omeedmohsenian
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So, I've been studying satanism for at least 5 hours now. I knew it was for me. I just made a commitment to Father Satan in my Astral Temple. (Im underage and living with my christian mother so i know i wont be able to do the actual ritual until im 18.) But since i started studying Satanism, ive felt a strong sense of relief, belonging, happiness and other amazing emotions. But i have also felt some bad ones too. It has gotten worse since i made my final commitment to Satan. It started with slight pressure on my chest and ribs. It sliwly became more noticeable as i delved deeper into my studies. Since the Commitment the pressure has gotten worse, right below my sternum has a sharp pain and i have a headache. I don't know what is happening, does anyone know what this is? Is there any way to fix this? To be honest im frightened it will get worse.