Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
Im scared of our father :(
add.brionn1 min to read
It's pretty normal if you're a Satanist only for 6 days and you haven't deprogrammed completely from xianity. You just need to do that, read things like exposing christianity and other books/sites proving xianity is a hoax and Satan is the good guy and get used to that.
I didn't have that problem myself though because I made sure I was completely deprogrammed from xianity and it's lies and knew Satan is the True God before doing the dedication ritual and becoming a Spiritual Satanist officialy. That's the ideal thing to do, but some people are impatient and want to dedicate ASAP. I WAS scared, yes, but not scared of Satan but of other things. I was afraid I might be attacked by enemy angels or greys or that I would experience something intense I can't handle for example.
--- In , "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
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It's pretty normal if you're a Satanist only for 6 days and you haven't deprogrammed completely from xianity. You just need to do that, read things like exposing christianity and other books/sites proving xianity is a hoax and Satan is the good guy and get used to that.
I didn't have that problem myself though because I made sure I was completely deprogrammed from xianity and it's lies and knew Satan is the True God before doing the dedication ritual and becoming a Spiritual Satanist officialy. That's the ideal thing to do, but some people are impatient and want to dedicate ASAP. I WAS scared, yes, but not scared of Satan but of other things. I was afraid I might be attacked by enemy angels or greys or that I would experience something intense I can't handle for example.
--- In , "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
I wanna do the dedication ritual and what will be the next step? I feel God Satan in my life.i use to be xian then mystic in AMORC but never been satisfied like when i read the jos pages and all its open and free.HAIL SATAN
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From: diznit26 <[ email redacted ]
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Date: Saturday, October 1, 2011 10:42:04 AM GMT-0000
Subject: Re: Im scared of our father :(
It's pretty normal if you're a Satanist only for 6 days and you haven't deprogrammed completely from xianity. You just need to do that, read things like exposing christianity and other books/sites proving xianity is a hoax and Satan is the good guy and get used to that.
I didn't have that problem myself though because I made sure I was completely deprogrammed from xianity and it's lies and knew Satan is the True God before doing the dedication ritual and becoming a Spiritual Satanist officialy. That's the ideal thing to do, but some people are impatient and want to dedicate ASAP. I WAS scared, yes, but not scared of Satan but of other things. I was afraid I might be attacked by enemy angels or greys or that I would experience something intense I can't handle for example.
--- In , "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
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I wanna do the dedication ritual and what will be the next step? I feel God Satan in my life.i use to be xian then mystic in AMORC but never been satisfied like when i read the jos pages and all its open and free.HAIL SATAN
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Sent from my Nokia phone
------Original message------
From: diznit26 <[ email redacted ]
To:
Date: Saturday, October 1, 2011 10:42:04 AM GMT-0000
Subject: Re: Im scared of our father :(
It's pretty normal if you're a Satanist only for 6 days and you haven't deprogrammed completely from xianity. You just need to do that, read things like exposing christianity and other books/sites proving xianity is a hoax and Satan is the good guy and get used to that.
I didn't have that problem myself though because I made sure I was completely deprogrammed from xianity and it's lies and knew Satan is the True God before doing the dedication ritual and becoming a Spiritual Satanist officialy. That's the ideal thing to do, but some people are impatient and want to dedicate ASAP. I WAS scared, yes, but not scared of Satan but of other things. I was afraid I might be attacked by enemy angels or greys or that I would experience something intense I can't handle for example.
--- In , "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
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Subject: Im scared of our father :(
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
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From: add.brionn <add.brionn@...
To:
Sent: Friday, September 30, 2011 5:18 PM
Subject: Im scared of our father :(
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
Never fear him. Its the enemy putting those feelings into you. He has helped me more than anything!!!! You will know soon enuff he loves us.
--- In , "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
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Never fear him. Its the enemy putting those feelings into you. He has helped me more than anything!!!! You will know soon enuff he loves us.
--- In , "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
--- In , "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
Adding to the other replies , The actual Solution is to get to know Satan slowly and at Your own pace. If You're afraid , tell Him about it . Tell Him to reveal Himself to You . Fear is instilled by His enemies so that no one will approach Him and get enlightment , escaping once and for all from their grip. Take Your time , take it easy , and feel no guilt if You feel like that . It took a while to EVERYONE to get to know Satan and get to realize , despite of knowing it or not , that Satan is actually the Good person in this whole enemy created storyline .
HAIL SATAN!
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--- In , "add.brionn" <add.brionn@... wrote:
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
Adding to the other replies , The actual Solution is to get to know Satan slowly and at Your own pace. If You're afraid , tell Him about it . Tell Him to reveal Himself to You . Fear is instilled by His enemies so that no one will approach Him and get enlightment , escaping once and for all from their grip. Take Your time , take it easy , and feel no guilt if You feel like that . It took a while to EVERYONE to get to know Satan and get to realize , despite of knowing it or not , that Satan is actually the Good person in this whole enemy created storyline .
HAIL SATAN!
I saw him in my medative state. He is beautiful with a great blue light and very compasionate.
HAIL SATAN!
--- In , "diznit26" <diznit26@... wrote:
It's pretty normal if you're a Satanist only for 6 days and you haven't deprogrammed completely from xianity. You just need to do that, read things like exposing christianity and other books/sites proving xianity is a hoax and Satan is the good guy and get used to that.
I didn't have that problem myself though because I made sure I was completely deprogrammed from xianity and it's lies and knew Satan is the True God before doing the dedication ritual and becoming a Spiritual Satanist officialy. That's the ideal thing to do, but some people are impatient and want to dedicate ASAP. I WAS scared, yes, but not scared of Satan but of other things. I was afraid I might be attacked by enemy angels or greys or that I would experience something intense I can't handle for example.
--- In , "add.brionn" <add.brionn@ wrote:
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..
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I saw him in my medative state. He is beautiful with a great blue light and very compasionate.
HAIL SATAN!
--- In , "diznit26" <diznit26@... wrote:
It's pretty normal if you're a Satanist only for 6 days and you haven't deprogrammed completely from xianity. You just need to do that, read things like exposing christianity and other books/sites proving xianity is a hoax and Satan is the good guy and get used to that.
I didn't have that problem myself though because I made sure I was completely deprogrammed from xianity and it's lies and knew Satan is the True God before doing the dedication ritual and becoming a Spiritual Satanist officialy. That's the ideal thing to do, but some people are impatient and want to dedicate ASAP. I WAS scared, yes, but not scared of Satan but of other things. I was afraid I might be attacked by enemy angels or greys or that I would experience something intense I can't handle for example.
--- In , "add.brionn" <add.brionn@ wrote:
Ok soo i have been a satanist for...6 days ? And im learning pretty well i think (: But i have a really huge problemmmm !! I think im scared of our father :/ i mean.... I can worship him , praise him, pray to him , meditate and stuff but... Im still scared of him... Maybe its because i was once an xian? Idk :/ can somebody help me please? I just need to know why i feel this way..