I'm brand spanking new, used to be a christian and I'm looking for h

[mwatchel]

Sitting on the fence between god and Satan feels like a dangerous place to be on the battle ground. Problem is, it's not yet clear to me as to what Satan has to offer, and I wonder if it's too late to connect with him. When I was younger I foolishly played around with a Ouija board scribbled on loose leaf paper with my sister and brother. I didn't believe anything would happen, but sure as hell it did. We didn't recieve any messages but the pointer flew off the table. From there on in I had some pretty interesting dreams...maybe disturbing??? Calling god's name seemed to persuade any spirit activity from reaching us eventually...or maybe they just got bored???

So my questions are, what does Satan offer that god does not? Specifics would be appreciated Will I be in any danger if I call upon a demon now that I've disrespected them previously? How do I summon one and what steps should I take to ensure the demon I'm calling on that I come humbly, with respect and honesty? Will they appear before me in their true form?

Obviously I wish to tread lightly, but I want to know if I'm being heard...or whether I've missed the boat.

Thanks in advance

 

[Allison P]

Well, first, I urge you to read the Joy of Satan site in its entirety.
www.templeofzeus.org

What does Father offer? he offers truth, whereas the xian non-god
offers only lies. He offers the chance for you to open your soul, and
gain your own powers, rather than always relying on an outside source.
Do not, I repeat, do not summohn a Daemon unless you are dedicated
first! Some of them don't like it, and it's best to be dedicated
before you summon them anyway, for the sake of respect.

On 9/17/10, mwatchel <mwatchel@... wrote:
Sitting on the fence between god and Satan feels like a dangerous place to
be on the battle ground. Problem is, it's not yet clear to me as to what
Satan has to offer, and I wonder if it's too late to connect with him. When
I was younger I foolishly played around with a Ouija board scribbled on
loose leaf paper with my sister and brother. I didn't believe anything would
happen, but sure as hell it did. We didn't recieve any messages but the
pointer flew off the table. From there on in I had some pretty interesting
dreams...maybe disturbing??? Calling god's name seemed to persuade any
spirit activity from reaching us eventually...or maybe they just got
bored???

So my questions are, what does Satan offer that god does not? Specifics
would be appreciated Will I be in any danger if I call upon a demon now
that I've disrespected them previously? How do I summon one and what steps
should I take to ensure the demon I'm calling on that I come humbly, with
respect and honesty? Will they appear before me in their true form?

Obviously I wish to tread lightly, but I want to know if I'm being
heard...or whether I've missed the boat.

Thanks in advance

 

[Mischa Watchel]

Thanks for the heads up, for some reason your reply was tucked in my spam folder so I didn't see it. Do you have any experiences you would be willing to share with me?

From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sat, September 18, 2010 7:42:00 PM
Subject: Re: I'm brand spanking new, used to be a christian and I'm looking for help.

  Well, first, I urge you to read the Joy of Satan site in its entirety.
www.templeofzeus.org

What does Father offer? he offers truth, whereas the xian non-god
offers only lies. He offers the chance for you to open your soul, and
gain your own powers, rather than always relying on an outside source.
Do not, I repeat, do not summohn a Daemon unless you are dedicated
first! Some of them don't like it, and it's best to be dedicated
before you summon them anyway, for the sake of respect.

On 9/17/10, mwatchel <mwatchel@... wrote:
Sitting on the fence between god and Satan feels like a dangerous place to
be on the battle ground. Problem is, it's not yet clear to me as to what
Satan has to offer, and I wonder if it's too late to connect with him. When
I was younger I foolishly played around with a Ouija board scribbled on
loose leaf paper with my sister and brother. I didn't believe anything would
happen, but sure as hell it did. We didn't recieve any messages but the
pointer flew off the table. From there on in I had some pretty interesting
dreams...maybe disturbing??? Calling god's name seemed to persuade any
spirit activity from reaching us eventually...or maybe they just got
bored???

So my questions are, what does Satan offer that god does not? Specifics
would be appreciated Will I be in any danger if I call upon a demon now
that I've disrespected them previously? How do I summon one and what steps
should I take to ensure the demon I'm calling on that I come humbly, with
respect and honesty? Will they appear before me in their true form?

Obviously I wish to tread lightly, but I want to know if I'm being
heard...or whether I've missed the boat.

Thanks in advance

 

[Allison P]

Hi. Well, the only gods I've ever really had contact with have been
Father and I believe Flauros and Orobas. They were both very positive
experiences. I've felt Father's presence many times, actually, but
Flauros and Orobas only once. They did not speak to me, but I felt the
both of them in my room when I was doing a banishing ritual. I felt
very safe. Satan's presence is so beautiful! The best way I can
describe it is like my soul is being suffused with light.

On 9/19/10, Mischa Watchel <mwatchel@... wrote:
Thanks for the heads up, for some reason your reply was tucked in my spam
folder
so I didn't see it. Do you have any experiences you would be willing to
share
with me?




________________________________
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sat, September 18, 2010 7:42:00 PM
Subject: Re: I'm brand spanking new, used to be a christian
and
I'm looking for help.


Well, first, I urge you to read the Joy of Satan site in its entirety.
www.templeofzeus.org

What does Father offer? he offers truth, whereas the xian non-god
offers only lies. He offers the chance for you to open your soul, and
gain your own powers, rather than always relying on an outside source.
Do not, I repeat, do not summohn a Daemon unless you are dedicated
first! Some of them don't like it, and it's best to be dedicated
before you summon them anyway, for the sake of respect.

On 9/17/10, mwatchel <mwatchel@... wrote:
Sitting on the fence between god and Satan feels like a dangerous place to
be on the battle ground. Problem is, it's not yet clear to me as to what
Satan has to offer, and I wonder if it's too late to connect with him.
When
I was younger I foolishly played around with a Ouija board scribbled on
loose leaf paper with my sister and brother. I didn't believe anything
would
happen, but sure as hell it did. We didn't recieve any messages but the
pointer flew off the table. From there on in I had some pretty interesting
dreams...maybe disturbing??? Calling god's name seemed to persuade any
spirit activity from reaching us eventually...or maybe they just got
bored???

So my questions are, what does Satan offer that god does not? Specifics
would be appreciated Will I be in any danger if I call upon a demon now
that I've disrespected them previously? How do I summon one and what steps
should I take to ensure the demon I'm calling on that I come humbly, with
respect and honesty? Will they appear before me in their true form?

Obviously I wish to tread lightly, but I want to know if I'm being
heard...or whether I've missed the boat.

Thanks in advance

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Greetings Allison,
I have only been in touch with Satan,Leviathan,and Haagenti my GD.Although I am less than a year old,I to have never had a physical manifestation either.Satan and the demons spoke telepathically to me when I dedicated.But there is no mistaking the wonderful presents of our beloved Father or the demons.My alter room fills with an energy that just can't be described.Welcome to the new one also.Glad to have you part of the family. Speaking as an x christian,it is so wonderful to be free.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Mon, 9/20/10, Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
Subject: Re: I'm brand spanking new, used to be a christian and I'm looking for help.
To: [email protected]

  Hi. Well, the only gods I've ever really had contact with have been
Father and I believe Flauros and Orobas. They were both very positive
experiences. I've felt Father's presence many times, actually, but
Flauros and Orobas only once. They did not speak to me, but I felt the
both of them in my room when I was doing a banishing ritual. I felt
very safe. Satan's presence is so beautiful! The best way I can
describe it is like my soul is being suffused with light.

On 9/19/10, [/IMG]mwatchel@... wrote:
Thanks for the heads up, for some reason your reply was tucked in my spam
folder
so I didn't see it. Do you have any experiences you would be willing to
share
with me?




________________________________
Fro[/IMG]apocalypseofjon@...
To: <a rel="nofollow">[email protected]
Sent: Sat, September 18, 2010 7:42:00 PM
Subject: Re: I'm brand spanking new, used to be a christian
and
I'm looking for help.


Well, first, I urge you to read the Joy of Satan site in its entirety.
www.templeofzeus.org

What does Father offer? he offers truth, whereas the xian non-god
offers only lies. He offers the chance for you to open your soul, and
gain your own powers, rather than always relying on an outside source.
Do not, I repeat, do not summohn a Daemon unless you are dedicated
first! Some of them don't like it, and it's best to be dedicated
before you summon them anyway, for the sake of respect.

On 9/17/10, [/IMG]mwatchel@... wrote:
Sitting on the fence between god and Satan feels like a dangerous place to
be on the battle ground. Problem is, it's not yet clear to me as to what
Satan has to offer, and I wonder if it's too late to connect with him.
When
I was younger I foolishly played around with a Ouija board scribbled on
loose leaf paper with my sister and brother. I didn't believe anything
would
happen, but sure as hell it did. We didn't recieve any messages but the
pointer flew off the table. From there on in I had some pretty interesting
dreams...maybe disturbing??? Calling god's name seemed to persuade any
spirit activity from reaching us eventually...or maybe they just got
bored???

So my questions are, what does Satan offer that god does not? Specifics
would be appreciated Will I be in any danger if I call upon a demon now
that I've disrespected them previously? How do I summon one and what steps
should I take to ensure the demon I'm calling on that I come humbly, with
respect and honesty? Will they appear before me in their true form?

Obviously I wish to tread lightly, but I want to know if I'm being
heard...or whether I've missed the boat.

Thanks in advance

[/TD]

 

[Mischa Watchel]

That sounds so incredible...well described as I can imagine what happened with vivid clarity. Thanks

From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Mon, September 20, 2010 2:36:08 AM
Subject: Re: I'm brand spanking new, used to be a christian and I'm looking for help.

  Hi. Well, the only gods I've ever really had contact with have been
Father and I believe Flauros and Orobas. They were both very positive
experiences. I've felt Father's presence many times, actually, but
Flauros and Orobas only once. They did not speak to me, but I felt the
both of them in my room when I was doing a banishing ritual. I felt
very safe. Satan's presence is so beautiful! The best way I can
describe it is like my soul is being suffused with light.

On 9/19/10, Mischa Watchel <mwatchel@... wrote:
Thanks for the heads up, for some reason your reply was tucked in my spam
folder
so I didn't see it. Do you have any experiences you would be willing to
share
with me?

________________________________
From: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sat, September 18, 2010 7:42:00 PM
Subject: Re: I'm brand spanking new, used to be a christian
and
I'm looking for help.

Well, first, I urge you to read the Joy of Satan site in its entirety.
www.templeofzeus.org

What does Father offer? he offers truth, whereas the xian non-god
offers only lies. He offers the chance for you to open your soul, and
gain your own powers, rather than always relying on an outside source.
Do not, I repeat, do not summohn a Daemon unless you are dedicated
first! Some of them don't like it, and it's best to be dedicated
before you summon them anyway, for the sake of respect.

On 9/17/10, mwatchel <mwatchel@... wrote:
Sitting on the fence between god and Satan feels like a dangerous place to
be on the battle ground. Problem is, it's not yet clear to me as to what
Satan has to offer, and I wonder if it's too late to connect with him.
When
I was younger I foolishly played around with a Ouija board scribbled on
loose leaf paper with my sister and brother. I didn't believe anything
would
happen, but sure as hell it did. We didn't recieve any messages but the
pointer flew off the table. From there on in I had some pretty interesting
dreams...maybe disturbing??? Calling god's name seemed to persuade any
spirit activity from reaching us eventually...or maybe they just got
bored???

So my questions are, what does Satan offer that god does not? Specifics
would be appreciated Will I be in any danger if I call upon a demon now
that I've disrespected them previously? How do I summon one and what steps
should I take to ensure the demon I'm calling on that I come humbly, with
respect and honesty? Will they appear before me in their true form?

Obviously I wish to tread lightly, but I want to know if I'm being
heard...or whether I've missed the boat.

Thanks in advance