Rio Oropeza
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- Sep 1, 2003
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ok well I just started to get serious about spiritual satanism about a week ago. I've always new there was something different about me though. When my mom would take me to church there was just always something in the back of my head saying "Is it ok that I don't believe anything these people tell me?" I felt like I couldn't tell my parents though. But now that i'm 17 and a senior I think I can start doing what I really want to and believe what I want to. Well i've been reading basically everything on the site and I really feel like this is truly right for me. But I have no idea where to start. it said to first make a commitment to satan. I'll do that when I can. Because I'll probably get shunned if My parents find me doing a satanic ritual. They just wouldn't understand. And after that it says to start a power meditation program. That's where I get confused. Where do I start!? There is so much stuff about meditation on there. Stuff about chakras, going into trances, breathing techniques, basic mediation, advanced stuff, it's just so overwhelming. I have no idea where to start. Sorry if this sounds completely stupid.