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IMPORTANT MOTIVATION FOR ANYONE HAVING DOUBTS!

Sam Hinkley1

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Greetings brothers and sisters! I don't know if i am alone in this, but over the past few months, i have been experiencing INTENSE attacks from the enemy. They are not in the way you would think however, they understand that they cannot just try to straight up scare me and intimidate me to leave Satan, so they plant thoughts in my head that say "what if you are jewish?" "your grandmother was religiously jewish, but what if she was ethnically jewish too?" "You know what, lets stop meditating, take the day off! font workout, eat some junk food its fine for you, trust me" This has been happening NON STOP for sooo long. However, i think i have stopped it. I just refute every single thought that gets in my head, No my grandmother could not have been jewish, my love for Satan and the Gods is eternal. I cannot possibly be jewish, for i hate them and their foul state of pissrael. I use spiritual warfare against them, there is no way i could be one of them! I would not have even dedicated, much less read the JOS websites. No, for i don't look like one of their filthy kind, my nose is not crooked! For even while writing this, an intense feeling of pleasure rushes over me that i am a Gentile, strong and proud, and that i will tread pissraels ashes beneath my boots! That i will fight the enemies of the gods for as long as i breath! That i am far to creative to be a jewish swine! Im sorry comrades if this seems a little redundant, i just needed somewhere to vent my thoughts into writing so others could understand and know if they are having the same happen to them. So my friends, fight. Fight viciously. CRY HAVOC! AND LET SLIP THE DOGS OF WAR! HAIL SATAN!!!!!!
 
This is a common tactic of theirs. They try to convince you that you are not gentile.
The fact they harass you in the first place proves you are NOT a jew.The fact you feel an energy buzz when you meditate and keep getting stronger is your proof.The fact the enemy fears you is proof.
jews have none of this. Jews are weak subservient slaves to these space monkeys and have no spiritual power of their own, this is why they use their death rituals to harvest OUR power instead!
Without this, without stealing the energy of the gentiles they murder, the jews would have NOTHING.They have dead, weak, empty souls.
They cannot feel anything. There is no energy there for them TO feel whereas a gentile will always grow stronger through meditation and the feelings grow more potent with each day.
FUCK THE JEWS AND THEIR SPACE LIZARD MASTERS!HAIL SATAN!


On Friday, October 2, 2015 2:12 AM, "Sam Hinkley sam.hinkley17@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Greetings brothers and sisters! I don't know if i am alone in this, but over the past few months, i have been experiencing INTENSE attacks from the enemy. They are not in the way you would think however, they understand that they cannot just try to straight up scare me and intimidate me to leave Satan, so they plant thoughts in my head that say "what if you are jewish?" "your grandmother was religiously jewish, but what if she was ethnically jewish too?" "You know what, lets stop meditating, take the day off! font workout, eat some junk food its fine for you, trust me" This has been happening NON STOP for sooo long. However, i think i have stopped it. I just refute every single thought that gets in my head, No my grandmother could not have been jewish, my love for Satan and the Gods is eternal. I cannot possibly be jewish, for i hate them and their foul state of pissrael. I use spiritual warfare against them, there is no way i could be one of them! I would not have even dedicated, much less read the JOS websites. No, for i don't look like one of their filthy kind, my nose is not crooked! For even while writing this, an intense feeling of pleasure rushes over me that i am a Gentile, strong and proud, and that i will tread pissraels ashes beneath my boots! That i will fight the enemies of the gods for as long as i breath! That i am far to creative to be a jewish swine! Im sorry comrades if this seems a little redundant, i just needed somewhere to vent my thoughts into writing so others could understand and know if they are having the same happen to them. So my friends, fight. Fight viciously. CRY HAVOC! AND LET SLIP THE DOGS OF WAR! HAIL SATAN!!!!!!

 
I have been experiencing this more than ever over the past month or so!!! I get them thoughts still a bit :/ it's nice to know how much they try yet fail!!! ^_^

HAIL SATAN!!!
 
Fake Name, thank you so much for replying! After reading your reply, I feel invincible! I'm going to go do a cursing of the jewish race Thurisaz and Hagalaz working right now! FUCK ISRAEL! FUCK THE JEWS!HAIL SATAN!!!

On Oct 2, 2015, at 9:37, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  This is a common tactic of theirs. They try to convince you that you are not gentile.
The fact they harass you in the first place proves you are NOT a jew.The fact you feel an energy buzz when you meditate and keep getting stronger is your proof.The fact the enemy fears you is proof.
jews have none of this. Jews are weak subservient slaves to these space monkeys and have no spiritual power of their own, this is why they use their death rituals to harvest OUR power instead!
Without this, without stealing the energy of the gentiles they murder, the jews would have NOTHING.They have dead, weak, empty souls.
They cannot feel anything. There is no energy there for them TO feel whereas a gentile will always grow stronger through meditation and the feelings grow more potent with each day.
FUCK THE JEWS AND THEIR SPACE LIZARD MASTERS!HAIL SATAN!


On Friday, October 2, 2015 2:12 AM, "Sam Hinkley sam.hinkley17@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


  Greetings brothers and sisters! I don't know if i am alone in this, but over the past few months, i have been experiencing INTENSE attacks from the enemy. They are not in the way you would think however, they understand that they cannot just try to straight up scare me and intimidate me to leave Satan, so they plant thoughts in my head that say "what if you are jewish?" "your grandmother was religiously jewish, but what if she was ethnically jewish too?" "You know what, lets stop meditating, take the day off! font workout, eat some junk food its fine for you, trust me" This has been happening NON STOP for sooo long. However, i think i have stopped it. I just refute every single thought that gets in my head, No my grandmother could not have been jewish, my love for Satan and the Gods is eternal. I cannot possibly be jewish, for i hate them and their foul state of pissrael. I use spiritual warfare against them, there is no way i could be one of them! I would not have even dedicated, much less read the JOS websites. No, for i don't look like one of their filthy kind, my nose is not crooked! For even while writing this, an intense feeling of pleasure rushes over me that i am a Gentile, strong and proud, and that i will tread pissraels ashes beneath my boots! That i will fight the enemies of the gods for as long as i breath! That i am far to creative to be a jewish swine! Im sorry comrades if this seems a little redundant, i just needed somewhere to vent my thoughts into writing so others could understand and know if they are having the same happen to them. So my friends, fight. Fight viciously. CRY HAVOC! AND LET SLIP THE DOGS OF WAR! HAIL SATAN!!!!!!
 
Thanks for this message! I am not the only one who catches himself thinking of shit like that and gets disturbed/feel uncomfortable by thinking of it.
I am the kind of person who finds it hard to have relationships with other people. Be it a date, be it a friendship. I am rather reserved to myself in the presence of other people in public environments such as my workplace and even in a meeting with friends I often don't have much to speak. I try to be as 'friendly' as reasonably possible towards those who address me though. However, sometimes I feel kind of odd for not communicating enough; for not saying anything further than "hello good evening, how are you doing?". Sometimes I feel like this makes me seem like an antipathic person and this is not the impression I want to leave. Professionally (when I'm teaching classes), I talk a lot, laugh a lot with my students and express myself to a certain extent. But personally I am known as a 'quiet' person. For this and for my father being an asshole and making the family environment feel like crap lots of times, I often catch myself thinking "I hope I am not a jew".

But Father Satan wouldn't have helped me all the times I asked him for help in legitimate times of need if I were a jew. He wouldn't have saved my dog when it was close to death and I asked him to not let it die in that time, he wouldn't have helped me get my current job, he wouldn't have answered any of my other requests for help. He wouldn't have given me any signs at all when I dedicated. Perhaps he wouldn't even allow me to do spiritual warfare. I don't consider myself to be advanced but I also wouldn't even have felt my third eye active like I did, not even a bit. I feel like shit just to think of the possibility of being a jew. I guess I wouldn't even bother about it if I were one.

We all must keep our minds active, keep seeking for knowledge, meditating and fighting them hard and not let these jewish incited thoughts disturb us.
Btw, this is also another reason why discipline in void meditation is important.

Death to all jews
HAIL SATAN!!!
 
No Sam, you aren't alone in that one - same with myself, you can't scare me like that - I have had the worst happen in that regard a LONG time ago, having a fucking reptilian materialize in my very first apartment I ever lived in alone was the absolute worst...it left me with an intense fear of the dark that only dedicating to Satan lifted off me.

But what DID scare the shit out of me about a month and a half ago was the idea I was one of them...it really fucked me up for many days. I was beside myself with anxiety, worried sick I carried their filthy genes....which of course led to other thoughts: well then, no use doing the spiritual warfare, you are only damning yourself...it was so intense I could barely stand to be in my own skin. I was just SICK worrying about it, it was agonizing but in the end I decided to tell Satan my conclusions so I sat down before my altar and I talked about this fear and how it was fucking me up, then finished:

"Satan, I was sent to you for a reason. I just have to trust that, and trust YOU. So I will continue to do the spiritual warfare, even if I AM damning myself, I don't care because I would rather cease to exist for all eternity than have to live without YOU. You are going to have to personally come kick me in the teeth to get rid of me, now that I found you. I will go to the gates of Hell and beg you to take me in. Because I'm not letting you go. I LOVE you."

I made the decision to put this fear out of my head. I then waited for Satan or one of the Lords of Hell to come kick me in the teeth (or the ass) but nobody came to punish me. I thought if anyone would come to kill me it would be Andras. And I'm not saying this disrespectfully. I really half expected I was going to get it. And I would have welcomed it because I meant it: I don't want to live without you all.

And so when we started the reverse torah rituals last month I did them too. I hadn't done the RAUM meditation before and I guess I had to know I was helping - I really didn't want to ask though. I didn't want to ask for Satan to hold my hand it's true; if I'm really being truthful I think I also felt unworthy to ask...but this was a time when some really obvious confirmation was needed and that Raum felt like - amazing - energy rushes, electricity, goosebumps, my hair was trying to stand on end, it felt like the top of my freakin head blew off. My third eye opened; I went somewhere and saw something, and then had the info I got confirmed in the news a couple days later. Just to let me know I wasn't imagining. Since then, yes, I definitely feel energy every time (its very pleasant to me) though not explosive dynamite going off under me like that first time.
Right after that I was inspired to make those stickers for Satan. I just felt I wanted to promote love for him. That he is important and he matters. To not forget him. I think its important to always remember we don't just do the spiritual warfare out of our hate for the enemy though it is true, but for love of Satan. HE is the most important, as in the end even the dust will cease to remember who they were, while HE shall have no end.

I put a lot of effort, time and tears into my art, I do give original paintings away often but never before on this scale, not online where anyone in the world can take my high res image I made for nothing. And I admit my 'finger' hovered over that send button for awhile, as a thought came in and said: WHY are you giving away your sweat and tears for nothing? And I thought in return: This isn't for nothing, this is for Satan, this is for love for my Daddy, my Father, my God. It's all I have of value that I can give!

So I gave it up, I hit send. You have to put your money (talent) where your mouth is. Talk is cheap.

But the nicest thing was, I think it was the very next morning or the morning right after that and somebody else posted in JOS regarding Satan Loves You. It was the first thing I saw when I opened my e-mail that morning! It really felt like Satan had me open my e-mail right then as I had come into the studio determined to go to work in the back, ignore that fucking computer! And then instead felt like I HAD to check my e-mail NOW. Satan Loves You was on the top of the stack so I couldn't possibly miss it and it would be the first thing I looked at. When I'm depressed I think of that and how He actually answered me.

So now I am getting attacked in another way. I know, we are not to expect being attacked, this just sort of makes it even more likely to happen and I don't dwell on it. But it is happening. This time its not a fear being played on, but a desire.

Anyhow, though, yes, just continue the spiritual warfare. Don't stop. It really is having an effect. Obviously. Ha!

Hail Satan!
Hail Andras!
I love you!
 
Yessss! That's exactly what I'm experiencing. I tried to do the destruction working for malovent influences and it worked for a while. It might help but you have to do it when the moon is waning.
Hail Satan!
On Oct 1, 2015, at 5:09 PM, "Sam Hinkley sam.hinkley17@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
  Greetings brothers and sisters! I don't know if i am alone in this, but over the past few months, i have been experiencing INTENSE attacks from the enemy. They are not in the way you would think however, they understand that they cannot just try to straight up scare me and intimidate me to leave Satan, so they plant thoughts in my head that say "what if you are jewish?" "your grandmother was religiously jewish, but what if she was ethnically jewish too?" "You know what, lets stop meditating, take the day off! font workout, eat some junk food its fine for you, trust me" This has been happening NON STOP for sooo long. However, i think i have stopped it. I just refute every single thought that gets in my head, No my grandmother could not have been jewish, my love for Satan and the Gods is eternal. I cannot possibly be jewish, for i hate them and their foul state of pissrael. I use spiritual warfare against them, there is no way i could be one of them! I would not have even dedicated, much less read the JOS websites. No, for i don't look like one of their filthy kind, my nose is not crooked! For even while writing this, an intense feeling of pleasure rushes over me that i am a Gentile, strong and proud, and that i will tread pissraels ashes beneath my boots! That i will fight the enemies of the gods for as long as i breath! That i am far to creative to be a jewish swine! Im sorry comrades if this seems a little redundant, i just needed somewhere to vent my thoughts into writing so others could understand and know if they are having the same happen to them. So my friends, fight. Fight viciously. CRY HAVOC! AND LET SLIP THE DOGS OF WAR! HAIL SATAN!!!!!!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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