels to attack me?2.b) Will it have an effect on any barrier i create around my room for protection?3. If the answers so the above questions is that 'yes, it will harm me' or of the sort, how will i prevent those harms and side by side also manage to keep the mat to fake those prayers? I think u guys understand that i cant just toss it to my parents room and say that 'no i dont want to pray/i dont want it in my room'Help is appreciated
Thanks in advanceHAIL SATAN!!!!