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Sarah Payton

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PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS I DON'T WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND LEAVE MY SON BEHIND,I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT AND DAY I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TALK TO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO SATAN FOR GUIDANCE BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO GET HIS ATTENTION.I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT ON FRIDAY THE MARSHALS ATE GOING TO COME SHE THROW ALL MY STUFF IN THE TRASH MY SON AND I WILL BE IN THE STREET I'M SO LOST PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP. IT'S THERE IS ANY TITLE I CAN DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN MEDITATION BECAUSE OF ALL THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ITS MY FAULT BUT PLEASE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

HAIL SATAN
 
Don't act despertately and stop to distrust Satan. Of course Santan heard you. To do aura of protection, use the power of the runes etc. will help you. You can add it to a Standard Ritual.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Sarah Payton <sexciblond66@... wrote:

PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS I DON'T WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND LEAVE MY
SON BEHIND,I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT AND DAY I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TALK TO
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO SATAN FOR GUIDANCE BUT I
CAN'T SEEM TO GET HIS ATTENTION.I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT ON FRIDAY THE MARSHALS
ATE GOING TO COME SHE THROW ALL MY STUFF IN THE TRASH MY SON AND I WILL BE
IN THE STREET I'M SO LOST PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP. IT'S THERE IS ANY
TITLE I CAN DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN MEDITATION BECAUSE OF ALL
THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ITS MY FAULT BUT PLEASE I DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO DO.

HAIL SATAN
 
First of all, STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING!!!Secondly, TALK TO SATAN!!! NOT TO US!!!! What the fuck do you expect us to do??! Give you money or do 40 days workings or something, in order to save your ass??!?! Because all you've kept on doing is fucking complaining and nothing else... It'd be like giving liquor to an alcohol addict, in order to shut him up.If you are a dedicated Satanist then FIGHT, meditate and TALK TO OUR FATHER FOR FUCK'S SAKE!!!!
And what, you saw that life is tough, and you are willing to commit suicide and leave your child behind because you can't fight??If you really think you're so weak and fucking worthless, then go ahead. Your child wouldn't be proud to have such a weakling for a mother anyway...
If not, if you believe that you're strong and you'd create the perfect environment for your child to grow in (eliminate them damn jews), then STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!!By writing your problems here, no shit is gonna be solved!! HOW MUCH BRAIN DOES THAT NEED TO FIGURE OUT?!?!??!!
Απο: Sarah Payton <sexciblond66@...
Προς: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Στάλθηκε: 10:08 μ.μ. Δευτέρα, 10 Ιουνίου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] I'm so scared I have no idea what to do

  PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS I DON'T WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND LEAVE MY SON BEHIND,I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT AND DAY I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TALK TO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO SATAN FOR GUIDANCE BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO GET HIS ATTENTION.I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT ON FRIDAY THE MARSHALS ATE GOING TO COME SHE THROW ALL MY STUFF IN THE TRASH MY SON AND I WILL BE IN THE STREET I'M SO LOST PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP. IT'S THERE IS ANY TITLE I CAN DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN MEDITATION BECAUSE OF ALL THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ITS MY FAULT BUT PLEASE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

HAIL SATAN

 
Firstly, try to calm down. Anxiety and dwelling will only cause more problems. I understand you're in a serious prediciment but that means you have to try even harder to remain calm. Do some meditations to calm down then think about what your options are. Do you have any family or friends you can stay with? If not find a salvation army or something like that until you can figure something out. In the meantime to a protection & money meditation & affirmation.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "egon_88_666" <egon88@... wrote:

Don't act despertately and stop to distrust Satan. Of course Santan heard you. To do aura of protection, use the power of the runes etc. will help you. You can add it to a Standard Ritual.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Sarah Payton <sexciblond66@ wrote:

PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS I DON'T WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND LEAVE MY
SON BEHIND,I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT AND DAY I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TALK TO
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO SATAN FOR GUIDANCE BUT I
CAN'T SEEM TO GET HIS ATTENTION.I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT ON FRIDAY THE MARSHALS
ATE GOING TO COME SHE THROW ALL MY STUFF IN THE TRASH MY SON AND I WILL BE
IN THE STREET I'M SO LOST PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP. IT'S THERE IS ANY
TITLE I CAN DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN MEDITATION BECAUSE OF ALL
THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ITS MY FAULT BUT PLEASE I DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO DO.

HAIL SATAN
 
If you go to Satan with sincerity he will know. Ask for his help. He will give you the strength to get you where you need to be to get yourself on track.
Most people come to Satan when it is evident the xtain 'god' can do nothing to help them in dire need.
Give this a chance.
Just ask and see what happens.
It also goes without saying, meditation is important.


Hail Satan!
88!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Sarah Payton <sexciblond66@... wrote:

PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS I DON'T WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND LEAVE MY
SON BEHIND,I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT AND DAY I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TALK TO
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO SATAN FOR GUIDANCE BUT I
CAN'T SEEM TO GET HIS ATTENTION.I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT ON FRIDAY THE MARSHALS
ATE GOING TO COME SHE THROW ALL MY STUFF IN THE TRASH MY SON AND I WILL BE
IN THE STREET I'M SO LOST PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP. IT'S THERE IS ANY
TITLE I CAN DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN MEDITATION BECAUSE OF ALL
THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ITS MY FAULT BUT PLEASE I DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO DO.

HAIL SATAN
 
Light. your an ass. Most people are in dire straights when they come to Satan. It is the strength that Satan gives people, that changes lives, that cements that connection. Assaulting people doesn't help them. Shut your mouth unless you have something useful to say.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@... wrote:

First of all, STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING!!!
Secondly, TALK TO SATAN!!! NOT TO US!!!! What the fuck do you expect us to do??! Give you money or do 40 days workings or something, in order to save your ass??!?! Because all you've kept on doing is fucking complaining and nothing else... It'd be like giving liquor to an alcohol addict, in order to shut him up.
If you are a dedicated Satanist then FIGHT, meditate and TALK TO OUR FATHER FOR FUCK'S SAKE!!!!

And what, you saw that life is tough, and you are willing to commit suicide and leave your child behind because you can't fight??
If you really think you're so weak and fucking worthless, then go ahead. Your child wouldn't be proud to have such a weakling for a mother anyway...

If not, if you believe that you're strong and you'd create the perfect environment for your child to grow in (eliminate them damn jews), then STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!!
By writing your problems here, no shit is gonna be solved!! HOW MUCH BRAIN DOES THAT NEED TO FIGURE OUT?!?!??!!


________________________________
Î`πο: Sarah Payton <sexciblond66@...
Προς: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Στάλθηκε: 10:08 μ.μ. Î"ευτέρα, 10 Ιουνίου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] I'm so scared I have no idea what to do



 
PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS I DON'T WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND LEAVE MY SON BEHIND,I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT AND DAY I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TALK TO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO SATAN FOR GUIDANCE BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO GET HIS ATTENTION.I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT ON FRIDAY THE MARSHALS ATE GOING TO COME SHE THROW ALL MY STUFF IN THE TRASH MY SON AND I WILL BE IN THE STREET I'M SO LOST PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP. IT'S THERE IS ANY TITLE I CAN DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN MEDITATION BECAUSE OF ALL THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ITS MY FAULT BUT PLEASE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

HAIL SATAN
 
Actually no it's correct. The reason many people have problems is because they complain. If you act desperate and you complain all the time, not only you'll block communication from the Gods even if you're psychic (because you need to be open and relaxed to feel that) but you'll also block any potential solutions you may be able to think of. That person wrote 3 more hiny posts ignoring the answers she received before and obviously Light fed up with this. There is nothing wrong with that, it's a normal reaction for any person.

I've also said that those people who come to Satanism because they're in bad situation and need desperate help, most usually get disappointed because Satanism isn't a quick fix thing. It's more efficient and helpful to come to SS when you are OK and have no problems. IMO if jewhova appeared to those people and gave them 1 million dollars immediately while their soul was at stake and had more knowledge, they would immediately join jewhova. The entire point is not who gives more material things, but where the truth is in the long run. And people who come here for desperate help usually think short term. IMO those who come here for the main reason as to quick fix their lives they don't have sincere reasons for joining, like empowering their souls and learning the truth. There could be few people who are serious, but from what I've seen most of them do not actually care for Satan, they only care to fix their situation they are in.

You said for example:

"Most people come to Satan when it is evident the xtain 'god' can do nothing to
help them in dire need."

That's another case of what I'm talking about. Some of those people whom you say are usually those who try to follow Satanism as if it's xianity. It's obvious from their introduction many times. They start with "I was a xian but the xian god did nothing to me e.t.c. and now I have to see if Satan...". Right now they're saying they followed the xian god in the xian way and experienced nothing, and they want to follow Satan in the xian way and they have the delusion that they're gonna experience things. One thing they must learn is that this is it totally different thing and isn't followed the xian way like blind prayer and depending on beings.

The point I'm making is just because some person looks desperate and in a "dire straight", doesn't automatically mean that we have to coddle them. There are some of them who are just trolls or jews, as jews when troll they appeal to emotions and they're trying to make you feel guilty.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "H K" <monumentalwheel@... wrote:

Light. your an ass. Most people are in dire straights when they come to Satan. It is the strength that Satan gives people, that changes lives, that cements that connection. Assaulting people doesn't help them. Shut your mouth unless you have something useful to say.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@ wrote:

First of all, STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING!!!
Secondly, TALK TO SATAN!!! NOT TO US!!!! What the fuck do you expect us to do??! Give you money or do 40 days workings or something, in order to save your ass??!?! Because all you've kept on doing is fucking complaining and nothing else... It'd be like giving liquor to an alcohol addict, in order to shut him up.
If you are a dedicated Satanist then FIGHT, meditate and TALK TO OUR FATHER FOR FUCK'S SAKE!!!!

And what, you saw that life is tough, and you are willing to commit suicide and leave your child behind because you can't fight??
If you really think you're so weak and fucking worthless, then go ahead. Your child wouldn't be proud to have such a weakling for a mother anyway...

If not, if you believe that you're strong and you'd create the perfect environment for your child to grow in (eliminate them damn jews), then STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!!
By writing your problems here, no shit is gonna be solved!! HOW MUCH BRAIN DOES THAT NEED TO FIGURE OUT?!?!??!!


________________________________
Î`πο: Sarah Payton <sexciblond66@
Προς: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Στάλθηκε: 10:08 μ.μ. Î"ευτέρα, 10 Ιουνίου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] I'm so scared I have no idea what to do



 
PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS I DON'T WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND LEAVE MY SON BEHIND,I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT AND DAY I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TALK TO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO SATAN FOR GUIDANCE BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO GET HIS ATTENTION.I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT ON FRIDAY THE MARSHALS ATE GOING TO COME SHE THROW ALL MY STUFF IN THE TRASH MY SON AND I WILL BE IN THE STREET I'M SO LOST PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP. IT'S THERE IS ANY TITLE I CAN DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN MEDITATION BECAUSE OF ALL THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ITS MY FAULT BUT PLEASE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

HAIL SATAN
 
I'll give you one example which the enemy appeared to do something and fooled a person. There was a SS (not sure if he was SS because he wasn't dedicated) and he had health problems and he said that jewsus healed him. Right there he went to jewsus without knowing that Satan actually teaches how to heal yourself. In the long run, giving a person a fish makes him easily manipulated by you and dependent. That's one way to deceive people. Satan would teach him how to fish i.e. heal himself if he continued in his power meditation and persisted.

So don't think that the enemy will not do a few material miracles to deluded people. The reason we are here is because Satan teaches us how to be independent, how to do our miracles and improve our lives without depending on him. And most people of the desperate ones look to be dependent on external help. That's the difference.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Actually no it's correct. The reason many people have problems is because they complain. If you act desperate and you complain all the time, not only you'll block communication from the Gods even if you're psychic (because you need to be open and relaxed to feel that) but you'll also block any potential solutions you may be able to think of. That person wrote 3 more hiny posts ignoring the answers she received before and obviously Light fed up with this. There is nothing wrong with that, it's a normal reaction for any person.

I've also said that those people who come to Satanism because they're in bad situation and need desperate help, most usually get disappointed because Satanism isn't a quick fix thing. It's more efficient and helpful to come to SS when you are OK and have no problems. IMO if jewhova appeared to those people and gave them 1 million dollars immediately while their soul was at stake and had more knowledge, they would immediately join jewhova. The entire point is not who gives more material things, but where the truth is in the long run. And people who come here for desperate help usually think short term. IMO those who come here for the main reason as to quick fix their lives they don't have sincere reasons for joining, like empowering their souls and learning the truth. There could be few people who are serious, but from what I've seen most of them do not actually care for Satan, they only care to fix their situation they are in.

You said for example:

"Most people come to Satan when it is evident the xtain 'god' can do nothing to
help them in dire need."

That's another case of what I'm talking about. Some of those people whom you say are usually those who try to follow Satanism as if it's xianity. It's obvious from their introduction many times. They start with "I was a xian but the xian god did nothing to me e.t.c. and now I have to see if Satan...". Right now they're saying they followed the xian god in the xian way and experienced nothing, and they want to follow Satan in the xian way and they have the delusion that they're gonna experience things. One thing they must learn is that this is it totally different thing and isn't followed the xian way like blind prayer and depending on beings.

The point I'm making is just because some person looks desperate and in a "dire straight", doesn't automatically mean that we have to coddle them. There are some of them who are just trolls or jews, as jews when troll they appeal to emotions and they're trying to make you feel guilty.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "H K" <monumentalwheel@ wrote:

Light. your an ass. Most people are in dire straights when they come to Satan. It is the strength that Satan gives people, that changes lives, that cements that connection. Assaulting people doesn't help them. Shut your mouth unless you have something useful to say.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Light Yagami <tapapakiastinseira@ wrote:

First of all, STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING!!!
Secondly, TALK TO SATAN!!! NOT TO US!!!! What the fuck do you expect us to do??! Give you money or do 40 days workings or something, in order to save your ass??!?! Because all you've kept on doing is fucking complaining and nothing else... It'd be like giving liquor to an alcohol addict, in order to shut him up.
If you are a dedicated Satanist then FIGHT, meditate and TALK TO OUR FATHER FOR FUCK'S SAKE!!!!

And what, you saw that life is tough, and you are willing to commit suicide and leave your child behind because you can't fight??
If you really think you're so weak and fucking worthless, then go ahead. Your child wouldn't be proud to have such a weakling for a mother anyway...

If not, if you believe that you're strong and you'd create the perfect environment for your child to grow in (eliminate them damn jews), then STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!!
By writing your problems here, no shit is gonna be solved!! HOW MUCH BRAIN DOES THAT NEED TO FIGURE OUT?!?!??!!


________________________________
Î`πο: Sarah Payton <sexciblond66@
Προς: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Στάλθηκε: 10:08 μ.μ. Î"ευτέρα, 10 Ιουνίου 2013
Θέμα: [JoyofSatan666] I'm so scared I have no idea what to do



 
PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS I DON'T WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND LEAVE MY SON BEHIND,I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT AND DAY I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TALK TO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO SATAN FOR GUIDANCE BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO GET HIS ATTENTION.I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT ON FRIDAY THE MARSHALS ATE GOING TO COME SHE THROW ALL MY STUFF IN THE TRASH MY SON AND I WILL BE IN THE STREET I'M SO LOST PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP. IT'S THERE IS ANY TITLE I CAN DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN MEDITATION BECAUSE OF ALL THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ITS MY FAULT BUT PLEASE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

HAIL SATAN
 
thanks everyone for all the support,I just was feeling really down and wanted to vent,I ess kind of lost and confused.I have been trying to opens my third eye.I have been paying to SATAN before and after.I have not got into context with father, but I feel much better that note I'm meditating.  again thank you so much everyone.

HAIL SATAN

On Wednesday, June 12, 2013, H K <monumentalwheel@... wrote:
 

If you go to Satan with sincerity he will know. Ask for his help. He will give you the strength to get you where you need to be to get yourself on track.
Most people come to Satan when it is evident the xtain 'god' can do nothing to help them in dire need.
Give this a chance.
Just ask and see what happens.
It also goes without saying, meditation is important.

Hail Satan!
88!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Sarah Payton <sexciblond66@... wrote:

PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME WITH THIS I DON'T WANT TO KILL MY SELF AND LEAVE MY
SON BEHIND,I HAVE BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT AND DAY I DON'T KNOW WHO TO TALK TO
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.I HAVE BEEN PRAYING TO SATAN FOR GUIDANCE BUT I
CAN'T SEEM TO GET HIS ATTENTION.I HAVE ONE WEEK LEFT ON FRIDAY THE MARSHALS
ATE GOING TO COME SHE THROW ALL MY STUFF IN THE TRASH MY SON AND I WILL BE
IN THE STREET I'M SO LOST PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP. IT'S THERE IS ANY
TITLE I CAN DO PLEASE LET ME KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN MEDITATION BECAUSE OF ALL
THE THINGS I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ITS MY FAULT BUT PLEASE I DON'T KNOW
WHAT TO DO.

HAIL SATAN
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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