hailazazel
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- Jan 23, 2002
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I think I have a pretty good balance between Earth and Fire, a few drops of Water, and not even a bit of Air.
This morning, while doing my exercises, I thought about the Air element, and came to realize this is what I lack all these years. I need your confirmation on this.
I was always attracted to more difficult and comprehend subjects because I never understood the basics. I never understand jokes, never. I hate riddles and things that requiring thinking. I never stop and think. I always feel I have alot of knowledge and wisdom but I can't get it out through communication. I'm bad with words.
I never understand basic things. My brain is pretty much dead. I think through Daydreaming. I never think about things I should do. Sometimes I have a feeling I don't really exist (probably because I daydream so much).
Is this a lack of Air? Should I attempt to invoke Air or wait some time for when I'll be more advanced? Should I do the "Preliminary Meditations for Invoking the Elements"?
HAIL SATAN FOREVER!!!!
This morning, while doing my exercises, I thought about the Air element, and came to realize this is what I lack all these years. I need your confirmation on this.
I was always attracted to more difficult and comprehend subjects because I never understood the basics. I never understand jokes, never. I hate riddles and things that requiring thinking. I never stop and think. I always feel I have alot of knowledge and wisdom but I can't get it out through communication. I'm bad with words.
I never understand basic things. My brain is pretty much dead. I think through Daydreaming. I never think about things I should do. Sometimes I have a feeling I don't really exist (probably because I daydream so much).
Is this a lack of Air? Should I attempt to invoke Air or wait some time for when I'll be more advanced? Should I do the "Preliminary Meditations for Invoking the Elements"?
HAIL SATAN FOREVER!!!!