I'm in deep physical and mental trouble.

[barkingplace1]

Hello, family... I'm back, once again.. It's been a long time. I never really left, but my bond with my family and our Father has deteriorated... I've been forgetful, I haven't meditated, I've been scared and frightened, paranoid...I really need to get some relief... And my biggest problem right now and always has been, which was also my guide to finding Father, is my ex-friend, mr. big-time gangbanger criminal. I'm afraid of him. I fear for my life, for the lives of my family, my girl... There's noone else on this earth that I truly fear. I really need some advice, brothers and sisters... What do you do against these gun-wielding, mental terrorists? it's been quiet for a year or so between us, but I'm always afraid, I never go outside in that old city, I choose carefully where I am and at what time I'm there... It's tearing me apart.... I need strength from you, so that I can go back to spiritualism, being embraced by Father... My biggest fear is not confrontation, but retaliation for what I might do. I'm not afraid to die if it weren't for my family, but the possible retaliation from him and them is what I fear the most... Has anyone got any advice? Can anyone help me? I'm desperate here.. 

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Do an aura of protection everyday and aura of repelling (against the gangster) everyday. 

On Sunday, August 10, 2014 5:27:10 AM, "barkingplace1@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hello, family... I'm back, once again.. It's been a long time. I never really left, but my bond with my family and our Father has deteriorated... I've been forgetful, I haven't meditated, I've been scared and frightened, paranoid...I really need to get some relief... And my biggest problem right now and always has been, which was also my guide to finding Father, is my ex-friend, mr. big-time gangbanger criminal. I'm afraid of him. I fear for my life, for the lives of my family, my girl... There's noone else on this earth that I truly fear. I really need some advice, brothers and sisters... What do you do against these gun-wielding, mental terrorists? it's been quiet for a year or so between us, but I'm always afraid, I never go outside in that old city, I choose carefully where I am and at what time I'm there... It's tearing me apart.... I need strength from you, so that I can go back to spiritualism, being embraced by Father... My biggest fear is not confrontation, but retaliation for what I might do. I'm not afraid to die if it weren't for my family, but the possible retaliation from him and them is what I fear the most... Has anyone got any advice? Can anyone help me? I'm desperate here.. 

 

[eu71992]

Aura clining and Aura Protection are a daily must.You should also try (although it take time) to detach from unwanted entites meditation.Try as much as you can to not get in his/or his friends enviroment.Use the rune JERA in meditation and try to reverse your situation.Void meditation when you fell overhelmed...
And Mer Ka Ba for more energy/ protection (although this is quite advanced).
Satan won't let a dedicated SS warrior take more then they can handle...