My name is Horace Creel. I'm a simple guy from Virginia. I have walked many paths Christianity (awful experience), Atheism, Tao, Pagan, and Buddhism. Buddhism was my most recent. all have failed me in different ways.I have been interested or perhaps drawn to Satan since i was 12. My father is Pagan, and my Mother is a Methodist Christian. I could not and will not ever hate my mother I just.... really pity her and her misguided way. anyway I'm off topic. I have browsed through much of the website but have yet to read all of it (ADAD). i would really like some guidance on where to start and maybe what order to learn. Thank you in advance for the help and advice.