Is it a side effect..wat should i do?

[Laira Nakakande]

I have been serious on mediation lately
But now am a little worrid.
I get so weak after the meditation..
Gene am an earlyriser..i set the alarm as to wake me up, but un fortunately i sleep through it. I sleep a lot now days
Dosing in class is very embarassing!!!!
Plus the never ending headaches yet i need to concetrate in class.
However much meditation is important, but i also take school just as seriously..
So i sort of stoped in the middle of the 40day mediation which i also feel awful about..
But idk wat to do....
How do i balance the two???

 

[Yog Sothoth]

I don't know why your weak after meditation. Maybe your not getting enough sleep. You cant stop meditating though it is the most important thing you can do in Satanism. 

On Thursday, January 29, 2015 8:27 AM, "Laira Nakakande ameixinglyf016@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I have been serious on mediation lately
But now am a little worrid.
I get so weak after the meditation..
Gene am an earlyriser..i set the alarm as to wake me up, but un fortunately i sleep through it. I sleep a lot now days
Dosing in class is very embarassing!!!!
Plus the never ending headaches yet i need to concetrate in class.
However much meditation is important, but i also take school just as seriously..
So i sort of stoped in the middle of the 40day mediation which i also feel awful about..
But idk wat to do....
How do i balance the two???

 

[Light Yagami]

Continue meditating. As for the headaches, maybe it's a sign of your third eye awakening?
Otherwise, try to find the source of it; your head won't start hurting for no reason.
Lastly, in regards to "feeling weak"... maybe it's not really 'weak' but calm? Because, if in meditation you enter a trance, even without your awareness... then you'll feel calm and serene. Not necessarily weak.

Στις 9:19 μ.μ. Πέμπτη, 29 Ιανουαρίου 2015, ο/η "Yog Sothoth yogsothoth666999@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  I don't know why your weak after meditation. Maybe your not getting enough sleep. You cant stop meditating though it is the most important thing you can do in Satanism. 

On Thursday, January 29, 2015 8:27 AM, "Laira Nakakande ameixinglyf016@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I have been serious on mediation lately
But now am a little worrid.
I get so weak after the meditation..
Gene am an earlyriser..i set the alarm as to wake me up, but un fortunately i sleep through it. I sleep a lot now days
Dosing in class is very embarassing!!!!
Plus the never ending headaches yet i need to concetrate in class.
However much meditation is important, but i also take school just as seriously..
So i sort of stoped in the middle of the 40day mediation which i also feel awful about..
But idk wat to do....
How do i balance the two???

 

[Magus Immortalis]

The headaches might also be from dehydration. 

On Thursday, January 29, 2015 3:49 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Continue meditating. As for the headaches, maybe it's a sign of your third eye awakening?
Otherwise, try to find the source of it; your head won't start hurting for no reason.
Lastly, in regards to "feeling weak"... maybe it's not really 'weak' but calm? Because, if in meditation you enter a trance, even without your awareness... then you'll feel calm and serene. Not necessarily weak.

Στις 9:19 μ.μ. Πέμπτη, 29 Ιανουαρίου 2015, ο/η "Yog Sothoth yogsothoth666999@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] έγραψε:


  I don't know why your weak after meditation. Maybe your not getting enough sleep. You cant stop meditating though it is the most important thing you can do in Satanism. 

On Thursday, January 29, 2015 8:27 AM, "Laira Nakakande ameixinglyf016@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  I have been serious on mediation lately
But now am a little worrid.
I get so weak after the meditation..
Gene am an earlyriser..i set the alarm as to wake me up, but un fortunately i sleep through it. I sleep a lot now days
Dosing in class is very embarassing!!!!
Plus the never ending headaches yet i need to concetrate in class.
However much meditation is important, but i also take school just as seriously..
So i sort of stoped in the middle of the 40day mediation which i also feel awful about..
But idk wat to do....
How do i balance the two???

 

[Ameixing Lyf]

Laira here..
I got a new email..phone complications Any way
Idk
Sleepy has never been my thing
Am certain it has to be the meditation
That's why i had stopped so as to see if there will be a change... Prob is idk how to balance the two..
I mean class and meditation
I feel terrible for stoping meditation though.. En i thought may be i was doing something wrong en thats why i feel weak after.
Could it be the breathing exercises?
Gene idk
Am so desparate...
I wish i could sleep earlier so as try get more than enough sleep....but i have to wait untill every one else sleeps en that's after10pm otherwise i would be disturbed or have to explain wat it is exactly am doing. Isn't there something i can do tto keep me sobber..are there runes that can be vibrated for this?

On Jan 29, 2015 7:19 PM, "Yog Sothoth yogsothoth666999@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  I don't know why your weak after meditation. Maybe your not getting enough sleep. You cant stop meditating though it is the most important thing you can do in Satanism. 

On Thursday, January 29, 2015 8:27 AM, "Laira Nakakande ameixinglyf016@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  I have been serious on mediation lately
But now am a little worrid.
I get so weak after the meditation..
Gene am an earlyriser..i set the alarm as to wake me up, but un fortunately i sleep through it. I sleep a lot now days
Dosing in class is very embarassing!!!!
Plus the never ending headaches yet i need to concetrate in class.
However much meditation is important, but i also take school just as seriously..
So i sort of stoped in the middle of the 40day mediation which i also feel awful about..
But idk wat to do....
How do i balance the two???

 

[yarri.dosti]

You might be having general weakness which has nothing to do with meditations. Add proteins, carbohydrates, zinc and magnesium to your diet. Try to drink more water and drink orange juice and other juices with vitamin C. Also do little bit of physical workout. Do not stress with the meditations. Just do which you feel comfortable. Start small and keep adding more meditations gradually. Do aura cleaning with blue Satanic fire energy. And aura protection with golden white. And always be careful with the breathing exercises. Sometimes, lack of oxygen in lungs and some other lung problems can also make you tired.

 

[Ameixing Lyf]

Thnx for the replys.. I definitely see sense when you say the weakness might be due to the extra calm.
Whenever i meditate i take my time..say at list an hour. Now an hour in the trance state will certainly make you feel...(namb...is it the word?)
About opening the third eye i did vibrate the (thoth) rune for several times...May be its the cause of the headache.
I have been doing a lot of stuff and am trying to figure out which one is making a mess of me.
I have also been trying to charge some sigils by exhaling energy into them...may be its the cause of the weakness. Gene idk
And for the dehydration will starting more water than i usually do.

On Jan 29, 2015 11:48 PM, "Light Yagami tapapakiastinseira@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Continue meditating. As for the headaches, maybe it's a sign of your third eye awakening?
Otherwise, try to find the source of it; your head won't start hurting for no reason.
Lastly, in regards to "feeling weak"... maybe it's not really 'weak' but calm? Because, if in meditation you enter a trance, even without your awareness... then you'll feel calm and serene. Not necessarily weak.

Στις 9:19 μ.μ. Πέμπτη, 29 Ιανουαρίου 2015, ο/η "Yog Sothoth yogsothoth666999@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] έγραψε:


  I don't know why your weak after meditation. Maybe your not getting enough sleep. You cant stop meditating though it is the most important thing you can do in Satanism. 

On Thursday, January 29, 2015 8:27 AM, "Laira Nakakande ameixinglyf016@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  I have been serious on mediation lately
But now am a little worrid.
I get so weak after the meditation..
Gene am an earlyriser..i set the alarm as to wake me up, but un fortunately i sleep through it. I sleep a lot now days
Dosing in class is very embarassing!!!!
Plus the never ending headaches yet i need to concetrate in class.
However much meditation is important, but i also take school just as seriously..
So i sort of stoped in the middle of the 40day mediation which i also feel awful about..
But idk wat to do....
How do i balance the two???

 

[dark_pagan_666]

When your body is new to meditation and you start a 40 day program, depending how fast you develop in the first place, may indicate that your body will react like a total bitch. This is due to the fact your body is in for a major change and your body and mind have absolutely no idea what is happening to you, and will act in a way of making you believe you turn weak, instead of actually gain power and advancement. This is because your body is already comfortable in a non-advancing state.

The headaches may come from you heightened bio-electricity level which may cause new energy pathways and opens new areas in your brain that has been dormant.

Like Magus Immortalis said, it may be of dehydration. And it is very important to drink enough water or whatever, as the heightened bio-electricity may dry you out as the body is adjusting. All this will adjust in time, be patient and whatever happens, do not stop, be persistent. Do less breaths if that is the matter and remember to balance your energies! Which is done by the Sun and Moon meditation.

This has to be reminded! Just ignore your body reacting like a bitch, be a "bitch" back and say NO, this is what I am doing in order to advance to godhood! Do a aura cleansing and aura of protection, meditate on the base chakra as it will give you the power of being persistent!

Continue your working, raise back up your powers and whatever happens continue with it, no matter what. I am not saying to push you over edges, just be realistic on what you can do and you will notice when you can try to do more, more, more and A FUCKING LOT MORE!!! No limitations.

HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[Ameixing Lyf]

Hey Dark pegan..
Some light on sun and moon meditaton plizz..
Idk wat that is and how its done dear.. And i did meditated yesterday night. Iam back at it...i won't ever stop again no matter wat!!!!
Thank you all for the encouragement and headsup.. Mob love for satan
Hail hell

On Jan 30, 2015 7:26 PM, "dark_pagan_666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  When your body is new to meditation and you start a 40 day program, depending how fast you develop in the first place, may indicate that your body will react like a total bitch. This is due to the fact your body is in for a major change and your body and mind have absolutely no idea what is happening to you, and will act in a way of making you believe you turn weak, instead of actually gain power and advancement. This is because your body is already comfortable in a non-advancing state.

The headaches may come from you heightened bio-electricity level which may cause new energy pathways and opens new areas in your brain that has been dormant.

Like Magus Immortalis said, it may be of dehydration. And it is very important to drink enough water or whatever, as the heightened bio-electricity may dry you out as the body is adjusting. All this will adjust in time, be patient and whatever happens, do not stop, be persistent. Do less breaths if that is the matter and remember to balance your energies! Which is done by the Sun and Moon meditation.

This has to be reminded! Just ignore your body reacting like a bitch, be a "bitch" back and say NO, this is what I am doing in order to advance to godhood! Do a aura cleansing and aura of protection, meditate on the base chakra as it will give you the power of being persistent!

Continue your working, raise back up your powers and whatever happens continue with it, no matter what. I am not saying to push you over edges, just be realistic on what you can do and you will notice when you can try to do more, more, more and A FUCKING LOT MORE!!! No limitations.

HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[dark_pagan_666]

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... thing.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... stril.html

There you go! Just follow the explanations and you'll do fine. This meditation will increase the bio-electricity as well as naturally balance your energies in a safe way.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Ameixing Lyf]

Mwa!!!
Mob kisses
Thnx a lot
Satan bless
Hail hell

On Feb 1, 2015 11:02 PM, "dark_pagan_666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... thing.html

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... stril.html

There you go! Just follow the explanations and you'll do fine. This meditation will increase the bio-electricity as well as naturally balance your energies in a safe way.

HAIL SATAN!