Im back

[Crypsis]

Hey everybody

I don't know if any of you remember me. I've been gone for over a year now. I was having increased difficulties living at home as my parents and especially my brother have been escalating their "relationship" with jewhova. My parents found out about two years ago that I "dabbled" into satanism. They nearly kicked me out. If some of you remember me you might know the story. I could never explain to them that Satan is the creator. They kept pushing the "If you believe in Satan; you believe in God" shit.

When I was living there I would have a hard time meditating. One night I was too fed up with not being able to concentrate (there really was no reason I couldn't concentrate from my point of view) so I "left" my body and right away I saw two angels in the backyard and one in the front yard. One of the Gods helped me as soon as I became aware of the angels. My astral body transformed into a black panther and I went on a rampage and ripped the two angels to shreds. It felt so real. I jumped on the last angel and told him to never come back and I let out all my anger and absorbed the last angel after decapitating him. After that I used all the absorbed energy to create a dome of protection around the house. The next day my mother got really ill (it definitely was connected to what happened that night). Anyways, I'll try to keep it short lol. The next two years I was off and on with meditating. Often I would have a hard time concentrating. My brother was aware of some of the things I knew and did. He went as far as to "pray" that my third eye wouldn't work and shit like that. For the last two years I have not advanced at all. All I could think about was when I could finally move out of the filthy xian home. I swear, after that one night where I killed those angels...it's like they sent even more. They probably follow me around too. And you know what is sad? I don't even know my Guardian Demon. I always tried contacting him/her in that house. I never got an answer. Sometimes I feel like there is a voice telling me what to do, I don't know if it's Satan or my GD or my own thoughts. It's quite frustrating.

I hope to be more active on the forums now.

I'm also interested in joining a coven. Perhaps an online coven? A group of like minded souls that want to get together (physically or astrally) to discuss and to do rituals. (I'm 20 years old)


Oh yeah, I forgot to say that I moved out (Fucking finally!!)
Gonna drop some bombs on my brother (not literally) cuz he's taking his "religion" too far. I can't and will not ever see my brother as a preacher. I will make sure he loses all faith. I will drag him thru hell and back so that he can see that "God" won't be there for him. It should be fun (for me at least)

Anyways,
I hope to talk to some of you soon



Hail Satan!!

---Sven---

 

[Sami Abbas]

It's very weird what we Satanists can endure! I'm stuck in this miserable house, my parents are doctors, but they don't bother providing for the 4 of us. My "mother" takes our child benefit, and buys shit with it. There is no food 24/7. And they expect me to fast for 18 hours in their diicusting ramadan!! And did I mention, I have no clothes, but  3 underwears, and jeans and a sweat shirt.
I'm thinking to take my little bother (who is a Satanist) with me and go to child protection services. I'm 14 and he is 12. 
Or I can do a Destruction Ritual. What do you think bro?

HAIL SATAN!!!
Hail the Almighty Gods of Duat!!
Sami

On 16 Jun 2011, at 01:18, "Crypsis" <crypsiskilla@... wrote:

  Hey everybody

I don't know if any of you remember me. I've been gone for over a year now. I was having increased difficulties living at home as my parents and especially my brother have been escalating their "relationship" with jewhova. My parents found out about two years ago that I "dabbled" into satanism. They nearly kicked me out. If some of you remember me you might know the story. I could never explain to them that Satan is the creator. They kept pushing the "If you believe in Satan; you believe in God" shit.

When I was living there I would have a hard time meditating. One night I was too fed up with not being able to concentrate (there really was no reason I couldn't concentrate from my point of view) so I "left" my body and right away I saw two angels in the backyard and one in the front yard. One of the Gods helped me as soon as I became aware of the angels. My astral body transformed into a black panther and I went on a rampage and ripped the two angels to shreds. It felt so real. I jumped on the last angel and told him to never come back and I let out all my anger and absorbed the last angel after decapitating him. After that I used all the absorbed energy to create a dome of protection around the house. The next day my mother got really ill (it definitely was connected to what happened that night). Anyways, I'll try to keep it short lol. The next two years I was off and on with meditating. Often I would have a hard time concentrating. My brother was aware of some of the things I knew and did. He went as far as to "pray" that my third eye wouldn't work and shit like that. For the last two years I have not advanced at all. All I could think about was when I could finally move out of the filthy xian home. I swear, after that one night where I killed those angels...it's like they sent even more. They probably follow me around too. And you know what is sad? I don't even know my Guardian Demon. I always tried contacting him/her in that house. I never got an answer. Sometimes I feel like there is a voice telling me what to do, I don't know if it's Satan or my GD or my own thoughts. It's quite frustrating.

I hope to be more active on the forums now.

I'm also interested in joining a coven. Perhaps an online coven? A group of like minded souls that want to get together (physically or astrally) to discuss and to do rituals. (I'm 20 years old)

Oh yeah, I forgot to say that I moved out (Fucking finally!!)
Gonna drop some bombs on my brother (not literally) cuz he's taking his "religion" too far. I can't and will not ever see my brother as a preacher. I will make sure he loses all faith. I will drag him thru hell and back so that he can see that "God" won't be there for him. It should be fun (for me at least)

Anyways,
I hope to talk to some of you soon

Hail Satan!!

---Sven---

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

Perhaps do both? Fasting is dangerous and even more so for the ill, the elderly, and growing children. It seems you & your brother are being denied the necessities of life, not because they can't afford to provide for you kids, but because of their filthy religion. Perhaps if you state your case to child protection services, something can be done about your living situation? Foster care isn't always the answer, though, (there's an old saying about jumping from the frying pan into the fire) so maybe you'd want to approach them with the idea of looking for a solution to the problem ...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Sami Abbas <samiabbas66@... wrote:

It's very weird what we Satanists can endure! I'm stuck in this miserable house, my parents are doctors, but they don't bother providing for the 4 of us. My "mother" takes our child benefit, and buys shit with it. There is no food 24/7. And they expect me to fast for 18 hours in their diicusting ramadan!! And did I mention, I have no clothes, but 3 underwears, and jeans and a sweat shirt.

I'm thinking to take my little bother (who is a Satanist) with me and go to child protection services. I'm 14 and he is 12.

Or I can do a Destruction Ritual. What do you think bro?


HAIL SATAN!!!

Hail the Almighty Gods of Duat!!

Sami

On 16 Jun 2011, at 01:18, "Crypsis" <crypsiskilla@... wrote:

Hey everybody

I don't know if any of you remember me. I've been gone for over a year now. I was having increased difficulties living at home as my parents and especially my brother have been escalating their "relationship" with jewhova. My parents found out about two years ago that I "dabbled" into satanism. They nearly kicked me out. If some of you remember me you might know the story. I could never explain to them that Satan is the creator. They kept pushing the "If you believe in Satan; you believe in God" shit.

When I was living there I would have a hard time meditating. One night I was too fed up with not being able to concentrate (there really was no reason I couldn't concentrate from my point of view) so I "left" my body and right away I saw two angels in the backyard and one in the front yard. One of the Gods helped me as soon as I became aware of the angels. My astral body transformed into a black panther and I went on a rampage and ripped the two angels to shreds. It felt so real. I jumped on the last angel and told him to never come back and I let out all my anger and absorbed the last angel after decapitating him. After that I used all the absorbed energy to create a dome of protection around the house. The next day my mother got really ill (it definitely was connected to what happened that night). Anyways, I'll try to keep it short lol. The next two years I was off and on with meditating. Often I would have a hard time concentrating. My brother was aware of some of the things I knew and did. He went as far as to "pray" that my third eye wouldn't work and shit like that. For the last two years I have not advanced at all. All I could think about was when I could finally move out of the filthy xian home. I swear, after that one night where I killed those angels...it's like they sent even more. They probably follow me around too. And you know what is sad? I don't even know my Guardian Demon. I always tried contacting him/her in that house. I never got an answer. Sometimes I feel like there is a voice telling me what to do, I don't know if it's Satan or my GD or my own thoughts. It's quite frustrating.

I hope to be more active on the forums now.

I'm also interested in joining a coven. Perhaps an online coven? A group of like minded souls that want to get together (physically or astrally) to discuss and to do rituals. (I'm 20 years old)

Oh yeah, I forgot to say that I moved out (Fucking finally!!)
Gonna drop some bombs on my brother (not literally) cuz he's taking his "religion" too far. I can't and will not ever see my brother as a preacher. I will make sure he loses all faith. I will drag him thru hell and back so that he can see that "God" won't be there for him. It should be fun (for me at least)

Anyways,
I hope to talk to some of you soon

Hail Satan!!

---Sven---

 

[Allison P]

I remember you. Welcome back!

I actually have an online coven; my friend and I both run it. It's
called Legions of the Black Light. If you'd like to join, feel free.
The page is at:

http://groups.google.com/group/legions- ... ight?pli=1

I think you have to have a Gmail account to join, but that doesn't
take too long. In any event, welcome back! Hail Father Satan and the
Gods of Hell!

On 6/16/11, chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:
Perhaps do both? Fasting is dangerous and even more so for the ill, the
elderly, and growing children. It seems you & your brother are being denied
the necessities of life, not because they can't afford to provide for you
kids, but because of their filthy religion. Perhaps if you state your case
to child protection services, something can be done about your living
situation? Foster care isn't always the answer, though, (there's an old
saying about jumping from the frying pan into the fire) so maybe you'd want
to approach them with the idea of looking for a solution to the problem ...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Sami Abbas <samiabbas66@... wrote:

It's very weird what we Satanists can endure! I'm stuck in this miserable
house, my parents are doctors, but they don't bother providing for the 4
of us. My "mother" takes our child benefit, and buys shit with it. There
is no food 24/7. And they expect me to fast for 18 hours in their
diicusting ramadan!! And did I mention, I have no clothes, but 3
underwears, and jeans and a sweat shirt.

I'm thinking to take my little bother (who is a Satanist) with me and go
to child protection services. I'm 14 and he is 12.

Or I can do a Destruction Ritual. What do you think bro?


HAIL SATAN!!!

Hail the Almighty Gods of Duat!!

Sami

On 16 Jun 2011, at 01:18, "Crypsis" <crypsiskilla@... wrote:

Hey everybody

I don't know if any of you remember me. I've been gone for over a year
now. I was having increased difficulties living at home as my parents
and especially my brother have been escalating their "relationship" with
jewhova. My parents found out about two years ago that I "dabbled" into
satanism. They nearly kicked me out. If some of you remember me you
might know the story. I could never explain to them that Satan is the
creator. They kept pushing the "If you believe in Satan; you believe in
God" shit.

When I was living there I would have a hard time meditating. One night I
was too fed up with not being able to concentrate (there really was no
reason I couldn't concentrate from my point of view) so I "left" my body
and right away I saw two angels in the backyard and one in the front
yard. One of the Gods helped me as soon as I became aware of the angels.
My astral body transformed into a black panther and I went on a rampage
and ripped the two angels to shreds. It felt so real. I jumped on the
last angel and told him to never come back and I let out all my anger
and absorbed the last angel after decapitating him. After that I used
all the absorbed energy to create a dome of protection around the house.
The next day my mother got really ill (it definitely was connected to
what happened that night). Anyways, I'll try to keep it short lol. The
next two years I was off and on with meditating. Often I would have a
hard time concentrating. My brother was aware of some of the things I
knew and did. He went as far as to "pray" that my third eye wouldn't
work and shit like that. For the last two years I have not advanced at
all. All I could think about was when I could finally move out of the
filthy xian home. I swear, after that one night where I killed those
angels...it's like they sent even more. They probably follow me around
too. And you know what is sad? I don't even know my Guardian Demon. I
always tried contacting him/her in that house. I never got an answer.
Sometimes I feel like there is a voice telling me what to do, I don't
know if it's Satan or my GD or my own thoughts. It's quite frustrating.

I hope to be more active on the forums now.

I'm also interested in joining a coven. Perhaps an online coven? A group
of like minded souls that want to get together (physically or astrally)
to discuss and to do rituals. (I'm 20 years old)

Oh yeah, I forgot to say that I moved out (Fucking finally!!)
Gonna drop some bombs on my brother (not literally) cuz he's taking his
"religion" too far. I can't and will not ever see my brother as a
preacher. I will make sure he loses all faith. I will drag him thru hell
and back so that he can see that "God" won't be there for him. It should
be fun (for me at least)

Anyways,
I hope to talk to some of you soon

Hail Satan!!

---Sven---

 

[dante kun]

<td val[/IMG]Take pictures of the state of the house, the empty fridge,  your clothes closet, etc, and go to child protective services.  If you can record them being abusive that will help also. At least in foster care you will be with people who actually like children.  Make sure they don't know they are being recorded, hide the cell phone on a shelf or somewhere clever.

--- On Thu, 6/16/11, Sami Abbas <samiabbas66@... wrote:

From: Sami Abbas <samiabbas66@...
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Im back
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Date: Thursday, June 16, 2011, 2:43 AM

  It's very weird what we Satanists can endure! I'm stuck in this miserable house, my parents are doctors, but they don't bother providing for the 4 of us. My "mother" takes our child benefit, and buys shit with it. There is no food 24/7. And they expect me to fast for 18 hours in their diicusting ramadan!! And did I mention, I have no clothes, but  3 underwears, and jeans and a sweat shirt.
I'm thinking to take my little bother (who is a Satanist) with me and go to child protection services. I'm 14 and he is 12. 
Or I can do a Destruction Ritual. What do you think bro?

HAIL SATAN!!!
Hail the Almighty Gods of Duat!!
Sami
On 16 Jun 2011, at 01:18, "Crypsis" <<a rel="nofollow" >crypsiskilla@... wrote:

  Hey everybody

I don't know if any of you remember me. I've been gone for over a year now. I was having increased difficulties living at home as my parents and especially my brother have been escalating their "relationship" with jewhova. My parents found out about two years ago that I "dabbled" into satanism. They nearly kicked me out. If some of you remember me you might know the story. I could never explain to them that Satan is the creator. They kept pushing the "If you believe in Satan; you believe in God" shit.

When I was living there I would have a hard time meditating. One night I was too fed up with not being able to concentrate (there really was no reason I couldn't concentrate from my point of view) so I "left" my body and right away I saw two angels in the backyard and one in the front yard. One of the Gods helped me as soon as I became aware of the angels. My astral body transformed into a black panther and I went on a rampage and ripped the two angels to shreds. It felt so real. I jumped on the last angel and told him to never come back and I let out all my anger and absorbed the last angel after decapitating him. After that I used all the absorbed energy to create a dome of protection around the house. The next day my mother got really ill (it definitely was connected to what happened that night). Anyways, I'll try to keep it short lol. The next two years I was off and on with meditating. Often I would have a hard time concentrating. My brother was aware of some of the things I knew and did. He went as far as to "pray" that my third eye wouldn't work and shit like that. For the last two years I have not advanced at all. All I could think about was when I could finally move out of the filthy xian home. I swear, after that one night where I killed those angels...it's like they sent even more. They probably follow me around too. And you know what is sad? I don't even know my Guardian Demon. I always tried contacting him/her in that house. I never got an answer. Sometimes I feel like there is a voice telling me what to do, I don't know if it's Satan or my GD or my own thoughts. It's quite frustrating.

I hope to be more active on the forums now.

I'm also interested in joining a coven. Perhaps an online coven? A group of like minded souls that want to get together (physically or astrally) to discuss and to do rituals. (I'm 20 years old)

Oh yeah, I forgot to say that I moved out (Fucking finally!!)
Gonna drop some bombs on my brother (not literally) cuz he's taking his "religion" too far. I can't and will not ever see my brother as a preacher. I will make sure he loses all faith. I will drag him thru hell and back so that he can see that "God" won't be there for him. It should be fun (for me at least)

Anyways,
I hope to talk to some of you soon

Hail Satan!!

---Sven---

[/TD]

 

[[email protected]]

@ Allison P: I was curious as to whether this is a personal invitation, or if its open. I would be honoured to be a part of something this important! Thanx -
HS!Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Thu, 16 Jun 2011 11:35:20 -0700To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Im back
  I remember you. Welcome back!

I actually have an online coven; my friend and I both run it. It's
called Legions of the Black Light. If you'd like to join, feel free.
The page is at:

http://groups.google.com/group/legions- ... ight?pli=1

I think you have to have a Gmail account to join, but that doesn't
take too long. In any event, welcome back! Hail Father Satan and the
Gods of Hell!

On 6/16/11, chalchiuhnenetzin <jaguarcat2002@... wrote:
Perhaps do both? Fasting is dangerous and even more so for the ill, the
elderly, and growing children. It seems you & your brother are being denied
the necessities of life, not because they can't afford to provide for you
kids, but because of their filthy religion. Perhaps if you state your case
to child protection services, something can be done about your living
situation? Foster care isn't always the answer, though, (there's an old
saying about jumping from the frying pan into the fire) so maybe you'd want
to approach them with the idea of looking for a solution to the problem ...

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Sami Abbas <samiabbas66@... wrote:

It's very weird what we Satanists can endure! I'm stuck in this miserable
house, my parents are doctors, but they don't bother providing for the 4
of us. My "mother" takes our child benefit, and buys shit with it. There
is no food 24/7. And they expect me to fast for 18 hours in their
diicusting ramadan!! And did I mention, I have no clothes, but 3
underwears, and jeans and a sweat shirt.

I'm thinking to take my little bother (who is a Satanist) with me and go
to child protection services. I'm 14 and he is 12.

Or I can do a Destruction Ritual. What do you think bro?


HAIL SATAN!!!

Hail the Almighty Gods of Duat!!

Sami

On 16 Jun 2011, at 01:18, "Crypsis" <crypsiskilla@... wrote:

Hey everybody

I don't know if any of you remember me. I've been gone for over a year
now. I was having increased difficulties living at home as my parents
and especially my brother have been escalating their "relationship" with
jewhova. My parents found out about two years ago that I "dabbled" into
satanism. They nearly kicked me out. If some of you remember me you
might know the story. I could never explain to them that Satan is the
creator. They kept pushing the "If you believe in Satan; you believe in
God" shit.

When I was living there I would have a hard time meditating. One night I
was too fed up with not being able to concentrate (there really was no
reason I couldn't concentrate from my point of view) so I "left" my body
and right away I saw two angels in the backyard and one in the front
yard. One of the Gods helped me as soon as I became aware of the angels.
My astral body transformed into a black panther and I went on a rampage
and ripped the two angels to shreds. It felt so real. I jumped on the
last angel and told him to never come back and I let out all my anger
and absorbed the last angel after decapitating him. After that I used
all the absorbed energy to create a dome of protection around the house.
The next day my mother got really ill (it definitely was connected to
what happened that night). Anyways, I'll try to keep it short lol. The
next two years I was off and on with meditating. Often I would have a
hard time concentrating. My brother was aware of some of the things I
knew and did. He went as far as to "pray" that my third eye wouldn't
work and shit like that. For the last two years I have not advanced at
all. All I could think about was when I could finally move out of the
filthy xian home. I swear, after that one night where I killed those
angels...it's like they sent even more. They probably follow me around
too. And you know what is sad? I don't even know my Guardian Demon. I
always tried contacting him/her in that house. I never got an answer.
Sometimes I feel like there is a voice telling me what to do, I don't
know if it's Satan or my GD or my own thoughts. It's quite frustrating.

I hope to be more active on the forums now.

I'm also interested in joining a coven. Perhaps an online coven? A group
of like minded souls that want to get together (physically or astrally)
to discuss and to do rituals. (I'm 20 years old)

Oh yeah, I forgot to say that I moved out (Fucking finally!!)
Gonna drop some bombs on my brother (not literally) cuz he's taking his
"religion" too far. I can't and will not ever see my brother as a
preacher. I will make sure he loses all faith. I will drag him thru hell
and back so that he can see that "God" won't be there for him. It should
be fun (for me at least)

Anyways,
I hope to talk to some of you soon

Hail Satan!!

---Sven---

 

[Brian Clark]

hay brothers and sisters I havent been hear for a wile I achale and to leave for a time because my pearents found me leaving posts on hear and they are a strong x-ins belife Ive praid to father saitan and I feel like I need to come back and talk with other belivers I still need to do the deacation ritual the only thing that I want to ask is is is nessery to do it to have his full protaection or is just praying to him and asking him into m hart good enought like I said I was raised an x-ian so I still have some of the brainwashing to overcome but I'm overcoming it slowly.

 

[darrklady13]

Wonderful to have you Brian. Welcome, take your time, learn. HAIL THE GODS OF HELL

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian Clark" <spock4771@... wrote:

hay brothers and sisters I havent been hear for a wile I achale and to leave for a time because my pearents found me leaving posts on hear and they are a strong x-ins belife Ive praid to father saitan and I feel like I need to come back and talk with other belivers I still need to do the deacation ritual the only thing that I want to ask is is is nessery to do it to have his full protaection or is just praying to him and asking him into m hart good enought like I said I was raised an x-ian so I still have some of the brainwashing to overcome but I'm overcoming it slowly.

 

[Allison P]

Ave! Yes, you really ought to dedicate, if its truly what you want to
do. And yes, dedicating your soul to Satan is the only way to receive
his full protection, and a must if you wish to spiritually advance. If
you can't do it physically, then just make an astral temple and do it
there the best you can. But like Monie said, just take your time.
Don't rush, study and learn, and trust in Father and the Gods. They
will never steer you wrong. Hail Father Satan always!

On 8/15/11, darrklady13 <darkladyschild@... wrote:
Wonderful to have you Brian. Welcome, take your time, learn. HAIL THE GODS
OF HELL

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian Clark" <spock4771@... wrote:

hay brothers and sisters I havent been hear for a wile I achale and to
leave for a time because my pearents found me leaving posts on hear and
they are a strong x-ins belife Ive praid to father saitan and I feel like
I need to come back and talk with other belivers I still need to do the
deacation ritual the only thing that I want to ask is is is nessery to do
it to have his full protaection or is just praying to him and asking him
into m hart good enought like I said I was raised an x-ian so I still have
some of the brainwashing to overcome but I'm overcoming it slowly.

 

[diznit26]

Don't forget also to meditate every day after doing your dedication. Those two things are the most important, the dedication ritual and power meditations.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

Ave! Yes, you really ought to dedicate, if its truly what you want to
do. And yes, dedicating your soul to Satan is the only way to receive
his full protection, and a must if you wish to spiritually advance. If
you can't do it physically, then just make an astral temple and do it
there the best you can. But like Monie said, just take your time.
Don't rush, study and learn, and trust in Father and the Gods. They
will never steer you wrong. Hail Father Satan always!

On 8/15/11, darrklady13 <darkladyschild@... wrote:
Wonderful to have you Brian. Welcome, take your time, learn. HAIL THE GODS
OF HELL

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Brian Clark" <spock4771@ wrote:

hay brothers and sisters I havent been hear for a wile I achale and to
leave for a time because my pearents found me leaving posts on hear and
they are a strong x-ins belife Ive praid to father saitan and I feel like
I need to come back and talk with other belivers I still need to do the
deacation ritual the only thing that I want to ask is is is nessery to do
it to have his full protaection or is just praying to him and asking him
into m hart good enought like I said I was raised an x-ian so I still have
some of the brainwashing to overcome but I'm overcoming it slowly.