Nero said:
Is it a good idea to give up the material side of life in favor of the spiritual? I've been thinking about it for a long time ... . As for me, there are a lot of things in material life that distract you from spirituality. Maybe I should completely abandon the material side of life and go to some remote village or an isolated island, where I will have my own farm with chickens and cattle and will be able to meditate for at least 5-6 hours a day, which will give me the opportunity to achieve spiritual goals much faster than if I was spending time trying to achieve success in the material world??.... Need your advice...
Thanks in advance!
Hail Satan!
Since I finally have the time to reply to this, I'll give you my thoughts made by your own.
Back then, before I got enrolled on college, I accidentally hit my coccyx on a hard object while sitting, and I was having a hard time moving my hips because it was painful. In that moment, I realized why those old people have their backs curved in pain :?
I was also starting out in yoga and meditations at that time, so I did a simple google search as to how to stretch the lower spine more. I did the poses, and I healed in less than a month. I was so happy that I decided to focus more on meditations
But, college rolled in, and I wanted nothing to do with it. I want to meditate instead, not to interact with people! I'm simply not ready and thought some things that is equivalent to a spiritual germaphobe, worrying that the negative energies I had would transmit to my new classmates I barely know about.
After a month of not going to college due to anxiety and many more irrational thoughts, I decided to interact with my school once and for all. It wasn't that bad. I was overreacting,
but that one month was enough for me to get suspended by one of my teachers.
Long story short, I need to take another semester just for that one subject I missed. I also did tried to reason with the professor, but his conditions was beyond ridiculous that I didn't bother and was thankful that professor got replaced.
Other than that, I also didn't finish the second semester in college because of the tuition fees my aunt failed to pay. Some factors were that she kept four pets at that time, and I have to take care all of them. I blamed a lot on my aunt and her husband, being that she never should have adopted pets I needed to take care of, wondering where all those money went, and so many factors about her that I find unlikeable.
This mindset continued on until I was bedridden due to astral attacks. That moment, I realized why everything did not improve for me.
I never did any spells that would improve my physical situation.
Money Spells? Binding my aunt since she's an a-hole? Nope, even if I got to that article a few times already, I never did!~



I only did ONE money spell for forty days for them, but after that, POOF! Gone, none, yadda. Never worked on it again. I feel so stupid now that I think about it, I won't blame you if you're facepalming as you're reading this :lol:
What good are the meditations in this site and forums if we never even took the time to use most of them?
I'm not saying "go all out," I'm saying that we should have the time to do them if we can.
Good thing I wasn't the one forum user who will just make an account and be the whiny type, who will ask:
"Why is everyone in this forum getting all the physical necessities? I barely see them complaining about their physical world :|"
Durrrr, Sketches, you're only empowering yourself and the Gods by doing Rituals! :lol:
In short: The physical world needs to be taken care of as well. It can improve by us meditating, but you also need to keep a good schedule
The above happened to me because for two years, I kept the basics. Ironically, I still need to do it due to my current situation, only this time, I need to focus on physical as well
