I'm just going to make a thread to say it

[Асуря]

You pressure cooked us for so long you created a literal army of immortal child soldiers willing to die for a cause just so their life eventually meant something

well fucking done
bravo
I'm 34 and just made my first girlfriend. I'd rather go fight a war than ever think about raising a son of my own. This wound takes at least another 34 to heal.

 

[Soaring Eagle 666]

Relax. I think you pressure cooked yourself. :roll:

The emphasis around here on doing warfare is about actually improving the world and destroying the enemy, a fact that has been made abundantly clear. It was never about making one's life mean something, although just doing ONE Ritual in one's life is enough for that.

You can raise a son of your own, and also spare 20 minutes to do one Ritual per day.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I think he's tying into some energy here or something. Below the surface of xtian programming. I spent a few years thinking like this and I had to just avoid anything bad in the world and fight. Not really possible and not enjoyable. Also not how people think (at least deprogrammed people maybe you didn't) just how it may appear on the surface sometimes with some people.

The xtian programming is that everything is black and white good or bad and the world is kind of a witch-hunt you have to always be on guard see the bad in everything. This is how xtianity teaches things.

You can do Ritual once or twice a day if you wanted not all day. You can have a girlfriend and family in fact many here encourage it. You don't have to and should not go fight and die in this or any war.

Try to get out of the mindset you learned in church. This is exactly like what fundy xtians do sit around and focus only on perceived spiritual things fighting all the time as if in a war avoiding anything fun or rewarding etc.

Realize you can relax and enjoy life. Not everything is black and white.